Hi everyone. I’m another newbie. I had to create an account to share about what happened today.
A man used me and then discarded me. I couldn’t move on and he lives near me. We use the same subway stop too.
Last night I cried and cried. I missed him, like the dummy I am. I called out to Lucifer and begged to see this guy. I said what happened and I just want to talk to him. Well, i got this urge to leave work earlier than usual today. I got off the train near home and there he was, pushing his cheapo Schwinn bike onto an elevator. I don’t know his schedule either. I snuck up behind him and before he knew it, he and I were on the elevator together with that damn bike (he’s got no car–what a stud!). Basically, I finally got to see what a terrible person he is. It’s such a relief because I can finally move on and find love with someone else. I can 100% tell he’s going to beat the $hit out of someone later.
I’ve prayed my entire life to “God” and no answer. In the past when I prayed to Lucifer, my prayers were answered quickly.
Also, I was working some magick on that guy through the book I got on Kindle about seduction magic (ritual 1). It didn’t work. Yeah, that guy can’t love. So now my goal is to work with demons to destroy this man. He needs to realize there’s more to life than your academic job. He’s the 2nd academic I’ve dated and both were bananas…and probably gay.