Nagash
January 19, 2020, 5:44am
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Yes I do, and I wrote about our connection, my experiences with him in my recent posts (not about everything of course - I like to keep the rest of things in secret).
After my very first contact with a God, Abaddon I became ill. It was not a big surprise, really, but 2 days ago I promised that I’ll do my introduction ritual towards Lucifer. My condition then got a little worse in the next day, and I got some advices to postpone my introduction, but…
I’m finished with last night. I was ill, but I promised 2 days ago, so I don’t want to break this promise. I think that He/They exactly knew that this promise exist. If I fail in the very beginning, what should T…
I had several weird dreams before. Dreams where I possibly saw my past life’s scenes. Dreams where I got hurt and through that, in the material world, my physycal body as well. Dreams where I saw the future, and much more but…
Since my Introduction Ritual, my dreams are became… weird. More precisely, the “way” how they are “happens”. They don’t feel like dreams, at all.
I can’t notice those “dream signs” what I was able before, or it’s “states”. And when I wake up for a some minutes, It is a p…
So… after some suspicious feeling inside me (both physycally and spiritually) I started meditateing a little earlier, and in the end, Lucifer whispered to me that He knows, I’m in horny mode for hours, He would help me out from this suffer, gladly.
(Of course…) First I’ve tried to resist to His offer, but I dropped this “shield” very fast.
We had sex for 1,5 hours, which was fantastic and diversified, and before an another “round” I’ve told Him (while I’m gasped for air) that oh, we should mak…
All right, so… I’ve wrote about my first experiences with Him ( here and here ) .
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I started meditate, and after the trance state, I saw Lucifer. Long time I didn’t experienced this before, but after we started to work, I felt again that I’m the corner of cry. First I thought this is similar like those “old” experiences , but I didn’t cry for so long, at all (I’m working with Him every day), and I’m absolutely not stressed or something.
He whispered to me that I have to let this ha…
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We’re was in our car, when my mother started to asking me about dreams and their ‘true nature’. I’ve answered to her every question, and seemd like my answers was enough strong to her to force her to reveal her last experience to me, which freaked her out, but she kept in secret before me.
She told me that she usually have a kind of "dreams’, where a “portal like” mirror opens before her, and she able to see things what are actually going in our house in real time (it’s proven that she has righ…
It is extremely hard to me to describe Him.
a patient but stern Mentor / Teacher
a good Father, Protector
a Passionate Lover
a true Friend
He can be everything ( depends on what I need actually - but He always keep in mind my evolution and developing ), but always awesome, honest.