So after i looked at alot of Sites and Forums on the Internet now, i decided to try and ask you guys for help.
My Problem is that it seems like for some reason somebody sended me an Incubus to humilate, blame and rape me whenever he can.
It all started almost two Months ago after my Ex-bf broke up with me, i was really sad and kind of depressed when i met a (i would guess mid 50) women on the Train station at my City wich i havnt seen before in my life.
She came up to me and told me that i dont have to be so sad n stuff because he already got what he deserved and ill be happy soon …you need to understand that i didnt know this women in any way so i yelled at her that she should leave me alone and blamed her infront of many people…she was REALLY REALLY pissed and told me that i will regret how i talked to her after what she did for me ( NO IDEA !!!) …2 days later a friend of mine told me that my ex went to hospital after a car accident…
2 weeks Later THe …i call it nightmare… started when i lay in my bed n watching tv when all of i sudden i felt like a hand was grabbing my tigh, it felt like someone is tryin to press them aside but it stopped after just like 1 second … i thought i was fallen asleep for a moment and it was lieka weired kind of dream or so
the morning after i felt really dizzy as if i just slept for 5 minutes the whole night with massiv headache.
2 Nights Later The Nightmare became real , the Hand was Grabbing my tigh again but this time it spread my legs apart with so much pressure i cant even react in any way possible. and all of a sudden i felt that something was pushing inside me wich at first felt like a dildo or so but in the next moment it pounded so hard that my whole stomach hurted, it felt like something just pushed a knife right into my stomach.
i took a few minutes till it was going slower… while IT was doing it my whole lower body was icecold but in the moment he stopped it felt like its getting hot and warm between my legs and i had an intense orgasm without knowing why.
this kept going almost every second night and from time to time even at daytime while i was at work or in the market or wherever
it was like IT was doin fun of me humilating and blame men infront of everybody pushing himself into every hole at any time of the day wherever im at this time
sometimes it felt like he was goin gentle to make sure he was thrusting in just a second after making me almost scream and cry in Pain
it lasts for almost a Month now as i already said at the beginnign … i think that this women sended me an incubus to make me regret how i act with her that one day
iv been to a doctor for a checkup cuz i felt like something must be broken inside my body cuz it feels like hes using his claws inside of my body almost every time but theres nothing
i did had a few scratches from time to time but nothing really serious i already thought about going to a psychic because maybe im just insane or so …
i hopeone of you can actually tell me what to do or how to get rid of it …
Thank you for listening and sorry for me bad english im not a nativ