The Theoricus Journal

Journals, Group Rituals & Free Readings
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Why am I who, what, where and how I am?

Expansive question, true.

I’ve addressed this here:

However, magic does help, tomorrow I deal with Luna.

I’ve been evangelized by PT/OT folks, CNAs, and family of mixed beliefs.

Wtf.

I understand but am offended.

Rituals Performed:

Tarot Contemplation Ritual: XVIII The Moon

Performance: Drawn under Shaddai El Chai.

Connects Malluth to Netzach. 29th Path.

Ruler of Flux and Reflux, Child of the Sons of the Mighty. The Corporeal Intelligence.

Pisces. Qoph, Back of Head, 100.

Results: Some people show their true colors, including myself and my weight. Hidden enemies. Caution.

Body Awareness Ritual: Sore arms from in bed therapy. Sore feet. Excess weight needs immediate loss.

Performance: Good.

Results: Awareness of what needs attention.

Relaxation Ritual: Golden glow from head to toe, or vice versa.

Performance: Poor. Could not visualize.

Results: None.

Meditations: Chakras with Breathwork.

Performance:

Results:

So, I started my diet tonight. Half a regular portion. Will ask only for eggs and bacon and sausage for breakfast, a chef salad for lunch, and for dinner will either fast or get a chef salad.
Follow Atkins diet for minimum three months.

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DATE: 11-24-2025

DAY: Monday. Day of Luna. Shaddai El Chai, Gabriel, Kerubim. Silver or white candles, Jasmine incense. Ninth Path. Yesod.

TIME: 08:54 AM PST

MOON PHASE:

WEATHER:

SLEEP: Short, choppy. Awake during witching hours.

DREAMS: None recalled.

MENTAL CONDITIONS:

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS:

MOOD:

RITUALS PERFORMED: Adorations. Body Awareness Ritual. Relaxation Ritual. Shining Crosses Ritual. LBRP. LBRH. Invoking the Four Powers of Earth. Invoking the Four Powers of Air. GIRH Luna. Middle Pillar Ritual. Zelator meditation, point, line, point-line.

PERFORMANCE: Did Adorations. Into 3/4 of the Shining Crosses Ritual, my elderly neighbor walked into the room.

RESULTS: One failed ritual. May have to hurry through them to not fail.

THOUGHTS:

TASKS:

Out of bed and into my wheelchair.

Not my shower day, but will Wet Wipe my body down with added body wash on the wet wipes cloths.

Will apply deodorant after wet wiping arms and sides.

Will brush teeth and tongue. Tongue is scorched and sore due to pouring water flavoring pack onto my tongue and not rinsing my mouth with water, only to later drink hot coffee.

Will wash hair by combing body wash through it, after wetting hair, then wiping clean, and brushing hair.

Will have therapy after lunch.

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Had therapy before lunch. Started off with 10 squats, then 15 minutes on the NuStep exercise bike, then walking in a walker.

Listened to and joined in with the chant, early this morning. Walked in therapy a few minutes ago, completing 175 feet, reaching station 2 where I smelled an onslaught of perfume scents. I then got light headed and had to be wheeled back to my room. Yesod - Levanah/Luna - Perfumes and sandals. Monday, day of the Moon (Luna). Time approx 11:35 AM PST.

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I had lunch and it was quite tasty, barbecued beef. Dinner was a salisbury steak with au gratin potatoes, lemon pudding and sauerkraut - it likewise was very good. So now I’m sitting here proud of myself that I’m not eating as much as I used to, which is part of my way to lose weight. The thing is is that I need to eat at most have those sides of carbohydrates, and drink as much water as possible.

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DATE: 11/25/2025

DAY: Tuesday, say of Mars. Elohim Gibor, Chamael, Seraphim. Red candles, Dragons Blood incense.

TIME: 07:30 AM PST

MOON PHASE:

WEATHER: 71°, Sunny

SLEEP: Choppy, but good. Slightly tired.

DREAMS: None recalled.

MENTAL CONDITIONS:Good but tired.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Tired, sore knee caps, sore shoulders made better by stretching.

