I’ve got a lot of jumpy notes here and there as of these days to try bare with me as I explain the overall backstory of this journal. In essence I have always felt drawn to viking magick but I’ve always made excuses to not get into this or in the time before I found BALG I was lazy and also frustrated due to the lack of results. The frustration part was because when I was began, like many beginners, I expected magick to work wonders, which it can but not by going Thanos on the process. That simply doesn’t work. So after approaching the runes through the lense of Edred Thorsson and worked through his books, I learned the names and divination but not spellcasting. Then not sure where to begin ot start I tried the read the Eddas in short I didn’t find it very helpful. After some time dabbling with the runes I simply asked for a teacher and sent it out through the ether, it was after about spending a year on trying to learn evocation, divination and soul travel without learning how to meditate or calming my mind down first. I was at the time already diagnosed with ADHD so that became a big hurdle for me in my learning process. Someone in the ether must’ve heard me and long story short through the help of a mediator, I made a pact with Azazel and he’s been guding me ever since, not with the runes per se but he guided me intuitively, through the knowledge I gained by reading various grimoires on how to put it all together.
One miraculous event as I was experimenting with the runes and learning the Galdr of each one. My father called and mentioned that my mother was ill, and that her bloodpressure was off the charts apparently. I was pretty scared to say the least and decided that I wanted to help. After the phone call ended, I place five runes on a table like this;
I don’t remember which runes I used, as I haven’t found that grimoire where I noted down all the runes, if I find it I’ll show which runes I used. I then dripped some blood on them and then basically said the following;
Mother, through the bond that unties us through our blood, I hereby say that the illness will pass and your life has returned to normal, your health and strength will return and you will be reborn anew with a healthy life. This is my command and so mote it be.
I combined the statment imagine my mothers cells going fram bad, and plump and healthy, basically imagining the first as dried up and having almost no acivity towards quickly imagining them, being filled with fluids, round and healthy, surrounded by a golden light made them go fram bad to good. About two days after, I found out that she was well and the had for now managed to hold the disease and he also told me it was strange that she was alive as her bloodpressure when she arrived was about 300 mmHg. That’s really high by the way, she could’ve really easily. And for a time it seems the spell I cast lasted but the effect faded but showed thwe potency of the runes.
There are other instances I’ve used but due to lack of any concerete path or material when I started I simply gave up after a time.
Then after working with other forms of magick some of which I’ve recorded on here, I made my runeset about a year and a half ago, and then was about to begin again. But I felt the pull of the demonic gatekeepers once more and so I let it sink into the background. Up until Christmas last year, when I signed for an apprenticeship with the author of the heathen, let’s say that apprenticeship didn’t end well because of me and eventually we just stopped talking. However I follow and my inutition and so far I don’t seem to be too far off.
Currently I am working with Odhinn and I will sign a pact the guy, technically it’s also sealed and done verbally, however it’s not been done physically. I’ll detail, how that pact came to be as well as the what’ve learned so far in a separate post. My pathworking with the gatekeepers and the Qliphoth and the O.A.A is not done as these have been flowing together for me for quite a while. why i haven’t detialed much in these journals if because of several reasons, the most important one being it took a while to write and quite frankly due to magick being a touchy subject for my partner I had to take a battle with that, and currenty we’ve reached an agreement which I have explained in a previous post.
Currently what I do is dedication prayers, attmepting to unlock the runes, I’ve been able to unlock two runes, specifically Ansuz and Fehu. I’ll let you know more that in the post following this one.
I figure of describing how I do my dedication prayers I think I should instead show you. So;
Also the credit for authoring these prayers goes to Asbjörn Torvol.
Some people might recognize my voice, I guess I’ll have to deal with it when the time arrives I am tired of hiding my time for secrecy is over and I hereby accept my responseability to bring the Norse Pantheon back to the minds of my kinsmen and those who are intrested to walk the path of the Völva or Vitki.
I’ll at times post a video instead of explaining a lot it’ll be faster then writing up something, plus you can see what’s going on as well.
With that said I hope this is will be a useful journal once it gets going. And I am excited to share my experiences with you all.
I’ll finally get to update my Qliphothic journal as well.
Talk to you soon.