Over the last 4 days I did a major piece of work with the support and approval of all my spirits AND help from two (human) friends in London that was supposed to help out my partner’s business in a way that would change everything for the better, and we got word back an hour ago that it didn’t work, he got turned down - and I know for a fact nothing exactly like this is going to come up for ages now.
It’s really bad news and I’m really pissed off.
I’m just sharing this because magick is real; spirit guidance is real and on most occasions 100% reliable; I’m not new to this, I have a solid range of skills that have delivered perfectly in the past, good allies and pacts in place, and yet still, today I just struck out like I might as well not have bothered.
I’ve done work using these principles before but nothing quite like this, and it seemed to have misfired rather than completely doing nothing, I need to dig out some facts before I know the full situation.
Later or maybe tomorrow I’ll do a post-mortem on why, but like a lot of people here, I’ve posted a lot of successes and cool things on the forum, and I think it’s really important to say to beginners or people getting very patchy results that it can still happen, without that meaning you’re a failure or magick’s all pixie-dust “in your head” shit - evidently I missed out some factor or didn’t understand how to apply something, I don’t know - it was very experimental stuff and I can’t really get into detail without describing my partner’s line of work.
Anyway I just wanted to get this on here because sometimes shit just happens and it doesn’t mean anything except what you allow it to (in my case, that’s to research more, work harder, push theories to new places), and if I can share any findings from the post-mortem that are worth sharing & broadly applicable, I will - I don’t think it was fate, I don’t think “it wasn’t meant to be” - and it’s sure as shit not going to stop me trying on the same area again, but right now I’m going to sulk for a bit.
Hope everyone else is having a MUCH more successful day!