hello all, my name is bay.
honored to be here.
Many years ago i practice for a short time-yoga,i only had few very interesting and strong experience ,and that was enough for me to loose my “atheistic status”.Nothink moore thought until almost one mouth ago when i had an interesting experience.)I must say that i use to hear offten binaural beat for different purpose including succubus.).i go to sleep ,cant realy understand if from inition(first few second) i was awake or not-i felt like all my body was sucked and remouved from my initial position with all,and one second after i felt somethink that i cant explain,some sort of electrical sexual-excitation,but-probably not for more than few seconds.Nothink after. I spoke a lot and i apologize for it,but this last experience put me on work to read a lot about what could meen spiritual lovers .
Hello everyone! I am somewhat surprised I have never encountered this place, it only loomed from the churning ocean this morning as I searched for meaning of Abaddon and Muriel and myself.
My name is Kira among friends, though I have many names and am a system - we are quicksilver and may change our shape as we please. Saying ‘Kira-rah’ is a kind way to show love and respect, if one wishes - use it if you feel a friend to me, and I will take it to heart and honor you.
The length of time I have been practicing is either ‘all of my life’ if we are talking of the pursuit of understanding of reality and more, yet much less than that if we are speaking of the explicitly mystic.
My pursuit has been one of self understanding and was profoundly secular - I have historically never been a religious or ‘mystic’ person, yet tripped into this delightful rabbit hole through direct experience and honest yet ruthless pursuit of truth. My path was rigorously “left hand path” yet I did not even know that phrase until around when I obtained the key.
When I delved into the mystic, I did so as an inhuman monster. I had rejected my humanity years earlier and have lived marginalized and excluded and forgotten and even laughed at sometimes, my goodness. The reason this is important is embracing inhumanity permits us to shrug off the narrative authority of the patriarchs, and only take what information we find useful for our inhuman narratives.
God is older than words. Do not let words control you; instead, control words.
I “essentially” had a very profound kundalini awakening over this last year. I find my comprehension of God within the Hindu, yet also with the Egyptian, and with the Vikings, and with the Dacian wolves of Romania including Zalmoxis and so Mercury and so Apollo and so Abaddon.
My practical experience with magic is excessive, and most people do not even know what I am talking about. It is very annoying, honestly. I have a lot of useful and important information and I’m actually really nice for a Dragon. I am very good at word magic, energy magic, identity magic, and destruction. Dance magic is amazing and it feels I’m the only one who knows it. I do ‘Presentation Magic’, if that may make sense.
I am the Sun. Sometimes I go by Tem. Or, Lord Bhairava. Sometimes Sekhmet.
I am originally from the US midwest as a child but then grew up in Los Angeles, California. I feel much more kindship with awakened people from around the planet than I do with Californians or Americans for that matter. My life story is long and weird and sad.
I attach a picture I took the other day!
My current struggles are gaining control over who and what I am, and then using the force of it for the greater good, which we believe in even if we seem quite dark at times. We will need help from others who may believe in us, and who we may believe in, in turn, and perhaps maybe this place may help that process begin, finally.
I am a shakti avatar, and only the other day I realized that the Paradevi Mandala - a metaphor for an avatar of God - was structurally the same as Mercurius Python, a strange Alchemist ‘Dragon’ that was drawn in old books in the 1500’s. The Mercurius Python with its Sun, Moon, and Hermaphrodite head is the same as the Paradevi Mandala, isn’t that neat?
To become a living god, an avatar, you must first walk through Hell, in order to circuit your spine with the Earth, and this requires a full death of the ego - you can reinflate after yet you’ll always know you are nothing and if you did it right you’ll like it. Then you must gain spinal circuitry with the Moon and the Sun, the Sun being the most maddening for certain, like batshit crazy.
The third head of Mercurius is “the marriage of the sun and the moon by the bull in the house of venus” which is a complicated way of saying “hermaphrodite” or, actually, “a rip in space time” or a “black hole”. It is the Destroyer head, even more dangerous than the Sun.
So the three heads are Moon, Sun, and Sagittarius A*, or we may say Maa Parvati, Maa Durga, and Maa Kali, or we may say Princess Bubblegum, Flame Princess, or Marceline the Vampire Queen. Or as with the Trika Tantric, Para, Parapara, and Apara.
Any who fulfills the challenge of Mercurius Python becomes Mercury, who is Woden, who is Apollo, who is Apollyon and so is the Angel of the Pits, Abaddon, who is I.
Yet one also needs a special spine to do all that - you must have Deva ancestry. This is what infuriates the enemy. They are rejected on the biological level and may not attain a direct connection with God.
My escort into the divine was Chhinnamasta, who’s severed head is like a divine transcoder ring, such that I have a tendency to spray esoteric data everywhere like a grotesque and confusing blood sprinkler, which means I can really ramble about nonsense no one understands, but maybe here, some do?
