Black Magick of Ahriman Journal Entries


#1

I have enjoyed the feedback I have been getting from those studying this book and beginning its work. Your commitment has ignited very dark power within myself which I am now learning to harness for the greater good of humanity and our process of liberation. You are all an inspiration and you give me hope!

I create this thread so that practitioners can post journal entries or results to specific work they may like to share along with any experiments which Ahriman may guide you to perform for your own ascent. Their is a larger purpose behind this thread but I cannot yet reveal it as the timing is not right. Use this thread to show your devotion to ascent and the results you have attained. Thank you for your support. If it were not for you folks I surely would not put myself through this. Welcome to the Path of Smoke. Once the Blackened Fire of Zohak is Lit in your temple… you will become a scale on the body of the Three Headed Dragon Zohak.


#2

Hmmm, I started to type “to help keep this a bit more organized …” and then I stopped myself. Another Limitation.

Fuck it.

I’m Claiming this first spot for links to my own journal entries about walking the Path of Smoke. My Will Be Done.

I’ll update it as I create the journal entries, adding more as time goes on.

SWIMMING THROUGH THE SEA OF ETERNAL DARKNESS

As a fellow BALGrog, I keep up with E.A.'s YouTube channel.

I remember watching Kurtis Joseph’s video interview with E.A. about the Path of Smoke and his difficulty in bringing this Ahrimanic current forward.

At the time, I was feeling called back to Sumer and Babylon, trying to understand what the spirits I was working closely with were trying to teach me.

You see, I’ve always wondered …

Where did this all get fucked up?

Where did the people who are closing the cage on us tighter and tighter every day start all this bullshit?

My own personal gnosis lead me to Sumer and Babylon.

During my research and the many talks I’ve had with my own “Brothers and Sisters of the Spirit”, I understood that the Sumerians respected all of the gods, both light and dark, and understood they all had a place within the totality of creation.

The Sumerians also recognized that we came from the Abyss, which they called Abzu. Abzu was often viewed as the consort of the great dragon-goddess Tiamat, the Mother of All Creation.

Abzu and Tiamat were seen as two great seas whose waters had merged into one.

“And there waters were as one.” That’s the phrase that leapt out at me and stuck firmly in my mind.

I didn’t realize it at the time, but it became a very important magickal technique that has allowed me to make tremendous progress in a short period of time.

My research and gnosis helped me see that the first attempts at creating a monotheistic religion-based control structure seems to have started in Babylon.

Babylon is where we find Marduk (or rather the people who worshipped and represented Marduk) claiming the Fifty Names of the other gods as his own names.

In other words, the people who represented Marduk claimed that the Fifty Names of the other gods were simply other names for Marduk so they could usurp their power and add it to Marduk.

And this seems to be where the religious wars began.

I can’t prove this historically and I don’t feel the need to. It was a personal answer for me and it taught me what I needed to know to take yet another step down my path.

So that’s where I was at the time I first watched Kurtis Joseph’s video interview with E.A.

I immediately thought “Eh, not for me.”

Don’t get me wrong, I find Persia and the idea of Persian magick intellectually interesting, but all of the emphasis on the dark shit really turned me off.

You see, I don’t consider myself a very dark or edgy person. I certainly don’t fit in with the image of E.A. and Timothy. They’re more hardcore than I am.

And Kurtis looked pretty hardcore, too. Hell, he even called himself a “harcore black magickian”.

Hell, Miss Piggy is more hardcore than I am. lol

But Ahriman had other plans for me.

One night, several weeks before Kurtis released his book, “The Black Magick of Ahriman” …

Ahriman showed up in my dream.

All I remember was a brief flash of me performing a full evocation ritual for Ahriman within my dream and the feeling that we had a pleasant and friendly conversation.

I still can’t remember the content of that dream, but my close spiritual companions, Inanna and Utu, told me it would unlock for me when the time was right.

I trust them very deeply, so I accepted it and carried on.

I had two more visits from Ahriman before Kurtis released the book.

Ahriman also told me the dream would unlock when I was ready for it. He told me I should purchase Kurtis’ book so that I would have it when I was ready to work with him.

I honestly thought that would take me another 2 to 5 years before I was ready for that work.

You see, I was being prepared to work my way up through the Babili, the Babylonian counterpart to the Tree of Life.

I was invited to work through it so I could understand that what we call physical reality is nothing more than an illusion and that the truth lies within the Abzu, the Abyss.

When I physically died for a brief moment seven years ago, I experienced myself as the “Source of All Things”. I was the only thing within the Darkness and yet I was not alone. I felt completely connected to everything.

I was “Me”, but I was not the human “Me”. I was Consciousness, but the human mask and all of it’s concerns had fallen away.

I’ve thought about that experience and the only thing I could call myself, if you were there and could ask me, was simply “I AM”.

I came to call that Darkness the “Void”. It seemed fitting.

