The Thrice Born

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Finally i have my lemonlike incense offerings ready.

I will look forward to buy him an ornament where his spirit can house in on his now Hire altar.

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If Pisces Moon would be an Album. On my opinion this would be it:

https://youtu.be/yPWYlDGEMwE

My new attempt at gamaiel to reach my previous alchemycaly filled black essence to empower myself sexually and vampiricly. Lillith has been around me for a while now. And due to my new reached skills just as the deeper and finer perception into the spiritual worlds i thougt at first i can handle this. And that i train my shadow astral body to be an vampiric predator as per Michael w. Fords book such as apep and akhtya in combination with previous forces and practices of vk.

Well i incantate the hells where it resides and the power names i added unto the description of gamaliel my own channeled sigils of each name.
See
My Qliphoth Journal 1

Well in my meditation and what i think geting succced into gamaliel i perceived that trough my spiritual vision. The sphere was timely illuminated by a dark moon and and a black sun the atmosphere of the sky where pastel orange unto orange and here and there brownish clouds. In there wher rough edged monument like stones. The earth was blood red like it was soaked with blood. So the color white, orange, blood red and black came along and a vast deesert and this sharp stone tunnel wich i am sure could have led me into the deeper lands of it…

And let me tell ya it was scary af the mood i got into really intimidating. I saw ghulish king face like in the film of lord of the rings where aragorn meets the undead king. But this one was neutral but cant be trusted. The other one had projected this scary mood it was a ammased antropromorphic pile of meat and red googli snake like eyes all around in it(a truly obscene one-but my feeling is telling me this whas only the beginning) . Nothing more and litle tendrils and of course the mood to project on me. So he can feast of the fear and my prana and i knew something was off. So i bukled up for this challenge pulled myself together and concentrated my shadow form unto the ahrimanic beast form and looked foraciously for who whas doing that.

I mutilated and succced that mofo unto an dead husk and not around.

But due to my surprising insight i decided to go back and reflect on this experience.

α›‹LUX🐍ANGUISα›‹

*I meant the book Akhuru. Akhtya is one of the magical Names of Michael w. Ford.

My reflection upon this:

The obsecene grotesque ammased meatpile of redeyes and lil tentacles could siymbolicly mean who emited this fear so that i would easyer let off my energys that he could feed from it could also be my amigdala active. The Amigdala brain organ is near located near the pineal gland.

And is responsible for fear and anxiety when it comes to stress situations and survival.

The undead skull like ghul creature or wraith who i cannot trust. Could also translate too bc death is also symbolical for rebirth and transformation. But bc it was untrustwhorthy maybe this type of think i do ritually is not the right way of transformation i need when i am doing this way.

The bloodred earth could mean that it needs my blood as offering to finally go trough the tunnels in the innner world of gamaliel. That it can flourish

Hmm blood than it is. I will see.

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