Introduce Yourself To Members Of The Forum 2.0

Thank you for elucidating more upon your experience, and again, welcome to the BALG forum :slight_smile:

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Um sorry to ask but did you mean somethings wrong with my introduction? Please let me know :sweat_smile:

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No no, I meant someone else.

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Thanks for clearing out :slight_smile:

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Hello everyone!
My name is Magda.

My first encounter with a spirit happened when I was a child. And I think that encounter laid the fundament of my further spiritual development because it gave me a realization that there should be more to life than we initially see. As I was born in a Christian family and was heavily influenced by my parents’ faith, I eventually started looking for answers in different religious teachings. At first, it was Orthodox Christianity, and then I went through Hinduism, Judaism, a bit of Shintoism, and even some religious cult (a few actually (I was THAT desperate, yes)).

After my religious crusade had proven to be unsuccessful, I decided to dive into the occult as I was still eager to find that ā€˜something’ I couldn’t even name. I began with the Wicca and Tarot divination. And when I reached a point of encountering a spirit for the second time, I discovered that I was not prepared for that and ran back to my church, lol.

Long story short, I kept going back and forth for quite some time. And now I think I have found what I’ve been looking for. It’s been two months since I’ve started working with Lucifer. So I don’t really have any notable experience, but I’d say that I’m pretty good with the Tarot and I have some nice knowledge of ancient myths and sacred texts (Slavic, Indian, Greek, Roman, and Japanese mostly).

At the moment I’m focused on improving my so-called ā€˜astral senses’ as well as exploring my newly found authority over my own life. And due to my lack of experience, there are, of course, a lot of things I am willing to learn.

So I’m looking forward to communicating with all of you.

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Hello everyone,
My name is Nada. I currently live in Cairo, Egypt. I’ve been reading through the forum the past couple of days, I couldn’t out my phone down! I don’t practice a certain form of magic but I believe in using what I feel drawn to at the moment. I broke away more than 20 years ago from all systems and practices that confine and subjugate.
Since I was a child, I always had vivid dreams, a lot of which were prophetic. I always kept a dream journal but kept running away from associating my dreams with anything ā€œmetaphysicalā€ so not to be drawn back to the religion I grew up with. I’ve reached a place years ago where all my associations with that religion (even in dream symbols) have been totally. erased.
I’ve been drawn back last year to spirituality and the occult in particular after a personal crisis. It’s been a tough 18 months. I resisted it but I finally gave in:).
I’ve been recently drawn to Hecate. I received several signs from her. I felt a bit intimidated by her presence so stopped for a bit. I started working again with her a few days ago. I’m also drawn to working with Raphael, I had a dream about him 8 months ago but I ignored it. I feel I have a relationship with Hathor, Sekhmet and Bastet. I’m also drawn to sigil magic. I keep a regular strong meditation practice as much as I can, I’ve heard and seen things.
I’ve been a TV producer and media consultant for almost 18 years. I’m also a registered homoeopath in the UK. I live with my 4 year old daughter and 3 cats:)
This forum is a truly valuable resource regardless of the path and method. I’m learning so much. I know I will find all the support I need. Thank you.

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Welcome!

Hecate is super great, you can learn a lot from her.

Why did you ignore it? It’s a sign that you should invoke/evoke him, there’s always a reason behind it. I talked to Raphael once, he was really kind. You should give it a try! :grin:

Welcome to the forum Nada :wave:t5: I find it hard to put my phone down myself, there’s SO much information here, a wealth of knowledge to be gained.

Yep. I can’t ignore him anymore. I meditated on him yesterday and looked up his sigil today. Will see if I will use it tonight.
I’ve been kind of all over the place. I’ve been jumping from one thing to another. The past couple of weeks, I got eye of Ra 3 times and the swastika a couple of times while meditating, but ignored them again:). But finally I decided to focus on what I get and try and figure out what it means and how I can use the signs.

Cheers

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Thankyou! The forum is amazing. Best part is the support and authenticity of experiences.

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What’s good familiars, I am NoraA CAINAM!

I am in to all types of magick practice and have been on my left hand path for almost a year come February.
Even though I just started, I’ve already made significant contact with the entities called forward.
I’m really into soul travel and soon will be learning voodon.
Currently working with ant’harratu and started with suhn’tal’ock.
I’m still working towards becoming more involved and invested with magick on a day to day practice… hints while I’m here to try to gather information to help me on my journey to becoming a living GOD.!

