I may do a series of videos dealing with more personal experiences such as this. I may do that soon.
It sounds similar to my initial experience within the void though a bit less aggressive. Still certain elements remind me of the experience. This dialogue needs to be embraced for sure. Trust me it is serving its purpose and will give you useful insight into initiations through the Evil Places of Arezura.
The exhaustion is very real and very relevant. These forces can sometimes take it all. That is where the harnessing of will is so important guys. I am going through similar testing AS WE SPEAK. As you expand in consciousness you become more of a spiritual being and so the physical self must reboot to adjust. I have some advice for you though so bear with me…
First eat more consciously. Eat raw live food to fuel your light bodies, and eat meat as an offering to the shadow self. In this way the synthesis of these two become strong through such conscious offering on a daily basis.
Refrain from exercises which expend prana/chi/kunda/kundalini and perform those kinds of exercises which help to harness it and move it. Isometrics will actually help you to build this inner Blackened Fire and direct it through focus. Yoga and Pilates are also good choices along with Qi Gung, Tai Chi. Regular calisthenics can be performed to build functional strength in hundreds of creative ways. If you are going to “spend” energy do it through martial art training. Not to say if Bodybuilding is your interest you cannot focus on that. Just trust me when I say every ounce of energy that can be stored instead of spent fuckin counts in the grand scheme of things. In big ways. As your consciousness expands so will your ability to accumulate energy. Keep up the great work. It seems like this is another example of the work getting into the hands of those who can efficiently use it. This is great news honestly. I hope the momentum keeps moving in this direction.