This is a warning to others who stumble upon the tempting lure of the highly sexual presentation of the ancient destructive nature power Lilith. It is warning because through my own experience I have come to conclusion that this sex-goddess-Lilith people are working with is actually a huge and dangerous parasite.
Subsequent research has confirmed this. Josephine Mccarthy has concluded the exact same thing (can be found in the apprentice section of the Quareia course) that people believing they connect to an alleged ancient sex goddess through the Sigil and name of Lilith really connect to a dangerous parasite, which is hazardous to health.
Short explanation would be that it is true that an ancient destructive nature deity or demon (however you classify that being) is still existing, which ancient people refer to as Ninlil, the great destroying wind. People through the ages distorted, perverted and changed the story and ideas about this being (likely due to fear of nature’s destructive forces and humanity’s efforts in controlling and fighting these forces rather than acknowledging and respecting their work and function) to the extent that people would no longer connect to that being any more, but a spiritual parasite would happily step in and pretend to be what these people tried to connect with in order to feed on their energy.
Here is a quote from the apprentice section of Quareia:
“And what is truly sad is that the people interested in the occult and these ancient powers only looked as far back as the later Hebrew texts, and most certainly did not look in any depth from an inner magical perspective. Through the actions of these people and their ideas, a massive parasite has built up over hundreds of years that today operates through this window of the occult ‘Lilith,’ a projection of the female sexual revolution of the 1960s grafted on top of a much earlier projection of a fear of female power, child-birth, disease, and death. It’s always the woman’s fault, didn’t you know…? To this day, that parasite continues to feed on the clueless projections thrown out by budding occultists.”
Another member of this forum also came to similar conclusions about the modern occult Lilith through other sources: Lilith's Real Name: Lady Wind
It is true it can give you intense arousal and orgasm like you have never felt before WHILE you are being sapped of your energy, your brain torn apart, and ultimately cancer manifesting outwards and premature death as a result. But I recommend to not be tempted to fool around with the parasite due to intense sexual stimulation, which may be fun, because over time the parasite can dig in really deep, and start to be so intermixed and ingrained in you, that you become a composite being and then it can almost become impossible to get rid of it.
After long enough time it can start to force feed and stimulate you physically without the need for conjuring images in your mind. Imagine driving your car and you get a spontaneous orgasm out of the blue that you did not anticipate or try to seek? Yea it might cause you to become a danger to others and your self.
Of course if you really are already skilled and very confident with various banishing, protection and exorcising skills then it could be a decent learning experience to see how really huge and strong parasites operate and behave. But it can be tough work getting rid of it, if it gets to dig in deep, so again I urge you to heed the warning, especially if you are a beginner in the occult arts.
A normal trait in parasites is for them to dig in to your brain in order to manipulate and control various impulses, hormones, mental imagery, senses etc. to spur you to release the kind of energy the parasite is feeding on. So whatever your desires and perceptions are the parasite will induce and fabricate the necessary images, sensations and presentation to dress up and act like the fantasy you may have about this Lilith. It will seriously mess with you mind.
It will even try to take control of your body and push you out in a true out-of-body experience (happened once for me where I saw my self from the outside while looking at this huge aggressive energy around me and within me). And this parasite (and others) will fight for its new home, turf and host, which is its food source, so if you resist the harder it will break you down, stir up your weaknesses, imbalances, fry your brain etc. to regain control over you so it can feed, if you happen to die in the process that is no concern to it.
These parasites are dangerous and I mean life-threatening, so step carefully.
But yes you may experience many months or longer with fairly decent and pleasurable sexual arousal and satisfaction without any super alarming exhaustion, weakness and ultimately sickness depending on how healthy, fit and balanced you generally are, your inner immune system, your natural interest in sex (which will be greatly amplified by the parasite) and all kinds of other factors. But eventually you will be destroyed and drained over time.
Of course I might be wrong and maybe I connected to a sexual parasite while others connect to something, which is not a parasite but a true deity, I cannot be 100 % certain about this…
… But again my own really intense and thorough experience along with these various sources corroborating my own conclusions makes it feel right for me to strongly warn people who may be tempted (and also due to posts on this forum) to connect with this Lilith parasite.
And please notice I am not trying to insult anyone with other ideas and experiences with this Lilith, even though I am also truly putting out these words to those who now have a connection to the sexual Lilith to prompt them to think a second time and assess their situation very carefully before they conclude that it is indeed a deity they are engaged with and not a massive parasite actually causing serious damage to them selves.
This is an attempt to help through warning, so other people do not have to suffer needlessly or even die prematurely (and yes I am not exaggerating here).
So take care and best of luck to your journeys in the occult world!