The Theoricus Journal

Journals, Group Rituals & Free Readings
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DATE: 10/26/2025
DAY: Sunday, day of Sol. YHVH Eloah ve Daath. Michael. Malachim. Gold or yellow candles. Frankincense incense. Gold.
TIME: 05:00 AM PST

SLEEP: Awoke several times, latest 03:00
DREAMS: None recalled.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Anxious to point of being overwhelmed. Anxious of being on my own, struggling in California on SSDI as sole income. Lonely and feel alone at times.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Sore wound area, slightly swollen. Wound Nurses have been checking it daily, but the plastic surgery Duo were supposed to come check it on Thursday, but have not seen them as of yet. Last time I worked with plastic surgery duo was the surgery roughly, oh, a week ago. Legs, core, and arms were sore, but three days no exercise, as of today. Sore lower back. Sore right foot when adjusted to proper degree. Sore neck when turned left or right.

MOON PHASE:
Sun Scorpio 3°21’
Moon Sagittarius 27°56’
Crescent Moon (54°34’)
Mercury Scorpio 26°50’
Venus Libra 15°44’
Mars Scorpio 23°35’
Jupiter Cancer 24°43’
Saturn Pisces 26°03’ R
Uranus Gemini 0°28’ R
Neptune Pisces 29°54’ R
Pluto Aquarius 1°24’

WEATHER:
61°
Feels like 61°
Mostly cloudy
Precip: 10%
Humidity: 87%
Wind: 3 mph
Air quality: Moderate
Lower than normal temperature expected today

MOOD: Anxious.

RITUALS: No work done today due to fatigue.
East
RITUAL: Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Body Awareness
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Relaxation Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:

RITUAL: Ascent Into the Cube of Space PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:
RITUAL: Shining Cross Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual/Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, Earth Banishing
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:

RITUAL: Leaser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Analysis of Keyword
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
South

RITUAL: Invoking the Four Powers of Earth

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:
RITUAL: Solar Adoration with Grade Sign
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
West
RITUAL: Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Middle Pillar Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Solar Adoration with Grade Sign
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
North
RITUAL: Neophyte Meditation
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Solar Adoration with Grade Sign
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:

WARDS:
WARD: Shining Cross Ritual
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD
WARD: Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD

SHIELDS:
SHIELD: LBRP, LBRH
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD

EXERCISES:
EXERCISE: Silence by Listening
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD

READING:
Mystical Qabalah
Tree Of Life
Sacred Magic of Ancient Egypt
Z Documents (Golden Dawn, Book Five)
Kabbalah, Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation
The Golden Dawn
Modern Magick
Greater Key of Solomon

PROJECTS:
PROJECT: Compendium of Goddesses to start tomorrow morning.
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD

THOUGHTS:

Tomorrow be more proactive by getting sufficient sleep. For some reason my discussion with my yoga teacher 21 years ago came to mind, that my root chakra is blocked. So I then looked up reasons for it being blocked..one thing I cannot do due to being on a pseudo Atkins diet is to become a vegetarian. To re engage taking up yoga. That is swell. Give up meat. Not swell. Anyway, this is a possible topic to ask the spirits.

TASKS:

Out of Bed before Breakfast

Used restroom and dressed

Applied deodorant

Brushed teeth and hair

Did main text reading

Dis exercises, not on PT or OT schedule today.

Back in bed before lunch.. awake since 2 am

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It has been a few days.

DATE: 10/31/2025
DAY: Friday. Halloween, Day of Venus. Day of YHVH Elizabeth, Haniel, Elohim. Green or Red candles, Rose incense.
TIME: 01:40 AM PST. (Awoke at 01:00 AM PST)

SLEEP/DREAMS: Poor, none recalled.
MOON PHASE:

WEATHER:

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Insomnia yet sleepy.
Sharp upper back pain. Dull chest pain. Sore arms (from dumbbell exercises yesterday), sore legs (from rail sit to stands yesterday).
MENTAL CONDITIONS: Trying to remember to relax and relieve sore muscle groups. Tired.
MOOD:. Fair.

RITUALS:
RITUAL: Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Fourfold Breathing
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Body Awareness Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Relaxation Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Morning Solar Adoration
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Noon Solar Adoration
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Middle Pillar Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Evening Solar Adoration
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Neophyte Meditation
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Midnight Solar Adoration
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: QC/LRP/QC
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
RITUAL: Morning Solar Adoration
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:

TASKS: Awoke at 01:00 AM PST, (Used the restroom with slight assistance from the CNA, washed my hands, went back to bed).

THOUGHTS:
I need LED lighted and bifocal reading glasses.

READING:
Studying “The Tree of Life”, “The Sacred Magic of Ancient Egypt “, The Mystical Qabalah”, “The Golden Dawn, Introduction, Book One, and Book Five”, The Alchemists Handbook” *The Art and Practice of Geomancy", “The Only Way to Learn Astrology”. “Nothing Special”, Techniques of High Magick", “The Golden Dawn, Book One and Book Four”. For starters.

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Weather today. Was Sunny and in the 80s.

Was gifted a latte from Starbucks this morning by the family of my new roommate.

Reading second and third chapters of “Tree of Life”. Then Z documents from “The Golden Dawn” as well as first three grade initiations outlined.

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DATE: November 1st, 2025

DAY: Saturday, day of Saturn. YHVH Elohim, Cassiel, Aralim. Black candles, Sandalwood, Myrrh, and Storax. Binah, Malkuth.

TIME: 07:46.

WEATHER: Cloudy, possible rain.

MOON PHASE:

EMOTIONS/MENTAL: Slightly overwhelmed. Reading today The Golden Dawn, The Tree of Life, The Sacred Magic of Ancient Egypt.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Slightly tired. Sore ankles, which are either retaining salt, swollen, or fatty. Sore thighs.

SLEEP: Fair.

DREAMS: None recalled.

MOOD: Fair.

RITUALS:

Shining Crosses Ritual

PERFORMANCE: Good

RESULTS: Feeling of clean space

Instant Relaxation Ritual

PERFORMANCE: Good

RESULTS: Relaxed,

Fourfold Breathing (Foot to Groin)

PERFORMANCE: Poor

RESULTS: Found myself breathing awkwardly

Body Awareness Ritual TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Relaxation Ritual TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Ascent into the Cube of Space TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

PERFORMANCE: Good

RESULTS: Feeling of protection

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

PERFORMANCE: Good

RESULTS : Feel more balanced

Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

PERFORMANCE: Good

RESULTS: Feel more calm

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Identify Objectify Banish Ritual of Pentagram

PERFORMANCE: TBD

RESULTS:

Analysis of the Keyword TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Ritual of the Hexagram Invoking Saturn TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Middle Pillar Ritual

PERFORMANCE: Good

RESULTS: Invocation cleared head to toe

Meditation TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Daily Tarot Card Ritual: TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking the Four Powers of Earth TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Grounding Exercises Working on next

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking the Four Powers of Air TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Tarot Contemplation Ritual TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Split Hexagram Spread TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Solar Adorations

PERFORMANCE: Ra invoked in East

RESULTS: Feeling of energy

Adoration to the Lord of the Universe

PERFORMANCE: Good

RESULTS: Feeling of authority

Earth Exercises: Working on next

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Air Exercises Working on next

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body in Assiah TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body in Yetzirah TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking And Banishing Saturn Hexagram TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking And Banishing Luna TBD

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

DAILY TASKS:

Got out of bed and into wheelchair

Used bathroom and off to shower room

Freshly showered, dressed

Brushed teeth

Brushed hair

Will do exercises in room, not therapy day

TO DO:

In room and hall rail exercises

THOUGHTS:

Read a book or five.

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Edit - 13:40 PM PST

Got back in bed before lunch, lunch was terrific. Teriyaki chicken, egg rolls or spring rolls rather, next vegetables, and something else but I don’t recall. Working now off another cup of coffee, I don’t have much battery left on my phone, the downside of going back to bed. So in the time that I have left, will read another couple chapters out of the book “The Tree of Life”.

No further rituals were done, most were actually invocations. So in the no further work was done, no further reading was accomplished.

However, I’m not going to beat myself up over not reading enough, because I actually did complete my goal - which is 10 pages per day. Per month if I keep it up I will have read five books in one month.

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Reading was stalled due to roommates family and a very cute dog named Luna making a bit of background noise.

Did exercises with two pound dumbbells.

Researched how to unblock the root chakra. I now have a few ideas to try & oddly apply to Earth grade Mastering Earth exercises from Modern Magick.

Awaiting dinner now, phone juice is low. Reading may have to be done after dinner.

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DATE: November 2, 2025

DAY: Sunday, day of Sol. Horus, Apollo, (YHVH Eloah ve Daath, Michael, Melechim). Gold or yellow candles. Frankincense incense.

TIME: 18:30 PM PST

WEATHER: Cooler than the past couple days. High 70s. Breezy and sunny.

MOON PHASE: Sol in Scorpio (Mars ruled).

Luna in ?.

EMOTIONS/MENTAL: Happy day, I got to puppy sit for my roommate, and his son brought me a Latte this morning.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Right foot is feeling painful, ankles are swollen. May go on a salt free diet. Surgery area feels swollen. Will have to ask treatment nurse to look at it and make a note and forward it to the surgery duo.

SLEEP: Poor. Woke up at 03:00 AM PST. Would go back to sleep an hour, wake again and so on. I finally got up and into my wheelchair at 07:00 AM PST.

DREAMS: None recalled. A day or two ago I had a dream where I was kissing a cute young woman (20s), and started to go down on her. She playfully asked “what are you doing?” with a smile. I stopped and awoke.

MOOD: Fair to good.

RITUALS: No work was done today.

Shining Crosses Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Instant Relaxation Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Fourfold Breathing (Foot to Groin)

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body Awareness Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Relaxation Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Ascent into the Cube of Space

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Identify Objectify Banish Ritual of Pentagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Analysis of the Keyword

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Ritual of the Hexagram Invoking Saturn

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Middle Pillar Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Meditation:

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram

Daily Tarot Card Ritual:

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking the Four Powers of Earth

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Grounding Exercises

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking the Four Powers of Air

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Tarot Contemplation Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Split Hexagram Spread

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Solar Adorations

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Adoration to the Lord of the Universe

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Earth Exercises:

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Air Exercises

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body in Assiah

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body in Yetzirah

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking And Banishing Saturn Hexagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking And Banishing Luna

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

DAILY TASKS:

Out of bed and into wheelchair from 07:00 - 16:00.

Deodorant applied.

Teeth Brushed, Hair brushed.

Not on therapy list. Worked with dumbbells for shoulders.

TO DO:

Read Only Way to Learn Astrology, ~40 pp.

Read Tree of Life ~40 pp.

Make notes.

THOUGHTS:

Tired.

I see now why things aren’t entirely going my way, due to lack of personal structure and schedule.

Case point one - no daily meditation, let alone a scheduled time except “after awake” and “before bedtime”.

Case point two - not committed to the initial work specified for the grade daily. After ten years.

I’m some cases, Magick was working when I was consistently going over things iny.head and sticking to doing the work each and every day. Homelessness did not help matters, as well as seizures, lack of income, and no support network or savings to fall back on. Even now creditors are coming out of their tombs after a decade.

On the upside, I now have cost of living income, I have three meals a day, I have a bed inside a shelter assigned to me, a cool roommate, fair or improving health, won my court case.

So, in a way, Magick has worked.

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Health matter number one, weight/BMI. Last weighed this month was at 258 pounds. Ankles are swollen, and core and digestive system are abnormal and need to lose 58 pounds. This means calories in, calories out. This means physical and exertion focused on core.

Health matter number two, cyst removal three weeks ago. Wound area is swollen and seems to be hot dog size. Have no idea if the cyst removed was cancerous or benign.

Health matter three, psychological health and proactivity. Without therapy as a container to empty my mind in, I take it into social media. Laziness needs to be kicked to the curb.

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11/02/2025 20:00 PM PST

THOUGHTS/TO DO/TASKS

Health matter number one, weight/BMI. Last weighed this month was at 258 pounds. Ankles are swollen, and core and digestive system are abnormal and need to lose 58 pounds. This means calories in, calories out. This means physical and exertion focused on core.

Health matter number two, cyst removal three weeks ago. Wound area is swollen and seems to be hot dog size. Have no idea if the cyst removed was cancerous or benign.

Health matter three, psychological health and proactivity. Without therapy as a container to empty my mind in, I take it into social media. Laziness needs to be kicked to the curb.

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Fell asleep at 9:00 PM (23:00) PST, awoke at 02:00 AM PST. Had a grilled cheese sandwich and a banana as a snack.

Wrote two posts on Black Magic and the LHP, so that a demon isn’t annoyed by being evoked and questioned the same question one of us could answer.

Didn’t reach the reading goal, 40 pp may have been too ambitious. Ten pages ( 10 pp ) at most daily, may be more realistic.

Wrote the two questions as to how to use the LRP and MPR in LHP operating per supplied instructions, and on how to address them per current title.

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DATE: 11/03/2025
DAY: Monday, day of Luna. Shaddai El Chai, Gabriel, Kerubim. Hecate, Selene, Isis. Silver candles. Jasmine incense.
TIME: 09:35 AM PST

WEATHER:
MOON PHASE:

EMOTIONS/MENTAL: Tired, under pressure.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Sore feet/ankles. Sore legs from PT. Sore back.

SLEEP: Fair. Still awoke at two and three.
DREAMS: None recalled.

MOOD: Good.

RITUALS: Will try to do the least alarming rituals. Roommate is doing his shower day today. So as soon as he is off, I can commence.
Shining Crosses Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Instant Relaxation Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Fourfold Breathing (Foot to Groin)
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Body Awareness Ritual
PERFORMANCE: Fair
RESULTS: Sore arms. Dull chest pain. Sore ankles/feet and sore legs. Sore lower back.
Relaxation Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Ascent into the Cube of Space
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Identify Objectify Banish Ritual of Pentagram
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Analysis of the Keyword
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Ritual of the Hexagram Invoking Saturn
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Middle Pillar Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Meditation:
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram
Daily Tarot Card Ritual:
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Invoking the Four Powers of Earth
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Grounding Exercises
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Invoking the Four Powers of Air
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Tarot Contemplation Ritual
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Split Hexagram Spread
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Solar Adorations
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Earth Exercises:
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Air Exercises
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Body in Assiah
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Body in Yetzirah
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Invoking And Banishing Saturn Hexagram
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:
Invoking And Banishing Luna
PERFORMANCE:
RESULTS:

DAILY TASKS:
Got out of bed around 07:00 PST. Used restroom, washed my hands, wheeled back to my tray table against the wall. Breakfast arrived 08:00.
Deodorant applied. Wed is shower day.
Brushed teeth and hair.
Went to Physical Therapy. This was a rough day. Very intense parts of today’s routine.

Reading: The Only Way to Learn Astrology.

TO DO:
Work out with dumbbells. Try to use three pounds dumbbells.

THOUGHTS:

Astrology may not be as simple as it seems, same with Magick.

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There is a lady screaming and pleading and moaning for help.

Until I had a slight conversation with her, it seems she wants to relocate and promised that she’d be a good roommate, Sad.

So she carries on when I retreat to go into ritual work.

I do Shining Crosses Ritual to start. Silence commences. Until my limb gets weary, and my voice is a about to cave and she starts up again. I will not have a spirit sidetrack me. I finish strong.

Qabbalistic Cross Ritual is next, I once again have crickets and finish strong.

The Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram follows. I once again follow strong, even the trailing QCR.

Yes, some spirits get weary and overcome by others.

Other rituals I did not get to.

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I used to love the blog Frater S used to have.

He had a lot of great material, particularly vices to virtues, healing rituals, and prosperity rituals.

As I read astrology and weigh the generic descriptions comparing to my actual chart, I see there is a vast sea of ignorance or lack of knowledge on astrology.

It was then that I recalled a project I was going to do, which was like the black white mirror exercise, from Initiation Into Hermetics, various tones of lore by Golden Dawn authors, or Thelema authors, all tied together in a big clump of pasta. Voces to Virtues.

Where the only solution was a vice to virtue ritual. Because it’s a shorter route than doing Shadow work, a fearless moral inventory, or practicing methods to neutralize any bad aspect on the astrology natal chart.

Where I would then have to learn Horary Astrology, having mastered basic Astrology, or use geomancy to contrast and compare the geomancy stones to a Horary chart.

If I understand correctly.

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DATE: 11/04/2025

DAY : Tuesday, day of Mars. Elohim Gibor, Chamael, Seraphim. Red candles, Dragons Blood incense.

TIME: 08:30 AM PST.

WEATHER: Cool, chance of Rain.

Now 60° - Feels like 60°

Partly sunny

Precip:5%

Humidity:90%

Wind:1 mph

Air quality: Moderate

Lower than normal temperatures expected through Wednesday

MOON PHASE: Waxing in 0⁰ Taurus.

Sun Scorpio 12°31’ Sco

Moon Taurus 0°19’ Tau

Waxing Gibbous (167°48’)

Mercury Sagittarius 5°12’ Sag

Venus Libra 27°11’ Lib

Mars Sagittarius 0°06’ Sag

Jupiter Cancer 25°04’ Can

Saturn Pisces 25°38’ Pis R

Uranus Gemini 0°08’ Gem R

Neptune Pisces 29°43’ Pis R

Pluto Aquarius 1°28’ Aqu

EMOTIONS/MENTAL: Tired. Behind on reading.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Tired due to witching hours wakeups.

SLEEP: Choppy. First wakeup 12:15 AM, second wakeup 1:45 AM, third 3:15 AM.

Finally got up at breakfast arrival at 7:00 AM.

DREAMS: None recalled.

MOOD: Fair to good.

RITUALS:

Didn’t take advantage of the opportunity, while roommate was in therapy, and is awake and may not be hip to hearing and seeing me perform it. Will update and try later.

Shining Crosses Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Instant Relaxation Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Fourfold Breathing (Foot to Groin)

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body Awareness Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Relaxation Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Ascent into the Cube of Space

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Qabbalistic Cross Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Identify Objectify Banish Ritual of Pentagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Analysis of the Keyword

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Ritual of the Hexagram Invoking Saturn

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Middle Pillar Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Meditation:

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram

Daily Tarot Card Ritual:

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking the Four Powers of Earth

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Grounding Exercises

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking the Four Powers of Air

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Tarot Contemplation Ritual

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Split Hexagram Spread

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Solar Adorations

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Adoration to the Lord of the Universe

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Earth Exercises:

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Air Exercises

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body in Assiah

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body in Yetzirah

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking And Banishing Saturn Hexagram

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Invoking And Banishing Luna

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

DAILY TASKS:

Got out of bed and into wheelchair and add 8:15 a.m. PST

Got into t-shirt and lounge pants, no deodorant necessary, will apply some later.

Shower Day is tomorrow.

Will brush teeth shortly, and what my hair with soap water and brush my hair in a little bit.

I may be on the therapy list for today, but nobody has approached me as of yet. If I’m not on the list, then I will work out with dumbbells, and use the hall rail for sit to stands.

TO DO:

Reading + Tree of Life chaps 1-4. The Only Way to Learn Astrology chaps 1-3. Sacred Magic of Ancient Egypt chaps 1-3.

THOUGHTS:

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Angelic Mantras:

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Was able to do adorations, but that was all, I will use per Kraig “the big voice”, and utilize non private time using meditation as the sole activity when done with reading.

Went to Occupational Therapy for an hour, did some weights work, and joint motion work with no weights.

With my journal template having all possible rituals I do, will trim it down to just a Ritual name, performance and results.

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I have not done my reading for the day, and have done no ritual work for the day.

I was just coaching someone on the forum. It took me down memory lane, and makes me wonder where I would be, if I were to have followed past advice.

Going back to doing my reading for astrology, and the book The sacred magic of ancient egypt. I’m going to read 22 pages of each book, which should be enough for the day.

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Mike Bee - Evocation Guide Link

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The Immersion Guide by Kindraithe

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DATE: 11/5/2025

DAY: Wednesday. Day of Mercury. Elohim Tzabaoth, Raphael, Beni Elohim. Orange Candles, Lavender incense.

TIME: 13:32 PM PST

MOON PHASE: Sol,Luna in Scorpio.

WEATHER: 70s to 80s, sunny.

EMOTIONS: All over the place, need to meditate.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Concerned about a few matters.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Tired and sore from therapy.

RITUALS:

Ritual: Shining Crosses Ritual

Performance: Strong

Results: Feeling of Divine safety

Ritual: Adoration to the Lord of the Universe

Performance: Quick but strong

Results: thought through the words

Ritual: Liber Resh Vel Helios morning adoration

Performance: Strong

Result: Energized

TASKS:

Out of bed before breakfast

Morning PT and OT..intense workouts

In wheelchair transferred to shower chair and had shower

Deodorant applied

Fresh change of clothes.

THOUGHTS:

Reading Modern Magick and Christophers book, The Only Way to Learn Astrology, Tree of Life, The Golden Dawn, Sacred Magic of Ancient Egypt.