Introduction - New Looking for Knowledge

Hello everyone, I go by Kasxet. I’m new here but I’ve been watching EA Koetting videos on YouTube for a few years and read a couple of his books. I want to say first off thank you to all of you for posting your experiences and opinions. I’m sure you all know when you try searching for facts on Google, a lot of video games, anime, and Dungeons and Dragons shit comes up along with a lot of bullshit. So far, this seams to be the most legitimate place I could find that actually has a lost of users and responses. I am new to communicating with entities. I’ve sent and received minor messages but I haven’t pushed forward and dedicated myself to any one figure. There is so much out there and I’m interested in learning it all. I want to accept the teachings of the wise. Demons, but not only Demons, Angels, but not only angels, Gods, spirits, voodoo, natives, pagans, astral plane. I wanna expand my knowledge, at least until I decide on a path. So if anyone has any valid advice for a beginner let me know and I’d greatly appreciate your help.

I grew up christian baptized Catholic as a baby. I didn’t go to church much but I did study what I could. I’ve always had a thirst for knowledge. I’ve read the Bible and I’ve read Enoch and several other books taken out of the bible. I’ve studied Aleister Crowley a bit. I know a little bit about a lot. Even though I was raised Christian, I honestly can’t stand most of them. A lot of them are greedy, confused, or overall stupid. No offense if there are any Christian users here not all of them are like that. A lot of them take what they want and disregard what they want and believe a couple daily prayers will guarantee them away from damnation. Not just Christians though. In my opinion, God or Jesus allowed the Holocaust because Jews are no longer chosen. That’s my opinion. If you read the old testament the Jews were always turning away from Yahweh and then they killed Jesus. I think they’re cursed honestly. I respect the Muslims dedication but don’t care much for them either. I think the Buddhist and Eastern religions can definitely teach some things but I’m not about the study in a monastery unless I’m working with an entity that can really teach me something. I’m going off topic. Basically I think there’s so much knowledge out there and so many strong, prominent teachers. I’m just not sure where to start. I’ve admired King Paimon, Lucifuge Rofocale, Clauneck, and of course Lucifer. I admire the Egyptians and the Nordic. I’ve actually attempted to conjure Clauneck in the past but couldn’t get through. I could have attempted it better. That’s everything to know about me. I’ve been reading a lot of posts and I’m learning more on here all at once more way more than I was spreading out to various different sites. I admire all of you that push your limits and reach out and learn from the Gods. I think it’s a waste to not share your new found knowledge. When I learned that all these religious figures are real and we can learn from them first hand, it literally blew my mind. I want to learn from the old.

One thing that I don’t like is there is some people that lie and post experiences that are just obviously made-up. Im new here but I haven’t seen that here yet. There’s some stories people post idk for attention or if they’re just crazy but are so wrong. I’m sure you all know what I mean. Before I post there is one thing I really want to know, maybe two things. I grew up in a haunted house with a lot of Trippy shit that went down. I never found out the cause or who it was.

Also, I’ve felt a presence with me idk from my failed evocations or further back but it’s taken over my body a couple of times in different situations and I blacked out. I have some memory come back later and some never did. It hasn’t happened in a long time. The most prominent was a stabbing case I was arrested for. I’m not sure if it was both of us, just him, or maybe I was crazy and blacked out. I felt something take control a few times and didn’t feel alone many times but can never connect and figure out who’s with me. I’m looking forward to learning and meeting new people on here. I’ve only been on for a couple days but already I’ve learned a lot. Thank you for allowing me to be here and be apart of your community at least until I piss you all off.

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Welcome to the forum Kasxet!

Where are you from?
What do you practice? You said you had tried evoking, what system was that from - Solomonic or more Modern Grimoiric like in E.A.'s methods?

That sound like full possession - you need to banish and cleanse and they set up wards so it can’t come back. This is why “spiritual hygiene” (inked below) is of paramount importance.
if it hangs of with a nice banishing then it’s had fair warning and next you learn how to kill it - which is actually pretty easy as you are stronger by far. See the “Parasites collection tutorials”

Here is a getting started with magick guide.

You’ll want to get your spiritual hygiene sorted out, and start work on developing your astral senses.

Then when you can know you have a decent chance at avoiding impostors and parasites then try the first contact guides we have on here.

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