The Thrice Born


Inspired from


This album rocks for me personally the most besides ACS. And i allways wondered because i know that mr. Manson is an occultist if i would be able to channel something unique from it besides his usual used logos~sigils i drawed this in the middle that came from my senses when i engaged in this period of his music with my psychic perception abilitys .



Idk right now i quiet enjoy nothing anymore.

Sometimes all the projects i am doing are really weighting on me. And are making me more sensitve and on the nerfes, just anger. And i know i must push trough. Without pressure no coal becomes an diamond.

But i do know i must Rest properly, before i do thinks again. Never quitting…

Staying strong…:muscle:t2:

I do feel these are again the familiar rays of the Black sun and saturn that i am interacting within my 666 project right now. I recall my experience with heavy usage of the black flame mantra of azazel and the qlipoth. Man so much pressure. Afterwards i came trough…later than i recovered, being stronger bether and whiser.

So if you are also in this just know it is necessary for your growth and overall refinement unto the elegant black diamont you shall and will become.

Saturn and the black sun are hard but fair teachers of whisdom and power.

Hail Amaymon.


(These are the phases where i most of the time just go complete underground mode and i am for long periods of time offline here. But well i do want this time and have the strenght to keep up as good as i can right now)

When i recall my premature enlightenment when i was 16 or so.

It is good described by Book of Enoch chapter 70.

This also came to me in my deep meditations.

Today i did a troughout spiritual, mental, material cleansing.

It felt like a big pile of poopybrain big poop influence trobed off me and had sended it pooperly back where it belongs… unto the poopy maker…


The sender(s) be like

I partake in a revenge Vampire rite for a week and gonna fuck this guy up. I drain him from health and vitality. Depression and sickness shall haunt him for some weeks. And also to replenish MY resources.

Hail Satanas Lucifer Amaymon!

Hail vampire gods!
Hail Lux Anguis!
Hail Naga Draco Nosferatu!
Hail Strigoii Morte!



The Main spirit Animal music tune of my ((Enemy Senders)) be like:

Verdammt das ist ja schrecklich…
Und nochmal verdammt ich mag Kpop…

Guess what i did today after my usual spiritual practice and work routine.

Absolutely no-thing.

Just layin and sleeping on my bed butt naked bc my room in summer even though i have a ventilator is like a sauna… not kidding. And i feel great about it i really deserved it on my terms. So fuck self and outer pressure.

I am busy during my weekends also there I am working from 10 to 7 have no free days as of now.

And today is EKADASHI

That means i dont eat and drink the whole day and its pretty interesting and cleansing expirience.

I also do some Hinduism related practices that is related to Mahashivaratri(once a year) and this Ekadashi and some yogic exercises.

And they are pretty enriching my life in some ways i didnt expect even though they arent like my main fokus point of my spiritual endevours most of my time.

This Fasting and Askese Practice hightens my spiritual sensor and my psychic abilitys. The flickers of energy manifestations i see around people or me are more numbered than usual and spirit and entity sightings seems to be more clearer and more aparent than usual. Like i see more here and there some strange like out if thin air manifested dark faces and shadowy figures also light entitys and energys it colors ranging to infinity in its variations. It is a wonderfull experience most of the time. So i am not worried at all about it. :blush:

Me when one minute after midnight:


When i fall into my own unrecognized shadowy fetishes and despairs and i seem to loose my control of councioussnes in an unbalanced matter i recite this found inner affirmations like 18 times or how you feel in your numerogical sheme apropriate:

My Spirit is stronger than my flesh.

Imediatly afterwards visualize yourself doing the task(s) succesfully unto its finish! do it as long as your intuition is giving your the sign to start or wait a lil.

Even though you finish it or not completely it is important when not, to state to yourself two thinks.

1 gram practice is much more worth than 1 million tons of Theory.

Little progress is bether than no progress.

And proceed in the next day(s) to finish it completely.

I say this, succesfull momentums build up slowly but once you got it, it gets only bether with time and perseverence. Like a lil snowball who accumalates in mass and speed the more he roles down from the mountain and Hits in the end his goal(s) with a big WHAM! GOT IT!

I think this affirmation inspiration came from

Matthew 26:41

Where theres is quotet
The spirit is indeed willing but the flesh is weak.

Simply one has big expectations of doing something but bc of lack of motivation or inspiration willpower etc does not life up to it.