All spirits failed me

Spirits, Evocation & Possession
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There is a curse I have been trying to cast since the last April, yet it hasn’t manifested yet. I have lost all spirit allies, most of them betrayed me, and if my friend hadn’t divined & confirmed, I would be screaming PARASITE

But there are no parasites attached to me as of yet. There might have been an egregore created from my paranoia, and Murmur likely has taken care of it.

There is a curse I wish to cast, which severs all the 4 limbs & gouges the eyes of my enemies. Even a friend of mine cast the curse for me by evoking Andras, yet they are walking about with their limbs & eyes unharmed. Can someone please do a scan or a divination on why all the curses failed, and how can I cast it perfectly? I got the Empress card on asking my tarot, but I have no clue how to decipher & unveil the exact meaning from it. Is there any guided meditation to unveil the meaning? Also why did my spirit allies leave me for such trivial reasons? Is my clairaudience open or was it just my mind playing tricks on me?

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Did you cast it or only try? Do, there is no try.

Not going to happen. The path for manifestation for something this so specific it’s miniscule - widen the curse to “accident” and you’ve got a mush better chance for circumstances to play out. Magick on this level is not miracles, you are not manifesting out of the ether, you have to work with probability.

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the meanings are listed online or in the book that should have come with the cards. read them and let the associations come.
We have tutorials on divination here: Unofficial Tutorials: Divination, Pendulum, Tarot, Runes etc

Did they though? What makes you think that? You seem to be adding 2 and 2 to make 5. Just because you can’t hear them doesn’t mean they’re not there. maybe they disapprove of your plans.

It’s not just “open” and then it’s perfect. This is a skill you get better and better at over time if you practice. Keep practicing.

Overall it just sounds like what you want to do is overambitious for your skill level and you have to put in more self development to get there.

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I have cast the curse for the 20th time with Samael. I just now pathworked to Samael, but there were astral disturbances which I tried to banish. Don’t how much was banished. There was a black mist enveloping the Roman sword & spear, which I banished & it vanished. When I called out to Samael, he said the curse is on its way. Last week when I was peeing, I suddenly thought can the toilet water be used for hydromancy? When I scryed, the water suddenly told me telepathically to open the 1st layer of Hell. So I checked out whose the gatekeeper, found it was belial. Pathworked to him from Lucifer and the Hidden Demons, he said he wanted to cast my curse. The way he talked, I knew he was planning something sinister on me. I said you may do so only if you help, not harm, the curse manifestation. I banished Belial. The curse hasn’t been cast yet.

O, and a bit of my pathworking to Samael for cast my curse. I used Raziel’s Paths of Power: Volume 2 to contact Samael:
SAMAEL
Pronounced: SAH-MAH-EL
Pathworking
The sky is red from flames.
A field of wheat is on fire.
A Roman style sword, spear, and shield, in a pool of blood.
When I called out Samael on the last line of pathworking (there were astral disturbances then too), a black shady figure appeared, similar to one of the portraits I have seen of Samael caressing Lilith. When I talked, I heard back answers but Samael was sitting like a statue. Atlast on further asking the shady figure who was sitting in front of me to respond, he raised his arms, and some yellow globular fluid on the arms, limbs and eyes of the visualisations of my enemies. He said the curse had been cast, and disappeared in a whirl of energy, kicking me out of the pathworking, and making me and my armchair stumble back. Do you think it was Samael?

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This is mostly fiction your conscious mind made up, which is not magick.

This is not how you perform curses. And in any case doing it 20 times means you doubted it and killed anything you did do that actually worked before.

Go back to basics and learn those first. None of that is doing any work on reality; it’s missing the only thing that would have.

What you’re here is called LARPing, that’s why nothing is happening. You’re not reaching outside of yourself to talk to any entities, and focusing on the drama instead of the outcome.