I do not have any illusions. I am not new to the occult and its workings but I am still very unlearned and not very confident. No reason for me to lie here. I live in constant physical pain and through that many limitations. My father was a veteran exposed to Agent Orange and I am suffering in pain as the result. I commune quietly with my daemons and hold discourses with them. How to progress? I am not certain. I live in a place where I am without guidance or anyone to speak to and to further myself along this path.
I live in Southwest England and it feels very lonely here. I am hoping in time to read and educate myself further. I am a perpetual student and open to learning and realizing my shortcomings.Thus far Belial, Lilith and Lucifer have called tome and I have spoken to. Also Sutekh from an EgyptianPantheon interestingly enough.
I hope I may find myself welcome here and can find a perch and absorb and learn from all of you.