Urgent request regarding scanning

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For context I’ve been in contact with someone who told me many times that there are some bad spirits around me because I used to try to summon demons without proper banishings and having my astral senses open and when I gave my blood as an offering

these parasitic entities became attached to me (he said actual demons don’t take blood as offering) and actually my first attempts to summon spirits was followed by nightmares and visits from shadowy figures and some bad stuff happening in the house and my life in general but I thought it were the demons testing me even though I didn’t like it and it made me angry

the guy told me they are the reason my magick isn’t effective cause they block whatever I’m doing and it kinda feels true cause most of my rituals don’t yield results and I’m having a hard time regarding psychic senses even lucid dreams became too hard to do so it feels like there’s some serious block for this,

the guy told me that he was gonna give me a cleanser but when he tried some black spirits appeared to him and started making noise and it was a threat that to him for trying to help so he can’t give me anything and he recommends talking to a teacher of him whom seem to not give services for free and I don’t have any money for such things and I can’t figure out what’s wrong or do a scan myself since my astral senses are too dry

so I’m sincerely asking If someone would like to do a scan for me to confirm if all of this is true or not and if it’s true what the hell should I do exactly cause at this rate stuff like LBRP and salt bathing are worthless since I’ve been doing them but still my magick feels blocked

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Sorry if the post isn’t organized I feel too confused and disoriented

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Hey there, Meril.

Although, I am somewhat of a beginner myself, I went through a similar experience. I did some crude Goetic work as a teenager, over a decade ago, where I consumed a sigil that I charged with blood and effluvium.

When I first started working with spirits properly, this formatory experience led to similar negative events to what you’ve described above. The way I went about sorting it out, was to formulate a ceremonial ritual that put a deity of balance in hierarchy above the spirit I attempted to make a pact with as a teenager.

In short, I wrote out a ritual which included firm directions for obedience from the former spirit, and respectful requests to the deity of balance for binding of the former. I still keep the sigil of the former around (I’ve 3D printed a tetractys and the sigil of the spirit in question), but I bound it (in order) within a consecrated red cord, a set of tasbih, a black cloth, and another consecrated cord, this time black.

Since doing so, I’ve not only found that my magickal workings have been more successful, but also that the original spirit I attempted to make a pact with has delivered more strongly (in terms of the arts it is typically known to provide knowledge of).

I hope this information is of use to you.

Best wishes for a speedy resolution,

Elendar

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I broke up your post to make it easier to read :slight_smile:

Please make requests for free work in the Requests Thread here: Request Thread for Those Who Want to Practice Working for Others

In this thread, we can help you troubleshoot.

The first thing to do, doesn’t need you to have developed sense or to scan - just start banishing and cleansing as a daily practice. As you clean your body (take showers, wash hands, clean teeth etc), so you also need to clean your energy.

We have a few techniques here - read through the whole list to learn what the options are and start doing a couple that sound like you can do them. I highly recommend getting that book in the top tops and working through it.

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Thank you for your insight Elendar I might utilize your method in the future

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You are totally welcome, Meril.

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I already do banishings and cleansing occasionally (Lesser banishing ritual of pentagram and salt baths and some cleansing talismans methods) but this guy insist that these aren’t enough since I gave them my blood and the thing about black figures appearing to him whilst trying to give me a cleanser creeped me out cause they appear like that to me
So for now I just want someone to make sure if this is true or not

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It’s a bit of a red flag to me, that he has directed you on to someone who charges a substantial fee.

Demonolatry and blood offerings, from my understanding, are a bit of a risky biscuit. However, nothing will condemn you forever (except perhaps bargaining your soul to Old Scratch).

This is just my understanding. As I said, I am an amateur.

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It definitely does seem like a red flag since the teacher that directs him doesn’t do any services for free and seem to ask for a great amount of money
I already made it clear that I don’t have what he want but for some reason my mind can’t give up the possibility that this might be true since I can’t make sure by my own due to not having my astral sense developed and I’m not good at all at divination

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I think UPG is UPG - it’s not a great idea to hang your own practice of the comments of ONE person - this is not verified and should be taken with a large pinch of salt. Nothing of what he says is really important, he could be interpreting something else and not know.

since I gave them my blood

You didn’t though? You were intending to offer blood for a real entity, not parasites. They just hijacked the line. No pact is made, no promises given, they are stealing. So it sound like you probably did attract some freeloading timewater, and gave it energy, but that’s it.

Try to stop putting emotional weight to this persons fears, as you will make it true. They couldn’t deal with it themselves, so thier skill level is just not there to be trusting them on this right now.

What is important is that YOU feel blocked. That is a personal and verifiable symptom you can rely on. I think you’re not, actually because I se signs here that you are basically doing magick against yourself via fear, and that is working.

Well you did say

It’s pretty common to see parasites as all black forms. Things that look blobby like larvae, spiders, imps and humanoids are all normal, so this isn’t enough info by itself. And you’re talking about a guy that can’t banish properly either, so who knows what’s around him.

Is is also common for a third party (i.e., me, in my experience, anyway) trying to remove an attachment to find it gets up in your face trying to scare you off. Points for having the cohones. :smiley: You can ignore that, they are weak and insectile, no better than ticks, and all they have is mind games and lies, so don’t be taken in.

Ok so that aside lets get back to the actual issue…

So this is real, imo, and your intuition was spot on, which is a good sign. It’s certainly a good experience - In future you’ll remember this and act differently.

His assumption on why may be wrong, but the conclusion is reasonable … I actually hear a lot on this forum that the LBRP doesn’t help, so that might not be about your magick not working, as much as, LBRP is not the right technique for you.

Parasites that are fed over a longer period of time get “embedded” and stronger, making them harder to both find and kill. And I say kill because that’s the attitude I recommend for dealing with them from here.

Banishing without warding has limited effect. Imagine throwing a mouse out of the house and thinking it wouldn’t run right back in? Wards must be set to stop unwanted things coming in in the first place. Protective circles do this and I recommend having a permanent protective circle around your house and your bed.

So from here, there’s a better thread for ways to get rid of parasites to try - Forum Tutorials: Parasite Collection - #18 by Mulberry and I have linked my way, which is aggressive and I think appropriate at this point. You have made it abundantly clear these are unwanted via the LBRP and they ignored you, so by universal law you have the right to defend yourself and attack them back.

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Hmm. A master directing their student to bring them more students isn’t unheard of. If their allegiance lies with the master and they aren’t a trusted friend, I would certainly be wary.

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I’m sorry @F.W.A.S.1 but you are new here and we have a rule that asks new people to hold off doing magick for others for 90 days. This gives you time to build up a posting history that people can use to see if they want to take you up on any offer.

For reference:
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The posting guidelines are here in the FAQ
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In addition:

This is also against the rules. ALL work done through this forum must be 100% FREE, free, including no payment in kind or testimonials.

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Oh, I see. My apologies, Mulberry.

I have tried to delete the reply as soon as I saw this. However, I don’t have permissions to do so yet.

I will not offer anything for a further three months and I’ll keep in mind the “absolutely free” aspect. I shall also copy the rules into my memo app and look over it regularly, until I have committed the rules to memory

Thank you for being patient with me.

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Thank you Mulberry I will delve into the thread

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Huh. Maybe thats why I saw a form of parasite on one of my coworkers. I could swear I saw a leech-like figure on them. I didn’t pay much attention to it but I could sort of feel the energy around him in a way. It seemed like it was sort of eating his energy.

Didn’t really pay much attention to it. I figured it must’ve been a parasite of his own making so to speak as if it were like a metaphysical manifestation of his own negativity.

I have my own wards and protections in my house but outside, I don’t really have much of that. Usually the LBRP works for me when clearing up “bad juju” for lack of a better term.

Then when he left, and my second cook came in, I could no longer see the parasite. There wasn’t anything attached to my other coworker.

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Sounds very sus for a parasite for sure.

There is an energy form, called “larvae” in some circles, as well, and these are more like astral wildlife that consume unwanted energy and recycle it, kind of like how fungi, worms and woodlice and things like that do in the physical. If those are attached, it’s a case of mistaken identity and means the person is leaking qi for some reason.

Larvae are mindless and very easy to pluck off, and then the main thing is to close the leaks. You can do that with mindfulness meditation, doing the microcosmic orbit and generally being healthy, eating right sleeping enough etc.

