Last sept 9, 2018 i was at the bar. Then a group of friend came to me. Ask me if i wanna join them on a roadtrip. Then i said yes. After that everything was fine. But when we got to very far they started to hit my head and nose using rock like my nose was fractured, pulled my hair, slap me, choked me like i cant event breathe. They planned to kill me. When i got so very weak i planned to act like i was dead so that they will stop hiting me. Luckily it worked. Then they checked my pulse if i was dead luckily they didnt notice anything after that they tried to find a hammer luckily they didnt find one. After that they find a place where to dumped me. After that they dumped me somewhere. My face was full of blood.
Alright first things Iām incredibly sorry for what happened to you. Thatās terrible and noone deserves that. Second Satan (Along with most similar entities) will help you with no need for you to sell your soul or anything like that. I would recommend Belial and Lucifer for this. Lucifer is very fatherly and Belial from what I understand can help with the self esteem aspect. Please let me know if you have any other questions
Belial definitely with your court cases. Lucifer for guidance, and Lady Astaroth to help with your beauty.
Their symbols, also known as sigils, are widely available. Donāt listen to people who are going to tell you that they are evil and want your soul. These beings have helped me immensely in the past, and my soul is intact.
Once you get the chance, and if you know who it was that came after you, there are quite a few incredibly malicious spirits who will whole heartedly enjoy tormenting the people who abused you so horribly.
Remember, this is not a role play group, and Iām not saying that thatās what you think it is, weāve been working with this for years, and we will tell you, without malice, or artifice, that these things work. They work phenomenally well. This is real life sorcery.
May you find peace with your existence, and may your tormentors suffer horribly for the atrocities that they committed upon you.
@Nathalie_10, It pains me to think that one human being can do that to another and from your story without provocation.
In your intro, you ask for someone to help you, however you have not really shared what kind of help it is your looking for.
I am glad that you joined, but what is it you hope to get out of joining here dear friend?
Thanks
I hope combined that we are all able to help you in some way
Terrible what you went through. Humans can be the worst of creatures in this planet I have noticed. Not all of course but some. I am not sure how much this works as I am only now looking into it but I have seen many and I mean MANY people swear by subliminal messages. Watching videos on youtube with frequencies that are meant to do things such as change eye color, face shape etc. I am not putting this past the point of possible because well, anything is possible but I wonder if this might be of interest or of help to you. You find a video on yt that has your desired icon so lets say you want to change the shape of your face, you would type square face shape subliminal on youtube and a plethora of videos will pop up. I am not sure if this will directly help because you suffered and it was not your choice to change your appearance but it could be worth a look into. I have not done them myself but I figured it pertains to the topic in a way, not spell wise but spiritual wise in a way. If you choose a subliminal to watch just look at the amount of views as many I presume are junk, some people even make their own and tweak them to their desired outcome. They are very much geared to work with your subconscious, power of the mind and all that jazz. Some people have posted their journey showing the changes, whether tour or false I hope it can help you in some form or way.
First of all, I am extremely against body shaming of any kind. I canāt wrap my mind around it, plus itās pointless because itās deeds that matter, not looks.
Second of all, what in the actual fuck is wrong with your family? You went through a godawful trauma and this is the thanks you get? Of course youāre going to ālet yourself goā because youāre coping with this horrific attack and in my opinion theyāre just being heartless assholes.
But as for your question, I have two demons you should reach out to: Zagan and Leviathan. King Zagan has the power to turn any metal into gold, and what this means is, he can take a person and make them into the best version of themselves. You donāt need your body back, you need to accept and love yourself and get through this trauma. I mean if you absolutely want to lose weight, do so, but there are other ways of getting yourself together. Now, Leviathan, she is the queen of the abyss. She is used to living in the deepest, darkest chasms, so naturally sheās right at home helping you out of your own rock bottoms. I astral project to her and she and I talk about whateverās bothering me, so I can work through my feelings. Sheās very calm and patient and doesnāt mind being called āMomā because thatās the energy she gives off, sheās protective and motherly.
One other spirit that would be good for you is King Balam. I invoked him so I could be invisible to homophobes in my family (since Iām transgender) and it helped. He can help you not be seen by the jerks in your own.
Although Iāve never been physically attacked, I have my own horrible traumas I deal with. Iām getting through them day by day, and Iām in a much better place than I was. I hope the same for you. Feel free to reach out via DM anytime.
So you mean no one can fix my problem. I used to believe in magic,satan,lucifer,demons because of this because i am still hoping that i will bring back my face and body.
I really dont know to them. I just laught whatever they sat against me because i dont want to look pity to them. All i have to do is be a strong now. But my problem is my school is on august and i dont want to go to school look like this. Maybe no one wants to became friend of me because of what i look. And i really dont want to get bullied. Because ive been there when i was in elementary. I dont know why this happening to me thats why i am blaming god. So please can you help me to sell my soul so that i can bring back my face and body? This is my only way to be happy again
believe me or not this is me before. But everything has changed now
Iām so sorry for your situation. You could also try glamour spells many Wiccan ones are found they help people see you differently and eventually become a reality. Iāve been doing them more often and have gotten more compliments from strangers and glow more.
So you mean i still have chance to bring back my fave and body? So where can i contact those wiccans who can help me so that i will bring back my face and body? Please? I am desperate
@Nathalie_10 I donāt know you or how severe you have been injured, how old you are, how much experience you have with magick or working with spirits. So itās a bit difficult to provide you with solutions that will guarantee you the results you expect.
But I too share the opinion of SapphireWitch666. Therefore I would work on regaining your power & self-esteem first. Purge the powerless-victim-mindset and get the goddess feeling back. Maybe Hekate or Lilith could help you with that too.
Then I would send the pain back to itās source.
And lastly focus on the visible parts of your appearance.
I know, this might not be the answer you want to hear. As a rape-victim myself I know how the pain slowly devours each and every bit of your confidence and sucks the life out of even the tiniest cell.