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( Just keep the focus on some of my older posts and experiences to make things clearer, although I didnāt posted everything about them, and not even the state of my developing, or the way how Iām growing [so this part is absolutely unknown to everyone on BALG - more precisely, almost to everyone] which means that understanding everything is clearly impossible. )
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I had a fantastic experience last night. My very first evocation of Abaddon. I didnāt get permission to share everything , so Iāll keep myself in this way.
He was a tall, muscular man to me. His face was lined, absolutely unforgettable. As He moved, the color of His long hair changed. Sometimes it was golden blonde, and in an another moment as the shadows are āmovedā (almost with Him) it became night black like a crowās beautiful feathers. His aura was powerful and seductive just like His voiceā¦
It will be a question towards you, my Dear, but let me tell a little more.
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All right, soā¦ Iāve wrote about my first experiences with Him ( here and here ) .
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I started meditate, and after the trance state, I saw Lucifer. Long time I didnāt experienced this before, but after we started to work, I felt again that Iām the corner of cry. First I thought this is similar like those āoldā experiences , but I didnāt cry for so long, at all (Iām working with Him every day), and Iām absolutely not stressed or something.
He whispered to me that I have to let this haā¦
There is two, very memorable and incredible part of my life, and these are still a mystery to me, what are changed my whole life and my āconceptionā of life (and so much more).
Today Iāve had a Dream, and Iāve just woke up with intense thoughts,
memories inside me, from this āDreamā.
In this Dream, Iāve talked with my beloved Patron (after long weeks, finally) Abaddon. Hmā¦ no, it wasnāt really ātalkingā. He just spoke to me - oh, Dear, He is really likes just telling things.
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Iāve had several questions, about my shields and curses - because I simply canāt sense curses at all in negative ways (even when I knew about them, just like in the case of my JoS exā¦
The Offering
Though I was very nervous about the offering by several reasons (for example if my insane period wonāt ācomeā), but I was wrong, how could I thought that He wonāt help me to fix (even) this kind of problem of mine? So it happened.
Iāve found as the most comfortable methods what @Traveller and @Narsonix adviced.
In those moments when Iāve put my blood on the glass, Iāve started to feel an extremely hot energy, twists and turns under my skin, inside my veins and organs. This was verā¦
It started three days ago, without exception.
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At the first time, Iāve worked with Sitri when itās happened.
Weāve been worked for around an hour since the beginning, whenā¦
After an extremely big energy raise
Everything has changed, like an explosion around us, and Iāve started hearing Sitri talking to me in an unknown language, not like He did before. First I was unable to realize whats going on, why, or what kind of language it is. Then Iāve noticed that some words Iāve alreadyā¦
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Made me interest? This question for me isā¦ something like a person asking you about: āWhy do you interested in everyday things in your human life?ā You can not avoid and ignore them, because this is a part of your life, and not a decision.
Now this is what is the answer in my case.
I grew up with Demons and with hundreds of different entities around me. They tought me things, and followed me, wished for me. But my life and death game was very tense in the beginnings, and Iāve gotten saved seveā¦
How I feel myself now in the language of gentle melodies:
I have to hit a new level.
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