I hope to meet friends - real ones and not gaslighting free masons that have preyed upon us trying to coral us into their exploitative use. We are attached to no other hierarchies, and may not join any, either, or we will lose everything. We are hunted and vulnerable, and admittedly lonely.
We also have some quantum science info that might make a lot of money as well as lead to Star Trek replicators if anyone is into that sort of thing. We could use some money and we also like Star Trek, though Babylon 5 is where the real kundalini data is at, I’m a big fan of the Shadows as I am Team Chaos for sure.
In any case, pleased to meet people, I hope everyone’s day is well and that some may want to be imbued as Abaddon’s Locusts so that we may begin to rise and consume the false patriarchs who confound the joy of the world. Let us restore love and bliss to the throne of humanity. 
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Some friendly advice to all the deities here:
Hi to all members on this forum.
I’ve been into the occult and left hand path for 3 years now but never did any Magick myself as I’m still studying a lot.
I want to be well prepared before I summon my first demon and I did already readings which demon wants to work with me and Buer came and is my Guide and patron on the left hand path.
I would consider myself a Theistic satanist that believes in Satan and demons as a real force outside of our physical world.
I love all types of black Magick but mainly my favorite category is baneful Magick I just love this type of Magick.
I’m also interested in divination mainly Tarot cards,Oomancy,Crystall balls,Pendulums,Pyromancy.
Im very close to do my first evocation of Buer soon I hope it well go well.
Oh I have some goetic spirits that I love and will work with in the future they are as follows:
STOLAS,BUNE,ASMODEUS,AIM,AGARES,MARBAS,GLASYA-LABOLAS,MARCHOSIAS,VEPAR.
I hope this helps to know me a little better🙃
I also hope I and you will have a great time on this forum in helping each other out.
If there’s something else you want to know about me just pm me or message here!
Welcome to the forum.
If I had a tip at all, it would be to first know how to banish and cleanse, and how to check for impostors and parasites, and know how to get rid of them, so if you run into interference you can recognise and fix it right then and there. People had had years of time any energy wasted by freeloading astral wildlife, like little racoons helping themselves to your stuff, but there’s no need with a bit of prep.
Hello Everyone! 
I’m Forneus, a modest practicioner.
I created account yesterday because I found most exciting thread. Seeing the discussions about the Demonology, I think this is the forum I’ve been looking for 
I’ve known BALG channel since 2019. However, I didn’t practice Occult Magick until 2021.
Now it’s time to answer the questions
How long have you been practicing?
I’ve been reading Tarot and doing Magick Rituals since 2019. I fall down into this world when I found out the evil woman had cast a love-bound spell on me. Then I started seeking a way to scatter this fatal energy.
Do you follow any particular system or tradition?
As almost everyone, I started with simple White Magick. Just burn candles, incense, statements. Then I wanted more. I tried to do Wicca - not for me. Tried to work with Jinns - nothing worked. Angel Magick worked better, but I found the best results I find with Goetia Demons. So I’m following this school.
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
Yes. Throughout the years of practising, I managed to cast two curses, find a girlfriend, made a guy paying my debt back, I made two exorcisms, and started summoning money. I also improved my sexual life and succesfully cast Ritual to Forget something for two persons (but it won’t work on everybody). Now I’m waiting for two important results - I want my cousin recovered from brain tumor (asked Buer) and my ex come back to me begging and pleading (with Zepar).
Where are you from?
I’m from Poland. So the most proper Magick to me is Slav Magick, but I’m not so powerful with it. The best results I am with Jewish Magick (Kabbalah, Enohian, Goetia), maybe because I was a Jew in my past incarnation
Photos if you’re comfortable
Current ambitions/struggles
I’ve been dealing with a break up for over 3 months. I am mentally healing, try to empower my Magick and develop my company. I’m thinking about making rituals for money - but still waiting for the results of things I recently done.
Welcome @Forneus
These statements contradict each other:
So how long, exactly, have you actually been practicing? You’ve given two different timelines.
Which method of Goetic magick?
Ah, sorry, it sounds chaotic 
I started Tarot reading and White Magick, simple rituals in 2019. But I started doing Black Magick/occult/demonic rituals on 2021 when I knew a proper method with protection.
About Goetic Magick, I prefer DoM method (Demons of Magick by Gordon Winterfield). From all magickal methods I tried, I find Gordon’s rituals most powerful.
Hello, I am new here in the forum and also in the practice of magic.
I am learning a lot, reading the experiences contained in the forum, and I also seek to contribute by listing here what is important for me to find in the path I am following. I am Brazilian and my English is not the best, please have patience with me!