I’ve returned to the Void through my own form of mental soul travel and experienced myself consciously and purposefully as “I AM”. And I brought that essence back into me when I returned to my body.

I now believe this was my first steps toward experiencing something close to a possession.

For four hours, I was not my human self. I was something different. It was my Will merged with the essence of “I AM”.

I still remember how odd my physical body felt and how slow I had to move to get it to work right. It’s like I forgot how to drive the meat suit. lol

I looked at my hand, opened and closed it several times, and thought “How odd this physical body feels. It is so heavy.”

After these experiences, I believed I was being prepared to experience myself as the merging of “I AM” with Abzu, the Abyss, to experience my True Self as “The One”. And there were waters were as one.

I was also guided back to ancient astrology so I could harness the power of the planets as the ancient sorcerers did. I was told it would take me years to create these planetary talismans, but it would bring the great power I needed to help change our world.

So that’s the journey I found myself preparing for when Ahriman showed up in my life.

When the pre-order for “The Black Magick of Ahriman” became available … Ahriman, Inanna, and Utu encouraged me to pre-order it.

I still wasn’t ready for it, but it would be better for me to get it while it was easily available. And they provided the money for me so I didn’t even feel it.

So I pre-ordered the book and started becoming a little more interested in what Kurtis was saying.

I started interacting with Kurtis a bit on the forums. He was a warm and genuine person who encouraged others and shared his knowledge freely.

I still wasn’t resonating with the current, but I’ve learned to trust my spiritual companions. They’ve never lead me astray.

During this time, I made a conscious choice to invoke Inanna and Utu within me and to merge completely with them forever. I truly love them and I knew in my heart that we were all a part of “The One” anyway, so it seemed a very natural thing for me to do at this time.

And I did just that. I invoked them, pulling more of their energy into me than I had ever done before. And I simply intended for our energies to merge forver as I uttered “And our waters were as one.”

That experience made me ask Kurtis this question about what I was taught to call the “masks” of the gods and goddesses …

What’s Your Take on the Concept of Masks

If you read my first couple of posts in that thread, you’ll see the experience that came from seriously considering that question.

And suddenly, I was ready for the Path of Smoke.

In that one day, everything changed.

The years of work I was preparing myself for vanished. It was no longer necessary to go up through the Babili, the Ladder of Lights. It was no longer necessary for me to spend years crafting the planetary talismans.

No. I had done the work to transform myself and my path was now more direct. I could walk through the illusion to the Abyss.

And that’s the path I walk now … the Path of Smoke. And I will learn.

JOURNAL ENTRIES

May 13, 2017
The Consecration of My Black Book of Ahriman

May 14, 2017
Breathing In The Black Flames

Hard Qi Gong and It’s Effect on My Energy Work

Removing All Limitations

May 15, 2017
Another Day, Another Challenge

May 16, 2017
The Real Work Begins

May 17, 2017
Ahura Mazda Flees the Might of Zohak

May 18, 2017
Settling Into the Current

May 19, 2017
The Power Flows

May 20, 2017
A Nocturnal Visitor

May 21, 2017
Started Practicing Kunda Yoga Today

May 22, 2017
First Day of Full Kunda Yoga Practice

May 23, 2017
Shopping in Nature … and a Conversation with Papa Legba

May 24, 2017
A Gift from Sovar

May 25, 2017
When A Peaceful Man Goes to War


#3

I read over your entry and I am proud of the fact that you allowed instinct to take over. This is one of the ways this current will bring out the divine self. To perform Qi-Gung is definitely a perfect way to effectively distribute the dark power that will begin to flow through you. Kunda Yoga will do this in a very powerful and specific way but do not hesitate to use Qi-Gung, Tai-Chi or even more contemporary martial arts training to simply harness the darkness in an effective way. This tells me that you have reached a certain level of subconscious familiarity with the seven powers of Aeshma… the Demon of Divine Wrath. Warrior arts are a huge part of grounding these forces within. Their will likely be more of these suggestions within my next text along with video instruction regarding the warrior philosophy which developed through the Path of Smoke.

Also their are no “mistakes” with Dark Staot. It is an inverse language which hooks into the subconscious. If it were a language as most people define that, then yes you could make mistakes. However, it is not. Read without reading. Try and just let it flow. When random words come forth allow it to happen.


#4

@KurtisJoseph

As always, thank you for your guidance, Kurtis. You have my utmost respect. I cannot imagine the pressures you went through giving birth to this powerful current.

You were spot on with your advice about the exercise.

The freeform hard style Qi Gong I’m doing is making a huge difference. I’m storing tons of energy from just 10 minutes at a time, several times a day.

The other day when I was shopping, Ahriman told me to practice walking Qi-Gong and lead me through an understanding of what he wanted me to do. Wow. Three minutes and my entire body was on fire for the next 2 hours.

