The Offering
Though I was very nervous about the offering by several reasons (for example if my insane period won’t “come”), but I was wrong, how could I thought that He won’t help me to fix (even) this kind of problem of mine? So it happened.
I’ve found as the most comfortable methods what @Traveller and @Narsonix adviced.
In those moments when I’ve put my blood on the glass, I’ve started to feel an extremely hot energy, twists and turns under my skin, inside my veins and organs. This was very intense, and I’ve noticed small tremblings coming from inside, affecting my body while I’ve did this.
After I’ve finished I’ve took the glass on my hands, to put it on my Altar.
Candles, incenses, His Sigils and now, my mestrual blood; what strangely I was able to taste in my own mouth after I’ve offered it. I’ve talked to my beloved Lucifer while I put the glass down to Him.
In the last weeks, He taught me lot of things, and He disclosed to me also, what I’ve always wanted to know, but He waited the time, so now I know that:
…where did I came from.
…who was I.
…who am I.
…who We are.