I've lost a 🔞 bet against Lucifer - Now I have to

[Nagash]

that is a special thing he is not so easily pleased

Thank you, you are right.
I did some researches about His interested offerings and I didn’t found the menstrual blood between them. I feel myself so pleased now, and I can’t wait the day when I can give my offering to Him.

[Nagash]

Imaging these are hard to you, you meant, Honey?

You have much to learn.

Today I’ve woke up because a big pain between my legs, and Abaddon forced me to masturbate. I mean, I know that who controlled my body, it wasn’t me. And damn it… I was half asleep.

I forgot pulling out His sigil under my pillow, anyway. Maybe this was His “revenge” because of my “Oh I won’t pull it out, it won’t do anything.”

Damn it Abaddon.
Damn it.

[Bunnygamer1994]

Oh my, who is the gentlemen dom that you work with?

[Nagash]

Hey, Honey. You meant… Lucifer?

[Bunnygamer1994]

Oh…so lucifer is the gentlemen dom

[Nagash]

The Offering

Though I was very nervous about the offering by several reasons (for example if my insane period won’t “come”), but I was wrong, how could I thought that He won’t help me to fix (even) this kind of problem of mine? So it happened.

I’ve found as the most comfortable methods what @Traveller and @Narsonix adviced.

In those moments when I’ve put my blood on the glass, I’ve started to feel an extremely hot energy, twists and turns under my skin, inside my veins and organs. This was very intense, and I’ve noticed small tremblings coming from inside, affecting my body while I’ve did this.

After I’ve finished I’ve took the glass on my hands, to put it on my Altar.
Candles, incenses, His Sigils and now, my mestrual blood; what strangely I was able to taste in my own mouth after I’ve offered it. I’ve talked to my beloved Lucifer while I put the glass down to Him.

In the last weeks, He taught me lot of things, and He disclosed to me also, what I’ve always wanted to know, but He waited the time, so now I know that:

…where did I came from.
…who was I.
…who am I.
…who We are.

[Prophet]

…where did I came from.
…who was I.
…who am I.
…who We are.

And the answers to those questions are…?

[Nagash]

There are reasons why I don’t want to share these on the BALG. These are too touchy answers, and means a lot.

[Anziel_Merkaba]

Good on you for getting the answers you needed. I hope the knowledge you gained furthers your practice and leads you closer to the goals you seek to accomplish.

[Nagash]

Thank you, Dear. I hope so.

[Prophet]

That’s fair.

But why even mention them?

[Mani]

To show the connection she has with Lucifer most likely

[Nagash]

You are right, @Mani. He is more “connected” to me than I’ve ever thought and…

But why even mention them?

…because this topic is still about Lucifer and me, so let me tell things what I willing to share in public; on my own thread.

[Prophet]

I was only asking a question. No need to get defensive.

[anon2593031]

@Mani

Freya is known to be very sexual My friend who is a druid who helped me learn the runes said Freya can be summed up with the motto “What I can’t fight I f***k”

To me she feels like a big sister but my experience seems to be rare

[Mani]

Seems just like her at times. Literally everyone falls for her at one stage in their life or the next. Gods, men, dwarves and demons alike. They’ve all fallen for her at one point in their lives.

Even wars were started just for her as in the Aesir-Vanir war when Odin and his brothers fought over who could have her

[Lightning_Crystal]

How to I communicate with Lucifer like this

[Rayven]

Wow, that was a pretty intense journey. I’m glad you got everything you wanted out of the experience and more. This post builds my confidence in understanding these feelings I’ve been having. Thanks for sharing part of your journey