So I met this girl on POF, got catfished. Looked cute and all,
I felt that we were compatible, that she might have been compatible with me, all interested in the LHP,
Says she was working out and shows me some pics on POF, she looks fit with a nice ass.
But when she showed up, looked like Peter Griffin (Family Guy), I swear to god. Kinda creepy,
But in reality, pot belly, flat ass, saggy flat tits. Damn i got catfished. Pussy is Pussy, but damn. But she drove over an hour to come see me. I felt obligated to perform. Should have never had her come to my house. Should have met elsewhere.
And as usual first time they see me, they want to fuck. Every fucking time. Usually between 6-8 rounds.
She comes off as low self esteem, fearful, and shy. Sex pretty much exposed all her bullshit. Once turned on she can suck a mean dick. Damn near choking herself unconscious, dick starved like I’ve never seen before. The look in her face, I see the dick starved demon, like the Grudge Bitch, she’s lost in the moment. The freak is out. Tells me she loves Anal, but my size scares her. I don’t like fucking a girl in the ass.
Overdelayed Refractory Period, i just want to sleep, fuck that, i want to hibernate. Can’t, sonething is off about her. I tell her everything about the occult. We do a ritual in my “meditation room”. I got all the same shit that Archaelus has. I summon Lucifer, bang on my Himalayan Singing Bowl, chant Lucifer’s Enn. Also an invocation from the Temple of Ascending Flame played on a Bluetooth speaker from YouTube. It’s dark, smoke thick incense fills the room, a few black candles burning in red glass holders. It’s another dimension, an altered reality. I end the invocation and we silence our minds waiting for Lucifer to speak thru us. Something tells me, this woman is hiding a bunch of shit and I shouldn’t trust her. (I mean she did Catfish me after all).
This is supposed to be her first time, but something tells me it isn’t. Weird shit. I had the Asian Sigil of Lucifer drawn with my blood upon it. She was staring at it, later tells me she sees red eyes glowing out of it. I know women are more intuitive than me, but this early on, especially from someone who says they have never done meditation before. Somethings not adding up. I’m scared to go to sleep next to her. Starts talking about decapitation of heads and the losing of consciousness, asks for my thoughts on it. My Samurai Sword is resting on her side of the bed. WTF did I summon, maybe I should do a LBRP.
She’s talking about the future, like we’re married or something. How were going to do all these Amazing things. I’ve already told her I want to go to Cambodia in search of a Treasure. She knows this, but goes off on a tangent. I’m starting to see why she’s still single at 47.
I got a Crazy Bitch.
She ups and goes, calls me an hour later, says that my shirt was found in her purse. Has no idea how it got there. My Zagan Sigil Shirt that I also use as a Thangka when I go skyclad during a ritual.
She’s curious as to what the symbol means, I send her some info about it. Tells me that it was perfect, for it’s a sign that we are to be together.
I feel she took it, so she’d have a reason to come and see me again. If, I wanted it bad enough, I’m like fuck it, I don’t need it that bad, i can always order another one.
I dunno, i do want her to be interested in the LHP, to be an ally in promoting it. The more we have on our side, perhaps one day the 3 parasitic death cults will be gone, but i feel she’s only into this because she found a god worthy to satisfy her like none other.
I gave her some meditation and bodybuilding programs, she subscribed to my Youtube channel so she can access all my playlists on these subjects. She’s so impressionable, I could mold her, but I don’t need her dependent on me, she needs to think for herself.
Maybe if I wasn’t so good, maybe I should have nutted earlier, really sucked at it. But I can’t, I like to show off how good I am. Fucking Pride. I don’t know what to fucking do. Beleth, man he comes thru. But it seems there’s a price to all of this.