Okay, last night I did another Q&A. This one was very interesting, as I definitely did not get what I expected. Also, some personal stuff was revealed to me that I have decided to share for your edification.
4: Lilith
Same altar arrangement as usual, facing South within my UC. I used two red candles for this one, plus my scrying bowl.
Entered an altered state through my usual meditations. The sigil I used was the triangular one posted to the forum by DouglasCameronFuego.
I gazed at the sigil and chanted the Summoning of All Magical Powers incantation. The sigil seemed flat, no response at all. After 9 repetitions of the incantation, I stopped and focused on my breath for a few moments. i started chanting the incantation again, another 9 times.
This time, the sigil started waking up. It was very gradual, though, almost like slow motion. Instead of the flashing or 3D effect, the iris of the eye in the middle of the sigil seemed to spiral open.
I called out, “I call thee, Lilith, Goddess of the Night, to come and appear before me, in beholdable form, and to speak to me in a clear voice I can understand. Lilith, come!”
I repeated the words, while continuing to gaze at the sigil. I didn’t feel anything, no sense of presence at all. I didn’t sense anything building either.
Then I heard, “I am here, sweet one,” followed by laughter. It was like nothing was there, and then suddenly, this voice spoke.
I paused, reaching out with my senses for a sign of her energy or presence. I felt nothing. I continued gazing at the sigil but greeted Her.
DK: Welcome, Lilith. Thank you for coming. I have some questions.
L: Thank you for calling laughter And I have answers.
I continued to gaze at the sigil until I got a flash of impatience.
L: Why do you keep looking at the symbol. Am I not here?
DK: I am sorry, Lilith. Sometimes I am unsure.
L: You are forgiven. Ask your questions.
As I was about to ask my first question, in my mind I got the impression of a young woman twirling around, full of joy and happiness.
L: Well?
DK: I have heard you can aid in Ascension. Is this true? How could you aid me?
L: Yes, it is. And in so many ways. Which way would you like? I have much to offer one such as you.
DK: What do you require of those who work with you?
L: Devotion. Love. Fierceness. Power. I expect and demand such from the ones who call upon me. i am often called for sex, but I offer so much more than mere lust. I can fulfill all desires. What do you desire? here the voice dipped low, with a what I thought might be a smirk
DK: I am seeking to know my inner most heart. Do you have any advice or meditations that can help me in this?
L: There is so much you have hidden. So much hurt. A love lost. Guilt. You must learn forgiveness, my child. Let go of the past or you cripple your future. I can help you with this. I can open your heart. I can heal your pain. It cries out for release.
DK: Who do I have to forgive?
L: Yourself. You must forgive yourself. Call upon me and I will love you. sigh
DK. Thank you, my Lady. I seek mastery of myself and my world but I feel blocked. Any thoughts on this?
L: You hold your emotions in, but they desire expression. Release yourself from your self imposed chains. Be free. Be wild. Let loose the Beast inside! Bring yourself pleasure. Be who you are meant to be, a god upon the earth.
DK: I am part of a community where we share knowledge. Do you have any advice to share with others who may want to work with you?
L: Yes, I know. Tell them, there are no limits. Break the chains. Indulge themselves. Revel in the flesh and the blood. Taste all the world has to offer. Is there anything else you wish to know, my love?
DK: No, thank you, my Lady.
L: Next time, bring me some wine. I love a good red laughter
DK: Thank you again, Lilith. Please return to your home, and may there be peace and respect between us.
L: Always. I love you.
DK: Please return, and be ever ready to come when I call.
L: I have always been with you, silly boy! laughter
This was not what I was expecting from Lilith. There was no Darkness, or Power displayed. It felt like I was talking to a teenage girl who had a crush on me, but there was a very subtle undercurrent of danger to it. It was flirtatious but not overtly sexual.
After counting up out of trance I was quite unsure if it was indeed Lilith I had spoken with. I have since had it verified by a third party that it was so this was definitely one of the most interesting Q&A’s I’ve had.