The Endgame (Anti-cosmic)

Black Magick & The Left Hand Path
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What is an “endgame” if not the ultimate end?

If you’re familiar with anti-cosmicism, you’re aware that there’s a force or current in reality, that seeks to end reality.

If there’s such a force, and such a possibility, is it not then inevitable that it will eventually prevail? Even if life defies it for trillions upon trillions of eons, once this force finally gets the upper hand, the the end is upon us.

Personally, I’ve reached a point where, amidst the confusion of endless possibilities, motives, and contending forces in life, I can’t just remain neutral and all-embracing. This leads to an implosion of utmost discomfort. I have to commit to something. I have to act. I have to choose an *endgame*.

And what is an endgame if not the ultimate end?

There’s a certain point in suffering where one reaches a critical point. There seems no going back after it.

What could one possibly desire if it will eventually be taken, and replaced with more suffering?

People will come up with their personal reasons to continue. To each their own, but it always comes back to a vicious conflict. Everything you gain or hold is at the expense of someone else, and someone else seeks their own motive at your expense.

Eventually, after enough has been taken from you, you too will reach the critical point.

I find that when faced with the question of what to instinctively commit to, the only thing I gravitate to is this final mission.

And I find that the only time I enjoy life, is when I think in terms of its remainder.

Admittedly, I’m relatively new to this thought current. So I seek those who are more experienced and knowledgeable - or alternative perspectives that could potentially prove me wrong on this.

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its hard to wrap our minds around these things.. in human form. even franz bardon mentions this. my opinion is that consciousness will continue to evolve. who knows what will be created next. theere already seems to be infinite possibilities. no beggining… and no end. if you wanna tap into akasha.. meditate on that haha

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Welcome to the forum!

In Persian myth it’s personified as Ahriman. It is also a manifestation and exists only because reality exists, so it also seeks to end itself.

I see it as the yin and yang concept put a different way. As such, it does not “seek” - it has no mind and no will, it is neutral, because it is simply dissolution back to the tao. “Nothing lasts forever” sort of thing.

This is the opposite of anti-cosmicism - you are looking to act to manifest your will and create, are you not? Not dissolve into nihilism.

This is not my worldview, but its it very human. But I don’t think we are only human, and that being human is something we do, not what we are - and we do it thousands of times, out of billions of experiences over the universe. Being human is not the end it’s not the middle. It’s significant experience but we were here before the planet existed and we’ll be busy doing other things when it’s gone.

As a human, yes - this planet is based on a predator-prey, survival of the fittest system. I’m not much of a fan either. I believe there is not invalid experience, and that is what we are doing here - getting experience of why this system sucks, among other things. And we can use that to design better systems.

I don’t think you’re wrong, I think you’re looking at it from inside the box of being a human in your given environment. To an extent that’s what you’re supposed to do, imo, per your own higher self’s intention in incarnating as you in this time.

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