Wow. It’s actually tonight. I guess I’m doing the ritual tonight, then. I live on the East Coast. It might be a different time for the rest of y’all.
I was intrigued by this topic and read all, now all I want to do is find out more about King Paimon. Yes? yes. I’m here to learn and this one stood out head and shoulders to me today. From your message I am blessed already. peace. thank you.
Honestly, I’ve been poor my entire life, no car, and now no job, family van broke down and sits in the driveway, so no way for me to go out and job hunt. My parents were poor too, never had cars and always had things donated to them or me. We barely got by, now I’m worried my health isn’t good and if my savings runs out I won’t be here or anywhere on the net either. My health is the worst its ever been and not getting any younger. I’m not having much luck with the command language so I’m stumped for what more to do. I do not wish to make bargains with demons or entities. I’m really not religious nor much more than a meditator, and lately I’ve been feeling too depleted to do much spiritual work at all. Wits end doesn’t even cover it. Just tired of this life, and hope I do not get reincarnated again, I believe it has happened too many times already , if any.
All i can say try be open to any opportunity that comes along even if dont think it will work go with your heart
Oh I’ve been open in the past to anything, I do mean anything, even housekeeping hotel work, but I’m not longer able to do it, my health is so bad now. My heart is now with my writing and art, if either of those doesn’t pan out then I’m really stuck for options, as in run out of. Thanks for the suggestion MATT1976.
I’m sorry to hear that! It’s a horrible situation, and I’m not sure what to say, maybe people will be able to help a little with this.
Sending hugs, and I hope you get good luck that outweighs all that bad.
Aye, thank you, it is the way it is always has been, lack of education isn’t helping there either, although I have a degree in commercial art and am a trained bus driver etc… the art is all I can do or handle now. Plus writing poetry, am trying to branch out to essays but haven’t got there yet. I’m on Quora and have posted a lot there, but not too much this month due to National Poetry Month ongoing. Haha. I do try to keep busy to the point Im giving myself migraines. Oh well. C’est la vie!! Thanks for stopping by to comment. <3
Oh and I’m on Deviantart dot com too. http://digitopian.deviantart.com.
Um well if writting is your thing have you tryed blogging or utube
Also mabey try invoke Cluaneck ive work with him still do you may be surprised
Dont fear asking him to judge you ether he will show you honestly what need change to succeed
Huge load of money spells here, some may be helpful to you?
This may also help:
I am not great with essays and ideas for such is beyond my scope or ability as per blogging. I’m best with poetry, as my mother was also a poet. I’ve been wanting to do youtube for ages but don’t have a microphone so that is a bust there. I am doing so many things I don’t spend enough time on the writing, as i get bogged down with too much mundane stuff. Now that I’m done with NPM I’ll be more into those essays, learning how to write them as I’ve forgotten all that from school days. lol I used to be good at them but now I’m like a scared kid that forgot his homework. >.< I don’t know that being, Cluaneck, so I’ll have to google him first. If it is a demon I’m afraid I won’t be going there. I know, I’m a wuss about that as I had some dreadful experiences as a kid and an adult. I’ll think on it though. Thank you.
Thanks I’ll check them out.
Wish you luck but there is always a way just got find it dont lose heart keep fighting
Thanks, fighting is about all I ever do, though some days I wanna scream. Yikes!
I made a post listing ways to get on top of your schedule below, it’s helpful whether someone is doing hectic career building, or struggling with challenges and not in work, so please give that a look, if you feel more in control you may find your creativity flows more freely:
^ Don’t be put off by the title, nothing I describe is demonic in nature, just practical techniques.
Also I sent you a PM with some stuff in that has helped me and may help you too.
Truly an ounce of control goes a long way. Will do all I can. peace
well I’m basically homeless and thinking about giving up suicide etc I am very poor only have government EBT money and being taken in by my mother who has anxiety and depression I also have depression and even with Magick help from the gods and demons I still just seek out death decay destruction chaos and negative situations basically just crave death escape from the physical human body… i know the spirits want me to be strong survive evolve and be a God in my own kingdom but I feel like giving up quitting not doing anything and just waiting for death not really writing this for anyone to read since this thread is dead but its how I feel life death Magick nature everything seems pointless meaningless useless and empty…even with newfound spirituality gods and Magick I still feel like a nihilist
Yeah… if you renounce the world it will renounce you back far harder and just basically do what you want.
I can’t escape nihilism I try guys I speak with the spirits meditate read to gain knowledge try and enjoy being alive take walks out in nature eat good food pet animals hug my mother and yet I still say fuck all of this fuck the world the spirits fuck life and fuck death its all shit pointless and nothing has true value or meaning… even death means nothing…
Talk to someone. Like a psychiatrist or a mentor of some kind. Or even a spiritual figure that will listen and not judge you.