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I can only encourage you to work with him, he’s great. :relieved:

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Hi there. I am Pandora (42), a Mommy, model, natural magician and empath. I work with the Fae, elementals, deceased relatives and other spirits including those of the Goetia, as well as ET/ED entities. I have a huge interest and lots of experience in lucid dreaming as a way to visit parallel realities and other dimensions.
I grew up in a haunted house where the piano would play itself at night and wake up the family, televisions and stereos would turn on when unplugged, a 10 foot tall shadow being and more. I first KNEW there was something after death when my Grandmother (who passed away 3 days ago) called to my twin sister and I from beyond. We both reacted as we were conditioned before realizing what happened.
I am a survivor of SRA… my story is very unnerving so I will spare the details. Let’s just say having teeth pulled with rusty pliers was a regular fun game for our abuser. I believe she was possessed or perhaps feeding a demon. Any info is appreciated. She knew EXACTLY when she would die, and always told us she would never make it to see us twin girls turn teenagers. She passed at 9:30pm the night before our 13th birthday. Thus begins my exploration of the strange and unusual. :black_heart:

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Hi, I’m Rabbit. Came here mostly resigned to finding more of the same ā€˜you’re SOL’ when it comes to parasitic incubus attachments/possessions. Casual hedgewitch from time to time when I can no longer ignore the visions and flow of things around me. Only good(?) thing about the spirit parasite is it’s deadened my senses to an extreme, though that also means I can’t raise energy for spellwork and invocations. Nothing like trying to banish something when you’ve lost your ability to channel/gather energy.

Welcome @RabbitMochi, how long have you practiced, and roughly where are you from? We need those things to make this a proper introduction:P

Now with that out of the way, here’s a few things to try as far as the parasite goes, the first two work really well together, and the third I’ve heard good things about. Just keep in mind, that once things like this are well seated, it often takes a combination of things, or continued effort to keep them from returning as soon as you let your guard down.

But if the parasite came about as part of a letter of intent to Lilith, or something like that, you may have more luck petitioning the entity who sent it, to take it back.

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Hello! Iam Xena. I have been practicing angelic magick from Gallery of Magick. My favourite is The 72 Angels of Magick. Also I have used crystal stones to bring karma back to people who have done sth bad to me or hurt me. This works really well like a clockwork. And because this is so effective then I carry defencive stones also with me. Right now Iam waiting an answer from Master curse ( Magickal Attack by Gordon Winterfield) which I carried out in March 2019.
So alltogether I have been into real magic for two years.
I hope you will like me being here and we will have interesting time together in this forum :slightly_smiling_face:

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About 20 years of casual witchcraft (so, maybe 5 actual years’ worth of experience really sprinkled about), mostly from the USA. Not particularly religious - the gods have a definite Feel to them but I’m not much of an acolyte.

I actually tried your Luna servitor before even posting - didn’t do much except kick the parasite into high drive in trying to get my attention. Parasite itself was a dumb, dumb invite I sent out to the void in my early 20s - it appeared pretty much instantaneously, so I go back and forth whether its claims that it’s been hanging about since before that are true.

What I do know is that shortly thereafter I stopped being able to meditate, stopped being able to draw in energy/white light, stopped basically functioning as a witch. At the time I assumed it was because I was worn down by work and career issues.

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Ah well. Parasites don’t like it when we try to get rid of them, and the really well seated ones try to fight it. Sounds like you’re going to need to either get some help, or combine things and really insist that it is not going to be a part of your life, it’s not welcome anymore. @anon39079500 is good with these things, so maybe he can pm you, or you could open a thread to get some more ideas too :slight_smile:

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Welcome @Xena, thank you for sharing your experience.

I hope you’ll open a journal or write some threads about how you are using crystals for karma payback, defense and protection, because I don’t see nearly enough practical information on the subject and I’m sure we could all learn something. I don’t subscribe to the belief in Karma as anything more than every action has a consequence, and consequences could be either good or bad, but I’m certainly interested in learning how to better use my crystals in conjunction with my established practices.

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I’m going to give the Dremus sigil a try as well as keeping Luna running. Luna did clear out a bunch of junk in my head for some needed clarity, which was nice.

I miss being able to access my own power, though. Honestly I have to respect the cunning of blocking off the basic ability to gather energy that might be used against it.

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