I’ve had a weight issue for years and I’ve tried everything to lose weight. I just couldn’t get past a certain set point, no matter what I did with my nutrition and how hard I worked at it.

The work with Ahriman has encouraged me to release that Limitation upon myself. I dropped my emotional armor and walked completely away from it. It’s not the body that will serve me now.

The weight is just melting off while I’m packing on more muscle. And yet, this form of Qi-Gong leaves me more energized rather than exhausted like the only other exercises I’ve had any success with.

I can’t wait to see your future work.

Thank you for confirming this for me. I’m an enthusiastic student and I’m trying not to annoy since I know you’re busy, but I want you to know your confirmations are helping me train and trust my own intuition on a much deeper level. Thank you for patience and playing a huge part in that.


#5

Wanted to share this while its still fresh in my head.

So I have been doing the foundation work about a month now, ignition of black sun 3 days a week with kunda yoga and peering into drugaskan and the awakening of DoMar and DeHak the other 2days with 2 days off to assimilate and process.

Right at the start I felt a pull towards akoman so I decided to start with this div for kunda yoga. After the first week I started noticing new ideas bubbling up regarding both my practice and handling events around me.

With each day of practice I felt the need to make small adjustments to how i handled my daily practice. It started with preforming peering into drugaskan, follow by the ignition and ending with kunda yoga for 3 days and the awakening the other 2days.

But over the last 2 days ive felt a different pull to switch from akoman and preform kunda yoga with Zohak. At the time felt like my brain was fighting with itself to make the shift, no clue why.

Along with this notion came an order in which to do my practice that popped in my head like dominos falling one after the other. The end result with has me felling like im in the center of a lightning storm surround by raw power, and more than a bit lightheaded. Although oddly enough very calm.

The sequence used for those interested was
1.peering into drugaskan 5 min
2.Recitation of the Rawnuha
3.Ignition of the black sun
4.Kunda yoga: Becoming the black sun, Emanating the rays of the black sun,Becoming the black sun
5.Awakening of DoMar and DeHak 3mins currently
6.Recitation of the Uhov Mehsa

Altogether took about 45 minutes granted it didn’t feel like it took that long. It also feels like the beginning of an interesting month to say the least :grin:


#6

Very good! Keep it up!


#7

Kurtis i read how to create Alter a infernal nexion of power Large black urn, graveyard dirt, bone powder, a large black pillar candle two large red pillar candles soil from a place of power soil from a place being strucked by lighting, bit hard to find the soil around Adelaide and what weight 100 kg who knows and to set up in my home in a room 3 x 3.5 meter because i read urn to be placed north far away in room bit hard to do in my room which is my second bedroom unless my second room is like the Dr who Tardis its a bit hard with EA universal circle i only got a foot to the wall put the urn north up against the wall with candles on top i be setting the Unit on fire, you lot got 40 acre paddock rooms probably 10 x 6 meter rooms and how am i going to balance 3 candles on top of a large black urn they will full off you say large black urn but didn’t describe in inches you would say do it outside in front of lowlife i go outside set up then drug addict starts plodding down to stand out front waiting for drug dealer turn up and he starts being a sticky beak in the middle of a ritual and say what are you doing and fuck every thing up, and the retard will come out off her unit and start stearin and say in retard language your not surpose to be doing that im ringing Housing trust and get you kicked out.


#8

Many people are doing this work without overcomplicating things. If three candles are placed on the surface of soil… they won’t fall. I know. I did it and so are MANY others. There are many context clues in regard to the needed size. It has to be big enough to bury ritual items such as candles and talismans, or anything else you can foresee wanting to charge with the powers of Darkness. It has to be large enough to fit the candles. In regard to your space… figure it out. Did I say in the text you needed EA’s universal circle? It is not even relevant to this work. Harness your will.


#9


#10

Which spirits work good together with Ahriman?


#11

Outside of the current? None. There are many emmanations of Ahriman… Divs or “demons”. Aeshma, Akomanah, Astovidat, etc. It is really not wise to overlap the persian current with others. These are Dark Gods not fallen angels. Not “created” so to speak.


#12

? They weren’t created?


#13

@KurtisJoseph thanks a lot :smile:


#14

No. No “God” created them. They are Gods. Not “fallen angels”.


#15

Try the 9 gatekeepers i do i never ever experience anything threatening, if you want to know its more powerful mixing counter creation with the 9 gatekeepers its more powerful and it seems for me i am able to channel a very colossal and destructive force, giving me knowledge and power to open up Black holes at the speed of thought.


#16

Is it wise to mix various currents?


#17

I’ve been mixing currents for a long time now, doesn’t worry me.


#18

Bowling270, can you contact me via private message? You did not enable this option.


#19

If one is working with Hecate, would it be too unwise to overlap it with the Path of Smoke? If I decide to work with both should I absolutely keep them separate?

I am aware you worked with the Primal Craft current in the past. Hence my curiosity.

Best regards,
Ch