Hello all,
as you might know, i and meditation are no strangers and i consider it the greatest spiritual act… ever.
real and effective meditation is not something of repeation but instead is something that requires your expansion, you literally feel your mind trying to comprehend the majestic silence.
back in march of 2021 with consistent afternoon and night meditation practice, marks my beginning into exploring various levels of samadhi and witnessing great events like the dissolution my identity : i was literally looking in the mirror after i walked back to my house from the local park i was meditating in, thinking is that body really me?
The Dissolution of lust: Lust is literally poison for spiritual growth, Semen retention ranks as 1b in my practice and meditation ranks as 1a. imagine how important it is to control your energy. during that time and still do, lusting is no thing in my mind.
Some other significant things that happened during that time was by Doing the Shambavi, Kheccari mudras and Jivha Bandha. i accumulated so much spiritual energy that i was literally guided and doing yogic techniques without me ever reading about them it was only natural to be to have a straight spine, to let my tongue touch my pallette let my eyes look towards my forehead and be into a state of nirvana everytime i meditated into my holy space, that local park with people looking at me. the bliss was real. i still kiss that tree that i was meditating beneath when i come by.
in my meditations i noticed, tunnel appearing before, with its rings of darkness expanding yet looking like closing at the same time. it took me three years to find the light in that tunnel of darkness. this was the light of the godstar. i wrote more general information about that tunnel in this post:
Now i do all sorts of meditation. yoga nidra, Japa, Black Diamond but the opening of the dragon’s eye has a place in my heart since it opened me to the possibility of manifesting the divine essence into the physical world. only done by a strong soul pledged into outer darkness. i saw the light of my soul and i sacrifice it to lord set. the black diamond of my nothingness remains.
Heres how i do the meditation:
The Basics are from this
skip the mantra. only feel calmness.
Breath in, Hold the breath. FEEL YOUR AJNA CHAKRA
literally put your attention to it, Allow it to pulsate.
if you cant feel it, then simply count to three in the inhalation retention. if yes then feel three pulsations.
if you are more advanced, allow three rings of darkness to manifest.
breath out slowly, smoothly.
Retention with empty lungs. feel your ajna chakra, count to three or feel three pulsations, or allow three rings of darkness to manifest.
this meditation came instictual to me, this is my natural way of meditation and The G.O.A.T for me.
verily,