Are you far sighted?
TMW its sitll the same month, and you work runes to save the SECOND person from suicideā¦
im not saying its getting old, im just pointing out this āif i got a dollar for everytime that happened -i would have two, and its strange alreadyā
(or however that quote goes)
I mean my rape led to me being submissive when I want to and a CNC kink. Itās about having control over what you werenāt in control of at one time.
OH MY GODS⦠she already had that beforeā¦
shit what monster did this pot-smokin thug create???
edit: also ā¦why am i impressed and aroused?
edit: rhetorical question
Not always. I am not saying she has that kink she does. Thatās how I coped with my abuse of that nature. Lots and lots of therapy too.
Tmw Lilith and Beelzebub have your back despite your worst mistakesā¦
Tmw youāre sick as fuck
those who are with me keep saying stuff like
āwe dont want your apologies or excuses, what we do want, is to see you do the workā
i also find it quite amazing, sometimes i -very suddly, find myself trapped in desperation and frustration, long angry rants -followed by the realization of what i actually have to do. And afterwards i realize that this was planned to some degree. ~Like act of vomiting out the spiritual and mental crap, only to see things mroe clearly.
i also heard multiple times, that they dont abandon us,
but we abandon ourselves. And once we stop being stupid, we will be able to hear them again.
no i meanā¦she told me.
Other than that, im currently trying to not baet herself up or view herself as a used sex-toy.
Itās a lot what she really needs is therapy and support. Then go from there.
Thanks, I keep sneezing and coughing and my head is clogged, I hate it
Tmw, you must once again ask yourselfā¦
"Why am I like this?.."
[Facepalm]ā¦[regret]
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Near sightedā¦i got my appointment friday and I redneck my glasses so I can see
Tmw watching Jujutsu Kaisen teaches you that one thing you needed to know to improve your techniqueā¦
TMW⦠My cat Blanche has something like a tumor in her mouth, itās growing and bleeding, and she might have to be put down next week. Iām doing healing work all the time and it pushes it back a little then I go do some work and it comes back. Ebuhuel and Raphael are aware. Thereās just so little time.
If anyone had a minute, Iād so appreciate any good thoughts and healing energy sent her way.
Call on Ariel too. She really covers all animals not just wild one. Do you have clear quartz? You can use that to trap some of it too. I have had clear go completely foggy when using it on my animals.
Thanks!
Iāll try Ariel tonight. I have lots of clear quartz, Iāll but bits all around her sleeping spots.
I do some workings for her too. Is it possible to get a 2nd opinion of the week? I just feel like she still has a bit of life left. You can see that in her eyes and energy.
I posted a mantra from Ariel that may be of use for your kitty: