I’m a gray Magi. My leanings are RHP, but sometimes I away in the other direction, LHP.
There are prominent figures that I follow for each path.
The only rituals done today were Relaxation Ritual, Breathwork, Body Awareness Ritual, and Tarot Contemplation Ritual. Meditation and a scan or two were done as well.
Tomorrow we work harder and do the Daily Work and Planet of the Day. Log results and performance factors.
DATE: 11-20-2025
DAY: Thursday, day of Jupiter. El, Tzadkiel/Sachiel, Chashmalim. Blue candles, Cedar incense.
TIME: 12:10 PM PST.
MOON PHASE: Waning in Sagittarius.
WEATHER: 60s and rainy.
SLEEP: Less than three hours.
DREAMS: None recalled.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Faint and light headed from sleep deprivation. Soreuscoes. Semi ill feeling, mainly nausea.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Explained in physical Conditions.
MOOD: Good.
RITUALS PERFORMED: None yet.
PERFORMANCE: NA
RESULTS: NA
THOUGHTS:
TASKS:
Got in bed bath last night with a PM CNA.
Got little sleep last night.
Got up before breakfast and had breakfast on my tray table in my wheelchair.
Used restroom.
Having lunch and dinner from my wheelchair.
Starting planet of the day torrow early morning. Too many people around that may disrupt.
11-20-2025
Thursday - No work was done in prep for tomorrow, and ill timing.
RITUALS PERFORMED:
Body Awareness Ritual, Relaxation Ritual, Tarot Contemplation Ritual, Meditation, Soul Scans.
PERFORMANCE and RESULTS:
BAR - Good, easy self scan. Nausea, weakness. Sore arms, legs, shoulders and back. RR - So_so. Couldnt quite get it beyond ill nerves. Soul Scans - Good. quite a bit to think about.
Meditation - good, Content and silent mind for five minutes.
TCR - YHVH Tzabaoth cutting deck.
VI The Lovers. Gemini. The Children of the Voice, The Oracle of the Mighty Gods. The Disposing Intelligence. Binah to Tiphareth. Zayin, sword, 7.
Constructed a routine template for tomorrows PotD Ritual for Venus. Do Neophyte Formula first.
Plan for tonight:
Finish up astrology chapter one, relay notes made after reading and finishing chapter.
Be keeping up with Work so moving on with Zelator them Theoricus is smoother than last attempt. Make sure all side reading has been done with Christopher’s book, and if necessary, for Kraig’s book.
Listen to archangel enns and speak DKs Archangel mantras. Memorize a mantra to whisper while walking with wheelchair or walker.
Meditate before bed.
Friday:
Meditate first thing in morning.
Be prepared for immense ritual tomorrow afternoon. Do Neophyte ritual in morning.
Listen to archangel enns and speak DKs Archangel mantras. Memorize a mantra to whisper while walking with wheelchair or walker.
In afternoon do Planet of the Day ritual.
Keep up with Astrology reading and journaling.
At night do any necessary side reading.
Do OAA first flame exercises and NAOS first degree exercises.
Meditate before bed.
DATE: 11-21-2025
DAY: Friday, day of Venus. YHVH Tzabaoth, Haniel. Elohim. Green candles, Rose incense.
TIME: 10:02 AM PST
SLEEP: Still choppy but more solid sleep last night.
DREAMS: None recalled.
MOON PHASE:
WEATHER:
MENTAL CONDITIONS: frustrated, tired.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: sore legs and arms from therapy, light headedness.
MOOD:
RITUALS PERFORMED:
Relaxation Ritual: TBD
Body Awareness Ritual: sore legs, sore arms, slightly sore neck.
Shining Crosses Ritual: halfway through got thrown off by walk-in.
PERFORMANCE:
Was walked in upon halfway through the shining crosses ritual, encountered resistance, shall we say.
Body awareness and relaxation ritual we’re not done, the body awareness post therapy is telling me sore legs sore arms and a little bit of a sore neck.
Ritual routine has been thrown off, will attempt later today or resume early morning.
RESULTS:
Was walked in by two CNAs mid ritual which resulted in laughter, and pissed me off.
Just chanted this:
This helped calm me a little.
THOUGHTS:
I was informed that my solar plexus chakra and or hard chakra are blocked. The only blockage I know of as far as my chocolate is go was the root chakra.
feel a little bit lighter in the solar plexus chakra area.
Feel a tad mightier.
TASKS:
Got out of bed and into the wheelchair.
Brushed hair after getting dressed.
Got to physical therapy and did physical and occupational therapy in the rehab gym.
After lunch we’ll brush teeth, and apply deodorant.
Performed QC/LRP/QC. Rushed it and visualized it, kept the circle going, all from my wheelchair.
Was briefly interrupted but kept going afterward. Was in between the QC and LRP wjhwm interrupted. Respectful but briefly interrupted.
RITUALS PERFORMED: Tarot Contemplation Ritual (TCR).
PERFORMANCE: Good. Tapped four times, and drew under YHVH Tzabaoth.
RESULTS:
XIX The Sun. Sol. Lord of the Fire of the World. The Collecting Intelligence. Resh, a head reversed, 200.
Regeneration, a new age of the Solar child.
It’s a wind down period right now.
Thoroughly review the process of the planet of the day exercise to do.
We’ll see what corners can be cut maybe no banishing except at the start, an invoking field open at the end.
The point of this, besides being serious with it and knowing it by heart,is to see what Venus can shake from the tree it’s late in the day. It would be nice to get it done during the Venus hour as well.
Tomorrow is Saturday, the day of Saturn, and Saturn is a very serious planet to work with. It governs age and sickness and health, formation of temples, and time itself. So, when tomorrow comes, it will be roughly the same routine except for the greater ritual of the hexagram.
Earth exercise: Silence exercise: Listening.
Earth exercise: Nature: Greeted plant kingdom who then responded.
Earth exercise: List of erthly things encountered or thought of:
Mineral kingdom. Water. Food. Animal kingdom. Plant kingdom. Flowers. Birds. Soil. Wooden objects. Metal objects. Buildings. Beds. Tables. Glass. Vines. Coffee. Espresso. Books. Paper. Pens. Ink.
Listened to, and even went along with it saying the enn of Raphael, off YouTube.
Realized that it had been about 7 minutes of listening to it staring at the sigil and seeing the line start bouncing.
I them felt him. The Holy One, or God Who Heals. I felt a tingling on my crown, and a soft touch on my cheek.
Any pain I had in his presence was gone.
Then I played the enn for Metatron desiring concise communication and clarity of mind.
My neighboring roommate of the three of us on this room, who’d come here after suffering a stroke and early onset confusion and dementia, had a clear mind and conversation with his son.
I then played Uriels enn. Still awaiting results of that.
Since my legs are semi paralyzed still, I am back on bed, so only reading and meditation will take place. I did do the MPR earlier. So my Neophyte Formula was accomplished, while The Planet of the Day Ritual was not done.
I will attempt it in the morning for Saturn.
DATE: 11-22-2025
DAY: Saturday, day of Saturn. YHVH Elohim, Cassiel, Tzadqyiek, Aralim. Black candles, Sandalwood incense.
TIME: 12:00 PM PST
MOON PHASE:
WEATHER:
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Stressed. Good otherwise.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Sprained ankles and need to lose weight, approx 70 lbs.
MOOD: Good.
RITUALS PERFORMED: RR, BA, QC, LBRP, QC, Adoration to the Lord of the Universe, Morning and Noon Solar Adoration, Middle Pillar Ritual.
PERFORMANCE: Fair voice, but visualization sucked.
RESULTS: TBD
TASKS:
Got out of bed and into my wheelchair.
Used restroom and dressed.
Brush hair and teeth after lunch.
Shower after lunch.
Exercise using dumbbells and theraband.
THOUGHTS:
Planet of the Day needs to start today.
Banishing all from Luna to Venus
Invoke Saturn, and Active Spirit. Tomorrow banish Saturn and Invoke Sol.
Pushing shower back to p.m. shift.
The reason being is I would like to at least do the Saturn invoking GRH, and Invoking the Four Powers of Earth.
The connection between the two? Well, not too annoy my neighbors but that I am less of a distraction doing it.
Listened to enn of Raphael, then one of Uriel (talk about a long enn). My neighbor offered me food from In and Out. Even got my shower scheduled for tomorrow morning.
Did not do the planet of the day, I may try creation of the astral temple and do it on the astral temple.
A thought just occurred to me…
We have an arts and crafts hour, where if there is paint or colored pencil, and paper, I can actually get some ornamentation done for a magical temple in my space. The only other thing necessary would be push pens or thumbtacks.
My neighbors daughter bought me a double-double meal from In-N-Out. I am full.
I was playing enn videos for Raphael, Metatron and Uriel.
Raphael … I felt warm touches and a tingling scalp or tingling crown from Raphael.
Metatron … felt active and focused.
Uriel …. Felt patient. Food arrived shortly.
Will study astrology reading shortly.
Meditated last night and this evening. Roughly four minutes each. Yesterday came easy, perhaps due to roommate family here, it was not as easy tonight.
I did get today’s Neophyte Formula done today. Will make sure it gets done tomorrow morning.
Self discipline, focus, visualization, goals and will can use some practice and attention.
Fell asleep bróefly which was two hours briefly. Awoke to two cups of coffee waiting for me.
DATE: 11-23-2025
DAY: Sunday, day of Sol. YHVH Eloah ve Daath. Gold or yellow candles, frankincense incense.
TIME: 1:08 AM PST
MOON PHASE:
WEATHER:
SLEEP: Choppy.
DREAMS:None recalled.
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Tired yet cannot sleep. Heard a loud squeaking noise for a few minutes.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Sore ankles, sore legs. Sore shoulder blades and rotator cuffs. Nose is annoying through being congested.
MOOD: Good.
RITUALS PERFORMED: TBD. Neophyte Formula, Zelator Formula, Planet of the Day.
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
TASKS:
Get out of bed and and into shower chair.
Shower, apply deodorant, get dressed.
Brush hair and brush teeth.
Exercise.
THOUGHTS:
Work on grade exercises.
11-23-2025
WEATHER:
Partly sunny.
Low 60° High 66° Now 62°
MOON PHASE:
TASKS:
Got out of bed for bathroom use.
Got dressed.
No therapy today.
No shower this morning. Will take Wednesday.
RITUALS PERFORMED: Silence exercise, Body Awareness, Relaxation Ritual, Adorations, Shining Crosses Ritual, Qabballistic Cross Ritual, Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Qabballistic Cross Ritual, Middle Pillar Ritual, Neophyte Meditation. Adoration.
PERFORMANCE: Silence exercise of choice: Listening. The other exercise, Restricting the Topic involves not letting anyone inside my head or using my words to touch sensitive or forbidden topics. Listening is easy since many people here have dementia to a degree, and want to be heard and included.
Body Awareness. Slight nausea due to overeating. My tightness of XL clothes confirms this. Going to pursue a strict diet. Sore feet as if both ankles were sprained and feet this wobble in the wrong direction. Over stimulation and nausea from overdose of caffeine. Must limit intake to coffee or pop maximum three cups per day, water no limit.
RESULTS: Lunch will arrive shortly. I have therapy after lunch.
TASKS:
After lunch I have physical therapy.
After…Wash with wet washcloth and Bodywash, comb Bodywash through wet hair and let dry. Apply deodorant. Brush teeth and use mouthwash.
SYNCHRONICITY:
Received body wipes and body wash from neighbor who came here due to a stroke.
THOUGHTS:
Played Metatron enn in background over lunch. The Adorations, LBRP and MPR still need to be done.
Enns played:
Metatron, Sandalphon, Raphael.
Considering Marbas, came upon these:
And
Going back to YouTube, Gabriel enn was the first video displayed.