Forgive the way this text comes out because right now I’m watching my kids in the yard and I am thinking being inspired with all their chaotic wild energy. You can really learn a lot from them and I think media movies and all that crap about demons wanting to possess children or whatever is a bunch of BS. Because they exhibit already a lot of Qlippothic energy. Anyway, so to give a little background, I just added my introduction. I am a hard-core dedicated self initiated Luciferian One thing that seems to stand true is that the Luciferian philosophy have always existed and within the context of the adversary. I derive my practices and a number of other techniques from various sources and not just from one author Michael w Ford is on top of my list, the Bible, Strategic Sorcery by Jason miller. Ea Koetting of course, Anton LeVay. Zohar, Kabbalah, Arcadia Gospel of the Witches, gnostic scriptures, Babylonian/Mesopotamia , etc There are plenty of other sources too many the name.
I have went through so many Sources of information and proclaimed grimoires. At first when I was new, I was desperate for a quick fix to ease the pain and all the things I was going through through my younger years. Five years ago changes started happening, I was living in Florida then I was definitely successful and prosperous, and of course, my mother was living with me at the time, and as I explained before she was religious and all this other stuff and always threw it in my face and driving me nuts, I was in the dark long time you know things were kept from me so I wouldn’t pursue any of the ambitions that I wanted to pursue. She was technically since I was disabilities at the time I didn’t know how to go about getting my own place. I did try but she told me so soon. She was ready to move back to Texas and I was already having success at my job. I was so furious when I was up for uprooted. I was back and isolation severe depression and it just makes me furious thinking about it. However, I maintain the illusion. I was just only interested in fantasy staff like candles, Harry Potter, or whatever harmless that’s not threatening to her. Then one day about two weeks before that crash that everybody knows about that’s when I decided to invoke because I was in desperate need of change. You know, when I was in that coma given the fact, I secretly believed in the inferno, the demons, Lucifer for himself. I will say this much I did not experience anything like eternal hellfire or what the hellEver. I was definitely in my subconscious. So the point in bringing this up bides for my other post was because Belial is of significant importance in my role. I experienced borderline death. And survived that right there was my wake up call from year 2021 to early 2023. I was in there I guess sort of a gestation period? Not really sure how to describe it alone. But last year I started back up on the left hand path and now for the first time I’ve stayed on a path for a year now. Stability And rootedness.
So with that being said, I’d like to say that I have a very deep interest and primal sorcery, necromancy, goetia, death magick, etc However, my primary focus is Persian, Ahrimanic, primal type. Or in general Mesopotamian /Babylonian.
So I’m considering a career and a professional black magician the only thing that I hit a snag with I haven’t found any thing in the books or whatever that gives advice on how to apply those practices and techniques and things like that for others most of the stuff that’s written about is usually done for yourself.
If anyone has any knowledge on how to go about this, I would greatly appreciate it.
