When you dont keep up your promises to Lucifer:
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Gracious Lucifer
For me and for anybody who finds this important or in synchronizity.
Lucifer:
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Oh love i seek only from the profane!
Realize right now,here with me that love stays within me and all the beings i graceiously truly love and i do not lie to you or to anybody.
I love you in the matter of fact i see you grow alike a Father his sons. Your bloom is organic and never ending are its phases.
When you look upon the stars know i look back into you, and know it all well too good.
So dont worry about it too much. Keep on going.
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Much Love and Support
Lucifer~🌟
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LUX 
ANGUIS 
Lucifer when you decide to keep your promises.
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(Literally)
Magic Warfare 101
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When you finally cross the line in magic where…
You never and can never come back again.
Basicly me and my Grandma at the beginning🤣 we love eachother, i am happy that i have her😊
When you practice a channeld Mantra of Shugal for Magical empowerment and growth but shugal be like casually show himself while driving…at your interior mirror:
Try to really suprise me so that " me do a funeh accident ".
Wich i know whas him taunting me, i picked this whole scenario up to show me that we have somewhat similar taste of humor.
If this Entity actually had a sense of modern humor, wich in my insights he has been and is somewhat of a influence in that, bc well he is one of the modern gods who rule besides Choronzon the media outlets and machinerys in the background and occaisonly pretty obviously.
I knew what he whas doing.
I mean usualy no spirit or being wants to completely appear, unless they want to show you something or like in my case wants to prank you.
I am happy that i allready saw enough shit so that this doesnt really face me that much anymore. But actually is humorous to me.
But my gut tells me its just one of many more (Pranks) to come.
Thank you Shugal.
My last three Lizard neurons when im trying to sleep.
Did a new request fullfillment with Phul.It is powerfull for strenghtening ones clearvoyance and psychic abilitys.
Enjoy.
For the greatest gain of power one must also equally endure its measures of greatest pain.
Basicly means i have no lust or just not motivated for anything.
This really speaks volumes for me.
This trait whas and is in me since very young age. That i really am not that of an passionate guy for maaany thinks in life. I just dont have it.Except for magic it whas and is different i found. Magic and occultism, art, movies, music, the black arts, training, but other than that i am filled with utter disinterest for life in general if im being honest with myself outside of my craft. If i have not found it.Than probably i would be still fat like the costumes like rammsteins wearing…but sometimes this darkness overweights and am stuck in bed for many hours and find nothing to motivate me to get thinks done…
Sometimes it is that with me and i need patience with myself…
To heal and understand why.
And than i can move on again.
Like it doesnt matter how much of an routine i plan and try to sustain or goals,chaos overweighs and reigns than dominance and than again im hiting the wall and feel just utter disinterest again and sinking into my phone just to cope with it. …
And than i meditate but even this is weared down…by it.
Ive been trough a lot for a child and young adult and i know im not alone thats why i think its understandable why this shit still hiting and keeps me back occaisonly and potentially still you.
When im trying to push this shit its like 3 forward and 2 back. But well i do make litle progress than.In frustration…
And i knew this frustration will not help me in any way.
So i appeal to learn patience and preseverance for me and you when we procastinate trough quote on quote “Lazyness”.
Its just a way of healing and defracturing of oneself in isolation.
LUX ANGUIS
In my deep studys ive came to a rather enlightening perspective.
“Magic is not only here to be used for what you want, magic is also practiced essentially for what is necessary”
My Next Suggestion has been done.
Make your victims crawl before your feet.
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LUX
ANGUIS
One part of my promise is now done!
Hail my whole self!
Hail me Tristan Lucifer Frantar!
Hail me Lux Anguis!
Hail me Azzuok Ashimmar!
Finally ladys and gentleman i am in my flow again!
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The more advanced i become the more i am forced to look inside of myself. So i am forced to confront my inner hurt self wich lies to loong between my wanting to walk feet and my path . It makes me a criple emotionaly. And so it criples my life unecessary.
But at least i have found a cause wich makes me procastinate on these occasions i want to actually grow. So i aknowledge this and will take the necessary steps to solve this problem.
Step by step i am becoming more liberated and self actualized…
LUX ANGUIS
WHEN:
Never give up.
When i am depressed i simply need deep-rest.
I see it as a oportunity to let go all the shit that has bothered me for so long internally and uncounciously have it drown away.
All my vices all my copings all my addictions are loosing its hold upon me when the roots of it has been absorbed .
Because i have done too much to just fail. Thats not it.And i deeply know this it is just my feminine aspect of myself who needs time reabsorb the fragments of my hidden shadow self and my magical workings to become with my masculine active side of my magic devilish godly self as one to properly function and to give further advanced results.
Prelude:
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I have worked the previous weeks with satanic sigils who where inclined with Satanas and Death gods and saints.
And at the day when i whitnessed and interacted with this:
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This satanic blessig has just culminated with all the other ones into a big astral mass of a tar black mass of Shadow work wich i had absorbed and gulped a decrepit and long ignored shadow aspect of myself.
It happened than after in my deeply nightly astraljourney.
I whas driving in a deep night even the car lights couldnt light anything with my car in my home town where I life unto a nearby field but on the way i absorbed alike in mariokard 64 and its on the road perks wich hovers over the road a orion alien spaceship into me than it speeded me to the dug up and prepared brown and open field i screamed in agony but i knew i had to do it like something just sucked my astralbody there.
This think whas screaming and ready to lach onto me it whas alike a mutated black cat in combination with a porcipine with black energetic needles and when it lached unto my left arm (Wich is the absorbing side of the body and general of ones being) i bite it to death like a beast. Than it whas just alike a deep black naked snail with a mat of black litle needles. Like black glue slowly absorbing into my left arm than into my whole System.
Than i woke up and i still felt slowly absorbing into my arm and whole system.
Than the rest of the day i whas confronted with my depression with my underlying feelings with my undigesting feelings and aspects of inner agressions wich when i accepted it and understood it , this whole vanished and what remained is more power, more whisdom and more self understanding. But this most likely only happens if you have and do take the time to actually for example cry, scream being furious, looking into the distant forest being alone just meditate and feel and nothing else ocupying your counciousness.
Thank you Satanas
And all hosts of hell and any other beings who blessed and helped me grow.
I love you all very much!
LUX
ANGUIS
I highly recommed anyone doing this pact when you want to have an break trough in your craft, in your power levels and general black magical growth!