I just purchased the Intranquil Spirit spell kit, doing as much research as I possibly can until it gets here. Would love to hear if anyone else has experiences with this. And the target is also a witch. She practices HooDoo magick and does protection spells. I have tried so many other love spells with no avail, if anything we only drifted further apart. This is kind of my last try, I know this is a dangerous spell. But I would walk through hell just to hold her one more time…
I sometimes wonder if she herself did a spell on me. She shared a meme on Facebook that said “When your crush randomly starts like you back” And it shows “The night before” and its a spell dance thing. And she shared that literally the morning after I admitted how much I liked her. And like I said, when we had sex, it was right after she did some sort of ritual and spell circle. We started getting intimate later in another room, and she kinda led me to where the spell circle was and I didn’t realize. Also she had me put the condom with my sexual body fluids in it, into the bathroom trash can that was totally empty with no bag in it instead of her normal trash can. I feel obsessed with her, we’ve been broken up for literally 7 months now. And I still cannot imagine a happy life without her. I try sooooo hard to move on, other attractive women come onto me. And sometimes I even sleep with them. But I can’t let it lead anywhere serious because in the back of my mind, I just always wish it was her. She is so perfect in my eyes, I would do literally anything in the world for her love. Anytime I have sex with anyone else. I will go home and cry that I am not with her. It hurts so deep, agony, and hell on earth… It is such a long story, right after she broke up with me, she said we would date again someday. But I kept pushing, and now she hates me and has no contact. I kept digging a hole deeper and deeper, if I just stayed no contact, I would still be on good terms with her…
She would still kind of flirt with me, and do mind games a bit to make me question if she still likes me, like a tooon of stuff. But I kept pushing until she said “You are putting my relationship at risk”. And blocked me, I had no closure or knew what it meant. I kept trying to contact her after she blocked me, this was a poor choice and I regret it. I just kept wanting to know if she hated me. Well me keep trying to message her made her hate me now… I am destroyed, and I do not contact her…
EDIT: What is weird too, I never told anyone I am doing spells on her. Well one of the last times I tried messaging her and she finally replied. She told me it doesn’t matter how angry I am, her protection spells are stronger than my spells. This kinda took me off guard, how did she know I was doing spells at her? I was never angry at her either, all my messages trying to contact her after she blocked me was just wanting to know if she hated me. And if it was forever, just some sort of clarity. We were friends for years before we dated.
Again it is a long story, I could write a small novel about this situation. It makes me feel crazy, but I am getting mentally stronger, and think I am ready for the Intranquil Spirit spell. It is the very last spell I will try, besides any mediation rituals and manifestations.
FYI: I didn’t do anything wrong for her to break up with me. It was for another man…