MOOD: Good. Even better as coffee will soon arrive.

RITUALS PERFORMED: Adorations BA, RR, TCR, SCR, QC, LRP, QC, LBRH, Analysis of Keyword, GIRH Mars, Analysis of Keyword, Invoking the Four Powers of Earth, Invoking the Four Powers of Air, MPR, Energy circulation Meditation and charge, Closing.

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

THOUGHTS:

TASKS:

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RITUALS PERFORMED: BA, RR, SCR, QC, LRP Earth Banishing, QC, TCR.

PERFORMANCE: While concentrating on the light for the QC, a CNA had snuck in. When she left, I resumed the LRP. Then right before Evocation of the Archangels, the LVN came in. When she left, I started the EotA to completion of the LBRP.

RESULTS: It seems to me I am always walked in on. I may have to close the door.

TASKS.

Got out of bed and into the wheelchair.

Used the bathroom.

Went to the rehab gym for therapy.

Need to wash up and apply deodorant.

Need to brush my washed hair and brush my teeth.

THOUGHTS:

Why there is so much interruption with my spiritual practice or study.

Listened to Enns for Raphael and Michael.

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Got back into bed. Will read to the best of my wake state right now, to read the second chapter of the Astrology (side reading) book.

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Going to do PotD Ritual tomorrow.

Did not do it yesterday or today.

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DATE: 11/26/2025

DAY: Wednesday, day of Mercury. Elohim Tzabaoth, Raphael, Beni Elohim. Orange candles, Lavender incense.

TIME: 11:05 AM PST

MOON PHASE:

WEATHER: 71°, Sunny

SLEEP: Choppy, but good. Slightly tired.

DREAMS: None recalled.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Good but tired.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Tired, sore knee caps, sore shoulders made better by stretching.

MOOD: Good. Even better as coffee will soon arrive. Even better after a visit by my Sister, I finally got to show off to her walking in the Walker and went outside for a bit.

RITUALS PERFORMED: Adorations BA, RR, TCR, SCR, QC, LRP, QC, LBRH, Analysis of Keyword, GIRH Mercury, Analysis of Keyword, Invoking the Four Powers of Earth, Invoking the Four Powers of Air, MPR, Energy circulation Meditation and charge, Closing.

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

Body Awareness (BA): Lower body has its aches and pains, particularly feet and lower legs. Cocyx has pain. Upper arm and shoulder pain due to weights training. Walked with my sister and PT therapist, 150 feet walked. My sister brought me supplies for 10 days, which made me feel relaxed.

Tarot Contemplation Ritual (TCR): 0 The Fool

The No-Thing is its source and its manifestation through Uranus, Kether. Sacred metal is Uranium. Elemental Air. The Spirit of Aethyr. The Scintillating Intelligence. Kether to Chokmah, Crown to Wisdom.

Shining Crosses Ritual (SCR): Found opportunity, time and privacy to do the ritual. Full voiced vibration was a part, movement in the wheelchair while maintaining the drawn circle and circled crosses. Added at end Le Olahm Shalom, Amen. Only four directions out of the twelve. Better than nothing.

Qabballistic Cross Ritual (QC): Well done. Lesser Ritual of the Pentagram, (LRP): well done. Closing QC Well done.

Adorations well done.

Invoking rituals will be done after shower - the shower will be a sbolic ritual bath.

THOUGHTS:

We all have to start somewhere. Will write down the routine for today, and at least try doing Neophyte Formula. Will try GIRH after lunch and shower.

TASKS:

Got wheelchair after coffee.

Got out of bed and into wheelchair.

Applied deodorant. Shower after lunch.

Brushed teeth and soap combed my hair.

Did physical therapy.

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Today has been a good day.

My sister came to visit me, walked with me while I was walking in the Walker, actually she was pulling the wheelchair behind the therapist and I. We went outside and got some sun and some fresh air. She brought me a bunch of goodies back including cans of pop and Pringles potato chips.

After she left I had my lunch and had my shower. So applied deodorant brushed my hair actually combed my hair.