I’ve seen them on me about the size of footballs (sizes in the astral can be weird, things that should be tiny are enormous and vice versa) and I’ve seen ones feeding on underground water about as big as pigs. They can make you feel cold. But they’re not malicious. Hopefully that’s all it is. I pluck them off and let them go because I’m a gardener and beneficial insects are my jam :slight_smile:

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That makes sense to me. For more info on what I saw, as soon as it sort of became aware of my presence so to speak, it was as if it hissed at me. I don’t think that co-worker would be able to close the leak mostly because, he’s both arrogant, stubborn and in his mid 60s.

When I first met him however, he seemed nice enough and still is in some ways, in other ways not so much. He’s always trying to set me up with any of the female co-workers I have(which he says is teasing and joking around) and consistently asks when given the chance if I have a partner or not.

He once told me that if he wasn’t married, he would be hitting up the bars or finding any woman willing to have sex with him and in my head I was like “okay then. You do you but don’t try to get me to do that.” Can be hard to tell if he’s joking or not but I attribute that more to me not really understanding jokes.

The other coworker is a bit more open with me on spirituality. I was telling him about my work with the 72 and as I said, I didn’t sense or see any kind of parasite on him. He’s a muslim himself and as I was explaining it to him, he was telling me about how “that’s similar to some of the things in Islam”.

I know I’ve probably dealt with parasites in the past but so far, I don’t really think or am aware of any attached to me. Just general fear personified I guess and doubts after finishing operations in which I think “I didn’t bind them” and that general jazz but then I realise that that’s just the fears I have.

I do have a question though: Could parasites manifest themselves in dreams? When I was an adolescent, I’d always have the same recurring nightmares. didn’t matter where, what location I hid in, there was always a vaguely monstrous entity that would follow me and try to kill me. It was always the same. I would see them outside in the window and they’d always try to get in and in doing such, I would keep my door closed or a door closed and pressed myself against them.

It was only when I had the courage subconsciously to confront them head on and say “I am not afraid of you” did the dreams stop.

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Ah so that’s way too much awareness for a larva. That could be banished, or you could use your astral form to pluck it off - if you wanted the practice. It might make him nicer. Imagine iron tongs in your hands so you don’t “touch” it directly, and then pushing it as deep as you can into the Earth, where it can’t get back.

That doesn’t sound too crazy to me, he’s 60, probably thinking about the older, funner times, and a lot of men think like this, and might let it out if they feel safe to say it, so it’s kind of a compliment. But good on him for staying faithful, and also being healthy enough to still have a libido, that’s a good thing. :slight_smile:

Yes absolutely. It’s usually your subconscious trying to give you warnings about them. The house usually represent yourself, and you “kept your door closed” meaning they didn’t get attached. You were able to keep them off you. Nice work getting them to stop trying. :slight_smile:

I had one that I saw “come in through the window” of my “house” once. It looked like a black imp. It was long before I learned Western magickal traditions and about parasites, and I’d had it for 10 years by the time I realized I needed to get rid of it, which took months of work.

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I’ll have to try that the next time he and I work together.

As for more on the dreams and parasites in dreams, as I got in my 20s, I actually made a log and notes on the entities that kept appearing in my life.

The most common ones other than the vaguely monstrous ones in my dreams, I usually called “the shouters” as the name would imply, they would usually shout at extremely loud decibels to which I would then cave in and start doing as they requested. I haven’t encountered those in a long long time.

Another one I think is quite similar to what you described as larvae. I just called them the grubs. As gruesome as it was, I would see something like maggots burying deep inside of my skin, around my armpits. Which kind of led to me having a form of OCD for personal hygiene and obsessive grooming around the area because if I was clean, then I wouldn’t ever have to worry about them burying into my skin.

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That works, I’d see that as a was to implement magickal intent. I also think like energy sensitive people can detect actual physical parasites and energy issues this way as well.

I had an xray once, and felt like I looked like a slug leaving a trail of goo behind me as I walked back to my car, I felt disgusting and partially melted. I will never have another like that - I think it was my subconscious telling me about the damage caused by too much xray exposure. I don’t get that in airports but will ask for a pat down instead if I feel weak that day.

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