Finished my Kundalini exercise for the day.
Wow. What an amazing experience.
My body feels strong and vibrant, power just flowing through me.
I laid down on my bed upside down so I would program my unconscious mind that this is not the time for sleep.
I performed the clenching and relaxing technique to stimulate the Kundalini to flow up from my perineum.
As I breathed and allowed the energy to flow, I imagined the obsidian dragon egg residing within my perineum. I fed it energy and allowed the black flames to grow within it.
My intuition told me to call out to Zohak, DoMar, and DeHak, so I did.
As I called out Zohak, calling him to rise within me and transform me into Azi Dahak, Angra Mainyu Made Flesh, the storm outside picked up a great deal of intensity.
I called out to DoMar and DeHak to awaken and rise within me.
In my imagination, I saw the Three Serpents hatch from the obsidian dragon egg and climb upward. The head of Zohak shot straight up through my crown and out the top of my head, while DoMar and DeHak spiraled around him up my spine, one head breaking through each shoulder.
The Three Serpent Heads breathed black flames out into the area around my aura, showering me with the dark energy.
As I laid there, breathing, I found myself going into a deeper trance state.
I discovered my body chanting in the Dark Speech. I allowed it to just flow through me as the power of Zohak, DoMar, and DeHak continued to grow within and around me.
I found myself drawn into a mental projection (my form of soul travel) and discovered that my head had transformed into the head of Zohak. My arms became the Twin Serpents’ bodies, and my hands became their heads.
As I breathed, chanting the Dark Speech to a certain cadence, my body transformed into my Shadow Self. I retained the draconic head that I had imagined yesterday, but my draconic talons now became the Twin Serpents.
I can only describe it as a form of a three-headed hydra made from complete and utter darkness.
I found myself chanting a very specific phrase over and over again. I won’t share the actual words I spoke, but the second half of the phrase was the god-name I had created for myself about 8 or 9 months ago.
I was awed to find out that the phrase of Dark Speech I was given flowed perfectly with the rhythm of my own god-name. It seems I was always meant for this path.
Time had no meaning and I just allowed the specific phrase and my god-name to flow out through my voice.
When I felt a great deal of energy pooling in my head, I called out to Aighash and told him to use it to open my spiritual vision and clairvoyance, so that I see the unseen realms.
I felt a huge surge of energy through my brain as I saw a dragon’s eye opening within my mind.
Time passed. The chanting continued.
The rhythm of my chant growing with the storm outside. Or the other way around. I cannot know for I simply rode it like a wave.
I saw and felt the Black Sun within the heart center of my Shadow Self and my physical self. I saw it as I saw it last night, the purple nimbus reaching out from the edges, like the flares from a solar eclipse.
Suddenly, the Black Sun opened like a great dragon’s eye. I felt the powerful energy flow through my own physical heart center. I can only describe this like the Eye of Sauron from the Lord of the Rings. It was very similar, but it was wreathed in blackened fire.
More time passed as my chanting grew quieter, the massive energy flowing through me, around me.
And then the alarm I set went off. I shut it off without looking and slowly returned to my body and this physical world.
The power grows within me. I am becoming.