I saw the star by mere meditation and then started researching and starting to connect the dots. I was naturally doing a technique of meditation from the same of the energy that was running through me, meaning that because “I am so do” rather than “I do in order to be” I named the technique as Star gate breathing Stargate Meditation (My Most Powerful Meditation)
To this day I still do it and even hang over and energy drained I still see the Star by mere meditation alone.
So basically, the star that you talk about is the Higher self?