Well i was at a “Fachoberschule”(its not college, because your college is like our middleschool), i was in the section of graphical and media design.
And i felt kinda obsolete there, because the most people had also grey/green/hazel eyes,
with weird golden or whatever “dots” around the pupil. And even nicer than myne.
They all were more attractive, more successful, more wealthy AND healthy.
And the stuff they did was awesome!
[spoiler]-You could totally see, that they all had WAY MORE MONEY(because i had none) and a greater relation to their relatives, because some of them were 16 and allready living somewhere else.
–And i didn’t had a bank account until i was 18, and was even more isolated because i didn’t even had a mp3player, while everyone was buisy to type into their new smartphone.
At the “Fachoberschule”, was it obvious to me, that i could have been FAR MORE progressed, if i would have had money, or just the needed support to get equipment for animation and digital art… I could allready have some youtube-thing and patreons …but no, i’m still fucked, and don’t even get the stinking job as night porter. Because… no reason at all.
Those people there, they animated/ they edited/ they designed…and they lived. Wow…
They were creative, because thats what they like to do, and how they wanna express themselves and spend their time with.
I didn’t really had a choice -isolation. To draw and to design shit is what i can do -there is not much else. I can cook -experimentally, because the permanent lack of money forces me to try new things.[/spoiler]
And my handwriting is like a more rough version of the “kinda standart” way woman like to write -i’m curious why this style is so common. Is it because it is nice, but still something you can read, without having studying hieroglyphs prior??
Anyway, enough about me:
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