My sincere thanks to the servitors…
Luna, for always having and continuing to defend me from all evils, parasites and tricksters
To Stormy, for helping me connect not just with my ancestrals but also strengthening my psychic abilities
To ExuZen, for having opened my paths and opportunities
To the entities…
Lucifer, for guiding me to this world and for not having done what that my poor mind was thinking at the time
Hermes, for carrying my petitions to the gods and deities
Hecate, for being a patient teacher
Ronobe, for helping me socialize and be more open
Berith, for giving me the right answer at the right time
Hi fellas! Long time no see!
I have taken a time from the Forum. Someday I was browsing and interacting in the forum, then I found Lucius journal. All his experience and the things that he has went through made me look at how my progress both in magick and in my life I had achieve. I was very very beginner and the only magick that I knew how to do was servitors magick, but just that wasn’t taking me to my objectives.
I decide to get out of my comfort zone to risk myself. I noticed that even that I do not fear demons, I had not done any evocations evolving them. So the first book that called my attention was Goetia Pathworking from Gordon, the first goetic evocation that I did was to evoke president Ose to give me an aura of ability (to make people think that I’m very good at some skill). After the evocation I felt that it have worked! I did the ritual a day before my trip, and during the vacation I saw on BALG a recommendation to the book Lucifer and The Hidden Demons.
The first ritual that I did was just the Lucifer’s Pathworking, I had in mind to sort of get Gordon’s systems together with Theodore’s; however much like Theodore I believe that Lucifer’s legions are different from the Goetic Legions but I believed that I could use the “hierarchy” that Lucifer would give to me. And it worked! I asked to Lucifer gives me the the order of calling so I can call a specific demon without having to look at the sigil, I cannot remember the order or the demon that I was trying to contact (if I remember I put here) but I remember that I was successful!
The trip really helped me to improve a lot of problems that I had with stress. After returning I still had to solve the big X of the question, a troublesome person from my classroom. I decide to ask directly to Lucifer to curse the person, and in fact it worked, but not the way I expected, so I moved out from this system to try a new one (and I did this just for my results lust). From the Theodore system I moved on to Henry Archer the Magick of Angels and Demons. I evocated some Angels and Demons and again it worked, but not in the way (or in the intensity) that I expected.
When it seemed that I had tried all the paths I found a book that helped me a lot in my progress, it continues to help and will help even more. I found in Amazon the book Olympian’s Pathworking from Hecate Apulienses, this book literally open my mind not just for knowledge but for patience too. I discover a banish ritual (the four winds’ banishing) that I still use and I found to be the most effective to me while also being simple to use. After some days or just meditation and focusing on myself (rather than focusing on cursing someone), when I arrived at home and looked at my altar the card that I printed Luna it had disappeared. I looked around the house to see if it had fallen because of the wind, but I couldn’t find it (Stormy stills in the altar). Later on I understand this sign, I have already understood the banishing principles and Luna trusts me to proceed.
Last Friday I evoked Ronobe through Pathworking in the book Walk Through Darkness, and I regret had doubt. Ronobe was super nice even that I summoned him in a place where I couldn’t light incense because it was already night (the smell could piss off my parents) so he said to me that I could light the jasmine incense in the other day as a offering. I asked him to make me more charismatic, and oh boy… it worked very well!
☆And finally, the last thanks, to Berith. Today the troublesome person made me furious again and on impulse I wanted to summon Focalor to kill him, however I was wise enough to ask Berith (who truly answers your questions, if you are prepared to the truth) about what would happen to the person if I summon Focalor. He said: “He would be dead. He would die. He would die just like any human”. And again, even with the dry but accurate answer he didn’t warm up about me not using enn or not using an incense. He asked me to give him a public praise, so here is! Hail Berith!