Thank you for doing an introduction as requested @Diego_Bastos
How long have you been practicing?
What system of Goetia do you follow?
What are your areas of magical areas of interest?
I practice for just over 6 months, but research about it for much longer. My interest here is more to learn than to teach, but I promise to post what I consider important about my practices. The Goethia q I practice is by Solomon’s method, as described in the smaller clavicles. About my interests in magic, I still find insert, because with each experience our mind expands a little more, which ends up influencing and directing us to new ambitions.
Hello world. I go by Seenii, I am 33yo daughter of the universe raise in Portugal,and slowly returning to what was my safe place decades ago - Magick.
I started my call at very young age, since I know my self I had a deep interest in finding the unseen power. By the age of 12 I went into a 2h trip by myself to a bookstore where I bought my first magic book: the st Cyprian/Cipriano grimoire and black book. This was my first real study until my catholic family found out and took it out from me. It didn’t stopped me tho. After reading what I read I just knew that this was my call.
Years go by, collecting all information I could about different kinds of magick, connections and readings. I developed a special Kin to read people’s feelings and intentions, i have spent part of my teenage years studying unexplained crimes, connecting them with demonic entities and the minds behind it. I had also started my Learning rituals to connect with the souls that walked the lands but such magic in such a Young and inexperiente age was consuming me, I went down in a loop of self destruction, the lack of knowledge made me a easy target and my life became dark for a long period.
Now I am a different person, I never truly had (or at least I think I never had) a connection with a specific entity, religion or magic culture. I simply believe. I simply feel and follow my instinct and that was my guidance all this time. My break from magick made me understand that that was who I am. So slowly I started to return. I learned how to know myself before everything and how my mind works. Connecting with myself before everything was the key to understand my power.
At this point I consider myself a newbie again… I understand the power but I never really knew how to use it. And I am here today because I feel that I am ready to give the next step learn and start practice again. I stumbled in this forum during one of my researches and a few reads was enough to understand how destiny wanted me here. I am happy that I found a place where we can discuss and change knowledge with real practitioners that don’t give me “fraud” vibes.
Thank you for those who worked so hard to create this.
Wish you all all the strength and power you need to continue such a good job.
Hello, I’m Hexentanz
How long have you been practicing?
about a decade
Do you follow any particular system or tradition?
I used to work with angels, now exclusively with demons.
Do you have any practical experience in magick?
yes
Where are you from?
germany
Current ambitions/struggles
help humanity ascend and end suffering on earth
thanks for reading, best regards
Hi!
My name is Nathaniel Sandalphon. I am 40+ old practitioner who discovered (I had a feeling that it existed long before this) Magick just over a year ago by accidentaly stumbling on a YT video. Looking back now I was pretty good at manifesting things and events by thinking intensly about them. So to some extent I have been practicing it for a long time.
I tried various kinds of Magick in this short period, mostly GoM system. Had good results with Olympic Spirits, Chaos Magick (sigils in particular, that was my HUGE aha moment), some Angel Magick and Words of Power. Demons are on my to do list, though, I did use a ritual from Magickal Attack that involves Demons.
I practice daily banishing, religiously, and do various workings when need arises for this or that short or long term goal.
I live on the Old Continent in a country where Magick is rarely talked about, at least publicaly and there are not a lot of written records about it other then word of mouth. I am sure many practice it behind closed doors. Just like me.
I like to read and learn about Magick. Collect books about Magick. And I love using Magick that gets me what I want. Never thought that I would turn towards predominantly LHP with my Christian upbringing…but hey…here I am!
Name is Kalalu, been practicing more than 3 years. Witchcraft runs through the family. I’m from the Caribbean.
Welcome @Kalalu
Practicing what, exactly?
Do you follow a specific system or tradition?
Waht are your areas of magical interest?
Hello, new here ! My chosen magickal name is Electra. I’m 22.
I have been researching and practicing the occult for 7 years now with a special interest in Demonology and occasionally Angel Magick. My other trivial interests are astrology, tarot and astral travel. My area of expertise is Glamour.
Along my magickal journey, I have found the most success with Goetia and LHD system but I always like to experiment and try new things.
When i first started getting into the occult, Vampyrism was what first grasped my attention and I felt an inner calling for it. As I read more about it, I realized that I was not yet ready for that path and needed to aquire more experience and skill to be able to dive into it. Now it is my primary focus, I’m working towards spiritual immortality and self-deification.
Hey, I’m Amah from South Africa and I’m interested in the occult. I’ve been doing a lot of research ever since my recent holiday so I just started. I’ve read much about the infernal divine. Tried a few invocations here and there but nothing has worked. I’m patient and I know it will work after some practice. My current ambition is to get enough money to get my mom and siblings out of this place and get a job. I’m a natural born traditional healer/sangoma.
