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That one is easy to answer: it’s a very basic survival of the species requirement. Pain also provides chemical signals to the immune system to mobilize healing mechanisms. We’re supposed to act to avoid pain as that helps us survive. Emotions are how we make decisions, ergo, we must have a negative emotional reaction to pain, which means we label it “bad”. We also have inbuilt reactions to pain that cause us to recoil from it faster than the higher brain can process the stimulus to register it as “pain”. Call it an artifact of being an animal.
Please do make your next post your Introduction here, which we need per the forum rules and see our posting guidelines in the FAQ.
Points to cover:
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Do you have any practical experience in magick?
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If so, what exactly do you practice and how long have you practiced?
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Do you follow any specific system or tradition?
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What are your areas of interest?
Here is a getting started with magick guide. You’ll want to get your spiritual hygiene sorted out, and start work on developing your astral senses, then when you can know you have a decent chance at avoiding impostors and parasites then try the evocation guides we have on here.
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