Things are settling down a bit today. I feel more at ease with this current and I’m just focused on doing the work before me.
I’m still reading through the Black Book. I’ve just finished the section about the creation of the Talisman of Counter Creation and how to use it.
My morning sungazing ritual went well this morning. I’ve tried externalizing my Shadow Self around me in the darkness of my bathroom twice, but it feels more powerful to me when I do it in the sunlight itself. I’m not sure why, but I’m going to try it that way again tomorrow and see what results I get.
My Draconic Qigong form is really helping me work all the major muscles of my body in one sequence of movements. It’s really helping me strengthen my body, limber up, and store a ton of Qi.
Yesterday and today, I felt it was important to push the Qi not into my Dan Tien (the energy storage center at the navel), but down into the Dragon’s Womb (what I’ve started to call the obsidian dragon’s egg I imagined at my perineum). It seems to keep the Kundalini flowing much longer throughout the day and I feel it’s helping me “power up”.
Oh, and the weight really is falling off. I lost 17 pounds in 3 weeks. Time to start buying new clothes.
At this point, I’m focusing on raising my Kundalini as many times as I can, working through any limitations that come up, and opening my spiritual sight.
I’ll pick up an obsidian sphere for scrying soon to help develop my spiritual sight. I’m also pondering my altar set up right now.