I did my neophyte formula for the day and will have to do the hexagram ritual at my convenience, Mercury invoking. It seems to me the paying attention to subtle planetary cues, will inform you as to if it wants to burst forth with you.

A couple enns for the day:

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Back when I was known at nightside, or even fuego, I was reviewing an old post of an ex teacher of mine. In the end no matter what I contributed, it was never returned to me and no gratitude yet gratitude would be preached. So I guess that’s what really hurt during our shall we say blowout. That there was no Thanks back to me.

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I’m opting for doing the GIRH by itself, and the Invoking the Four Powers of Air as Mercury can go with Earth (Virgo) or Air (Gemini). The reason being is meditation attraction. Then Middle Pillar, then Meditation and Body in Assiah. E, S, W, N, E.

I think this will also auto kickstart dreams.

Now .. what to attract…

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Apparently this:

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Posting here as well.

Mercury Invoking GRH, and Analysis of Keyword, as well as Invoking the Four Powers of Air and Middle Pillar Ritual.

Leaving an Invoking field open.

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Noted in GIRH topic as well.

I’ve noticed that doing power scans on others has been easier now that an awkward invoking field has been opened.

I laid in bed facing west, so I traced backwards the Hexagrams and Pentagram during their respective rituals occurred, and though it was a tad awkward I sense it worked. Ritual performance otherwise was good. Full voiced, vibrated voice when naming godnames or Archangels. Good use of gestures. Gave charge and left invoking field open for 24 hours since the rituals started. About 8pm PST if I recall correctly.

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DATE: 11-27-2025

DAY: Thursday, day of Jupiter. El, Sachiel, Chashmalim. Blue candles and Cedar incense.

TIME: 2:20 AM PST.

MOON PHASE:

Sun 5°26’ Sag

Moon 25°18’ Aqu

Crescent Moon (79°52’)

Mercury 21°11’ ScoR

Venus 25°43’ Sco

Mars 16°39’ Sag

Jupiter 24°44’Can R

Saturn 25°09’ Pis R

Uranus 29°11’ Tau R

Neptune 29°25’ Pis R

Pluto 1°49’ Aqu

10:00 and 16:00 Best Mercury hours.

WEATHER:

SLEEP: Slept two hours and per the full last week, awoke between12:00 AM and 01:00 AM PST.

DREAMS: None recalled.

MENTAL CONDITIONS: Freaked out as a bug really wants to hide around me, and looks like a German cockroach and as fast as one.

PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Tired due to ill sleep and angry at the cause of it.

MOOD: Good.

RITUALS PERFORMED: Adorations, BA, RR, SCR, QC, LBRP, QC, LRP, Invoking the Four Powers of Air, GIRH Jupiter, Middle Pillar Ritual, Meditation. Raziel rolled scroll sigil in all four corners as wards. Jupiter pentacle copied.

PERFORMANCE:

RESULTS:

TASKS:

Out of Bed and into my wheelchair.

Deodorant applied.

Brushed Hair and Teeth.

Exercise and Therapy.

THOUGHTS:

Geomancy and Astrology readings

OAA, MM, KMatGWoST, NAOS, exercises up through Theoricus done simultaneously.

Other reading done as well.

All projects/writing assignments completed.

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Thanks to Our Lady Isis…
She helped me heal from a post surgery infection.

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Enn for Archangel Uriel…

Enn: Alakandal Rogo Mettu Namah Semine Lastusah Ergo Mansine Ehqua Lunte Sanso He Alakandal Rex Lux In Nomine Dei Nostri Et Filito Uriel.

Last night I did the PotD Ritual from my facing West bed. It was a short time figuring out the gesture starting points per each direction while physically facing West.
I did get it done using gesture symbol and word vibrated.

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I have updated my Planet of the Day journal, for tomorrows task.
Tools free and from a wheelchair at that.
For dinner I started my weight loss program with a chef salad. Minus eggs and tomatoes.
Planning, reading and meditating. Plans for the night.

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Planning for the week is done.

Astrology and Geomancy are reading for the evening. Will write down notes and port to online journal.

Meditation will be per OAA and NAOS.