I do not have any illusions. I am not new to the occult and its workings but I am still very unlearned and not very confident. No reason for me to lie here. I live in constant physical pain and through that many limitations. My father was a veteran exposed to Agent Orange and I am suffering in pain as the result. I commune quietly with my daemons and hold discourses with them. How to progress? I am not certain. I live in a place where I am without guidance or anyone to speak to and to further myself along this path.
I live in Southwest England and it feels very lonely here. I am hoping in time to read and educate myself further. I am a perpetual student and open to learning and realizing my shortcomings.Thus far Belial, Lilith and Lucifer have called tome and I have spoken to. Also Sutekh from an EgyptianPantheon interestingly enough.
I hope I may find myself welcome here and can find a perch and absorb and learn from all of you.
Welcome!
Never be surprised as to who may reach out to you! Entities are drawn to who they are drawn to, regardless of their origin. I am a demonolatrix but I have a very strong relationship with Ares, for example. It is all in who we are and what entities wish to help.
I am sorry to hear you have inherited pain.
It is commendable that you wish to expand your knowledge. We are all perpetual students, although many of us believe we have learned “everything” lol. There is always a new book, a new meditation, a new stone to uncover. Welcome to the family!
Sciatica, Chronic regional pain syndrome coupled with severe fibroymalgia. Imagine working a sixteen hour shift.But you just woke up feeling that fatigued.Now your eyes are sensitive to the light. I choose to live in a bat cave. Strong smells sudden loud sounds. Even touching me has be gently. Going to the grocery store you experience sensory overload.
Welcome here.
From the same place as you.
I am sorry you have pain. I also live in chronic pain and it can be hard but I hope that your spirituality helps you go through it.
Thank you The pain is random and usually hits my feet and hands and face its a stabbing pain and I call it voodoo doll syndrome as I never know when it will hit me. Bit life is pain and learning. I believe that Lilith is the Queen Of pain. While her lessons are difficult it makes you stronger. I was told I would spend my life in a wheelchair and I said no. It took a year but I taught myself to walk again. One step at a time and we shall reach our goals and desires.
Thank you I will be doing quite a lot of reading and learning.
In Response, to NoxLotus My spirituality and snarkiness and sense of dark humor help a great deal. I think of myself as a misanthrope most of the time.
Hello Sinister-Neophyte! I live just outside of Plymouth…I don’t like it here.
