I come to you following a rather peculiar dream i had last night. In it I found myself in an old antique shop filled with forgotten woodwork. Among them a wall of marionettes. The most notable was a red devil with an elongated face, nude save for a cloth of red velvet covering his privates. It spoke to me and while I dont remember our conversation, I remember that he made me an offer of some kind and gave me their name, Astaroth. I spent the rest of the night in a partial sleep. I was aware my body was asleep and in a state of rest, but my mind was awake and racing around in circles.
Until today I had not given much credence to summoning or working with demons, and quite frankly their existence was rather dubious to me. With that in mind, I had never heard of Astaroth before today, and was a bit startled to see the few depictions I could find had a rather uncomfortable resemblance to the puppet in my dream. the association with the Sephirot Chessed was also notable as its been a topic on the periphery of my mind for quite some time now.
All of that aside, I am unsure of what to do next. This encounter has come at a time where my life has been rapidly changing shape and direction. This form came up in my research to understand more, and so now I come to you to tell you my story of how I ended up here, and to seek some kind of insight, or knowledge, or help of some kind in navigating what this could mean and what I should do next.
You could consider this an invitation. Whether you accept it or not is up to you. If youāre uncomfy with ādemonsā, Astaroth is the Judeo-Christian demonization of the goddess Ishtar, you might like to look into her instead.
Astaroth can help to find your true spiritual path, well I am not saying you donāt have or donāt know your spiritual path, but he is really amazing at it. He was who introduced me the Lwa(Loas).
The lwa are the main spirits I still work with. I also work with some goetia entities.
Iāve had dreams with demons too. Its your choice to make. Mine was Bael. I was 15 when it happened. He didnāt take on the usual form. He was my ādream girlā and when I asked for her name she said to me, āIām Baāalā.