I have to much deliberation and deep thinking. I decided that there are three things that I want in life and I made a sound decision on the things that i’m going to give up to get this.
I have been working on this path working with demons, entities, gods, goddesses, you name it, since I’m 15 and I am now 41. I’m not usually one to come to forums or ask for help, But i’m truly intrigued.
I decided that after everything, there are three things that I want. The first one is a person romantically. The second person is when only sexually and the third wish I didn’t go through with.
I performed this on the recent full moon, and I was able to get deeply into my meditation. I began the ritual seeking out Chenor. Now, usually, when I’m making some sort of very large scaled, spiritual connection with an entity, my room will go completely silent. This usually signals that something is coming, and it’s making way. The room felt voided, empty, hollow which is my signal to start.
I said everything I needed to say And then for the petition, I put my hands down on the paper. Now, on this paper, not only was the chant to summon Chenor but it had his sigil on it. Three black candles, my blood offering and a coin with honey on it which also had my blood on it. I will be taking the coin that has the honey and my blood on it and i’m going to be dropping it off at a crossroads tonight At midnight.
When I put my hands-on the paper, I became overwhelmingly nauseous. I had shakes the whole shebang, which has never happened before. Once I slipped deeper into my meditation, which was already believing it happened, chanting, offering what i’m giving up for what I really, truly desire, and I made sure that I came forth truthfully with all of my heart into this.
In this meditation, I slipped deep into darkness, and all of a sudden I saw the face in complete darkness of what I could imagine to say, a grayscale or smoke like, outline of Baphomet appeared. He was moving in slow motion and the flame above his head and foul us first, making this dull roaring noise. When he spoke, it sounded like low roaring lake. Echoing noises you hear through a valley. I’m not really sure how to describe it. He acknowledged me and I felt like this completion. For the first time in many years I felt very grounded. I felt heard I felt secure. I’m not sure if Chenor made contact. It was like he took over the ritual and dominated the entire thing, which i’m not upset about. Following that, when I came out of my meditation, everything felt right. And the wicks and the candles were all burning, I would say, the flames itself were about three inches, high, burning, hard, bright and steady. Now, I did have a pink candle burning, as I had photos of me and the person together on a table to easle next to my petition, which I put blood on and had us facing together. The pink candles flame was also steady, bright and high. I closed out the ritual properly.
He was massive, he had chained spirits that looked like zombies or ghouls all around and behind him. He has the blackest eyes, I felt this warmth when he spoke from his breath and at once point both flames went out, and then together at once, they exploded into large string flames. I feel this wave of energy hit me. Then, he disappeared.
The the past following days, I have been seeing 33, 444 and 1111/911. There have been so many synchronicities, and just little things i’ve noticed that I never noticed before. I have been having dreams, intense dreams.
I also feel like I wanna take better care of myself and i’ve made it very clear that with the future that I desire with this person are things that i’ve promised this person as well.
I have never worked with Baphomet before, in fact, he wasn’t even anything that I had considered in my past, or present or even considered working within my future, this was always something that I never felt I wanted to invest in. So this intense energy that came to me, it was just something i’ve never encountered before.
What are your thoughts on this?
