Last sept 9, 2018 i was at the bar. Then a group of friend came to me. Ask me if i wanna join them on a roadtrip. Then i said yes. After that everything was fine. But when we got to very far they started to hit my head and nose using rock like my nose was fractured, pulled my hair, slap me, choked me like i cant event breathe. They planned to kill me. When i got so very weak i planned to act like i was dead so that they will stop hiting me. Luckily it worked. Then they checked my pulse if i was dead luckily they didnt notice anything after that they tried to find a hammer luckily they didnt find one. After that they find a place where to dumped me. After that they dumped me somewhere. My face was full of blood.
I was confined 11 days at the hospital and operated. My family filed a case by what happened. But now i am fine now. But everything has changed. Everyone kept telling me that i look so different now. That i am not like before… they called me ugly and fat. Even my family was laughing at me. And it really hurts. Because tht was real i am now uglier and fatter. I also got pimples, stretch marks, scars, became really really fat. I am not like this before😩 everyone cant believe on what happened to me. They look at me up and down and thats really hurt me. Sometimes it very sad feel this kind of thing. Like do i really deserve this kind of shit? I didnt do anything wrong. Sometimes i just wanna die. Anxiety and depression is eating me. Until one day i read some article that if you sell to satan you will get anything what you want. That why… my wish is to bring back my face and body. I am really desperate now coz i really wanna get out this pain anymore. I just want to be happy again.
I think i am the saddest person now in this world. Every day i am crying because of what people think about me. All i want is just to be happy. So please please help me… i really really need your help. I am really desperate. I will do anything.
Then someone messaged me. Since i was desperate i replied him because he said he can help me he said hes a wizzard. And knows how to learn black magic. He said he will bring back my face and he can also achieve some beauty hoals that anything i want. Who is a girl who didnt want that right? But he said i needed to send him 500 dollars but i said i only got 200 amd thats only i can afford and he said its ok. After a month i stole a money from a store maybe 2-4 dollars per day. I onow its really bad because i know my mom is pity. And yah i stole money from my mother😞 its bad but all i think is to bring back my face so that no one will laugh at me and also i want now to be perfect.
Until one day uhm i mean yesterday i sent the 200 dollars to him. His name is Rami Ayoub from lebanon. And the exact day he get the money. Amd he said he will just go to the coffee shop amd then he will just buy things to summon Astaroth. Amd i said yes amd thanks. Agter that he said hes now buying materials after how many hours i replied him and said are u done buying materials? But guess what the message wasnt sent because he BLOCKED ME! My heart is beating so fast and super regreting my sweat is so cold amd i dont know what to do. And i dont know how to trace him and how to bring back that money i really made a big mistake i even stole that money from my mom. Im such a big mistake thats what they called me before a BLACK SHEEP. Lesson learned.
And now i meeded a bigbig help still on how to bring back my face but please dont scam me Please! I just want to be happy again. What did i do wrong to make this feel all? Sometimes i am thinking about suicidal l. Every is makin fun at my body they thought it was funny but inside its really really hurt. Please guys i need to bring back my face i wanna go back to school again with my old amd body so that no ome can bully me. Thanks for reading. I will show u my before and after face below
I’m sorry to hear what happened to you, but you already posted this before and you got some very good answers in that thread, you might want to read through it again.
Mhm, I read that you stole money to pay someone. But you already wrote that you have learned your lesson on this.
Again, you got some good answers on your old thread.
Suggested demons in that thread were Belial, Lucifer, Astaroth, Zagan, Leviathan, Balam, Hekate and Lilith.
You can research them and contact the one you think is most fitting.
You don’t need to pay someone else to do it
You can use the search button to search for info on the specific demon you want to invoke.
Also this might help:
Keep in mind that it most certainly is a long way, and not a quick fix.
I still suggest you read through your old thread again, some of the answers there might help you more.
Don’t expect something like in a Hollywood movie please. You can invoke a demon and he can help you without you seeing/hearing/feeling them.
Again, I really advice you to use the search button and learn more about this.
Regarding your history of paying money for this, I strongly advice against it.
OK, let met me explain.
You can work with demons, they’re not evil,you don’t have to sell your soul or anything. But this is a path of hard work and effort from yourself. If you really want it, go for it. Read a bit more on this forum and other sites to know what you will be facing.
But what’s most important: whatever you have been through, you survived it, and that means you’re strong, ok? Accept yourself, empower yourself, discover your own strength. A beautiful face might be what you want now, but let me tell you, it means nothing. Beauty fades, everyone will experience this sooner or later. It is not important.
Tell yourself that you are stronger than most other people, certainly stronger than the ones who laugh at you for your looks.
Remind yourself of this everyday, and heal.
This ritual I wrote is geared more towards suicide but can be altered to putting to rest harmful viewpoints of ourselves to give us a clean slate. Feel free to take a look at it and see if it is something you can find useful.
As you mentioned having suicidal thoughts, I strongly encourage you look at the resources I provided as well.
I am sorry i am weak to accept my flaws and imperfection:persevere: i reall need to find a way to bring back my face and body. I dont wanna get cried eveynight
honey you are very pretty. I believe Lucifer can help you gain your self confidence back. Don’t give any more money to people that are just out to get money. Seek the answers within.
Here in philippines if ure fat ure ugly. And im only 4’6 so they called me kettle i also have round face now yet they called me ball. Please tell me what to do
Politically incorrect but best method in my book: laugh at it. It will throw them off completely if they see the name calling is having the reversed effect they are intending. Do not allow the words of another to bring you down, but use their own words against them by brushing them off.
i reall need to find a way to bring back my face and body. I dont wanna get cried eveynight