Hello, everyone. Hope all is well.
A month ago, I made a post concerning a mysterious entity that has been following me and has claimed to be God (with a capital G): [Help] Entity following me claiming to be God?
I’d like to thank you all for assisting me on that post. Your pieces of advice were splendid. Thank you.
I promised the BALG community an update on this entity. Its been a while, because I really wanted to test him thoroughly.
Well, the first few weeks after that post, things were going well. The entity seemed to show no issues whatsoever, and was in fact quite helpful with the advice he had given me. He seemed to be genuinely interested in helping me along my life.
Soon, however, the entity began to act odd. He would still help me with his wisdom, but every time I would bring up any of the members of the demonic kingdom, he would question why I worked with such entities, and often convey an emotion of disappointment at my willingness to work with demons. I took this as a red flag, because the various “non-demon” spirits that I have spoken with do not seem to mind that I work with demons. Some even encourage it. So to see him becoming disappointed with my decision was a red flag. However, I understood that all spirits are different, and that perhaps this was just a personal opinion of his. So I didn’t want to judge him just yet. But I was now on guard.
Later on in my tests, the entity had become more “clingy”…appearing more often now, and even at inappropriate times. I found this annoying, and asked him why he insisted on appearing this frequently. His argument was that he was protecting me. When I asked “from who?”, he would only reply with “the forces that wish to do you harm”.
I kindly asked him to refrain from appearing so often, or at least not at inappropriate times (like when I am in the shower…). He seemed disappointed, and a little angry. But he listened.
After a while, we were cool again. He didn’t show any other odd signs. Then one day, during a conversation on philosophy, he randomly asked me about my Christian past, and if I would ever consider going back again. This was a huge red flag. I don’t know any member of the LHP that would even consider going back to the Christian religion. So for him to ask this question, knowing that I’ve worked with demons, was a bit fishy. I confronted him about this, and (politely) asked him why he would ask that question. He said that he was only curious, and that I seemed much happier back then compared to now. And I admit…I was. But it was a “blissful ignorance”. I was happy, but I was blind to Truth. And in my humble opinion, it is better to hear a devastating truth than to be drowned in comforting lies. To test further, I decided to consult a separate entity, and one I’m extremely close to now.
I decided that I would ask Mother (Lilith) about the entity. I told her everything about him, and asked her what I should do about the situation.
She got very protective after I described the entity and its contact with me to her. It was extreme…I liken it to a mother becoming protective of a daughter who had just unknowingly spoken to a reputed serial rapist. She did not want me staying around him. She told me that he was a well-known parasite and a liar, and that she wanted me to refrain from contacting him again, and to order him to leave me alone for good.
When Mother worries, I worry. So now I began to become cautious of this entity. It still appeared, however, albeit less frequently. I started to slowly distance myself from him. Keeping conversations shorter, and making excuses to leave. Soon, it started to notice, and it questioned me.
I did not reply with a reason. I simply asked for its name. Its real name. This is when the entity started to change rapidly. At first, it tried to switch the topic. But I insisted. Again, I asked for its name. Then, Its temperament changed becoming angry and hostile. Another red flag. I told it again that I simply wanted its name, and it refused yet again. So I told him that he was obviously hiding something from me. I said that if he wasn’t, he would not be offended by me asking for his name. Finally, after about ten minutes of back-and-forth argument, he finally agreed, and signed his name in the air. He signed “Yahweh”.
At that moment, I knew what this was all about. The entity was the parasitic deity that some occultists were talking about, and it was trying to slowly groom me back into my previous Christian path. Now, I will admit…I had no idea that the Christian god was a real thing, still being somewhat new to this all. I had little understanding that there are millions of gods and spirits from various pantheons across the universe.
He could tell that I knew what he was up to, because his entire personality changed into, well…an asshole. He replied, “Well…you’re smarter than I thought.” Which I found mildly insulting. i didn’t even bother keeping him around for longer. I simply asked him to leave. For good.
He kept insisting that I let him stay, and that he could offer me all those things that I desire so long as I leave Lilith, Lucifer, Belial, and all of the demonic realm alone and come back to his path. Funny thing is, I’ve worked with him unknowingly for the better half of my life…praying and praying, sometimes in tears, all for nothing but silence. It’s one of the reasons I even came to the occult in the first place. My life got so bad that the choice was either I dabble into all of this and take the chance, or just commit suicide. Thankfully, I chose the better option!
Realizing how little he has helped me in over 19 years of absolute devotion (absolutely no ounce of help whatsoever), and how much the demonic realm made by life better in literally a month and a half, I (politely) told him that I will no longer be serving him and will instead follow Lucifer and the rest of the demonic realm, until I pass over and even beyond.
This made him angry, and he insisted on throwing insults at me, saying how I will never do this, never do that, won’t amount to anything, etc. The same things I had been hearing all of my life…which told me that he had been watching me years ago, and just didn’t bother to answer any of my prayers.
Most of his insults didn’t anger me. I knew that he was just trying to get under my skin. It was only his last insult that made me completely lose it, because it was about Lilith herself. I can handle insults directed toward me, because I’ve heard them all my life. But I suppose he knew how much I loved Lilith, to the point where I have a sort of ‘weak spot’. He insisted on saying “That whore you call your Mother will only do you harm in the long run.” And I got that feeling in my body where it feels like your blood is boiling. Usually I’m civil, but I hurled all sorts of insults at him out of anger: Telling him to go fuck himself, that I hope he burns in a fiery pit, that he is a pathetic parasite and a disgrace to all of existence, and other not-so-nice things. I even wanted to fight him.
But I calmed down immediately, realizing that he was only trying to get under my skin because he knows I won’t come back to him. Plus, he was still a powerful spirit. Challenging one to a fight wouldn’t be a wise idea. So I just ordered him to leave forever. Thankfully, he did. The last thing I ever heard from him was that “I will regret this”. Which I doubt.
That was a few days ago, and I have not heard from him since. Hopefully, he will not return again. Once again thank you guys . Had you not told me to be cautious, I probably would have kept him around for longer, possibly for good. Who knows what would have happened to me.
Thanks for reading!