Looked at member resources and the Transfiguration article.
In between lunch and dinner and yet another middle bed patient is arriving soon.
I hope to all that’s holy and unholy that this one is honest and peaceable.
Other ritual done:
Tarot Contemplation Ritual
XXI The World. Saturn and Elemental Earth.
The Administrative Intelligence. 32nd Path.
Tav. Cross, Mark or Seal. 400.
Malkuth to Yesod, Kingdom to Foundation.
Renewal and rebirth. Many arguments today.
Had dinner, about to fall asleep several times only to hear fresh mugs of coffee being placed on my tray table.
DATE: 11/06/2025
DAY : Thursday, day of Jupiter. El, Tzadkiel, Chashmael. Blue candles, Cedar incense.
TIME: 12:22 AM PST.
WEATHER: Cool, chance of Rain.
Now 60° - Feels like 60°
Partly sunny
Precip:5%
Humidity:90%
Wind:1 mph
Air quality: Moderate
Lower than normal temperatures expected through Wednesday
MOON PHASE: Waxing in 0⁰ Taurus.
Sun Scorpio 12°31’ Sco
Moon Taurus 0°19’ Tau
Waxing Gibbous (167°48’)
Mercury Sagittarius 5°12’ Sag
Venus Libra 27°11’ Lib
Mars Sagittarius 0°06’ Sag
Jupiter Cancer 25°04’ Can
Saturn Pisces 25°38’ Pis R
Uranus Gemini 0°08’ Gem R
Neptune Pisces 29°43’ Pis R
Pluto Aquarius 1°28’ Aqu
EMOTIONS/MENTAL: Tired. Behind on reading.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Tired due to witching hours wakeups.
SLEEP: Choppy.
DREAMS: None recalled.
MOOD: Fair to good.
RITUALS:
Will update and try later.
Shining Crosses Ritual
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Instant Relaxation Ritual
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Fourfold Breathing (Foot to Groin)
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Body Awareness Ritual
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Relaxation Ritual
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Ascent into the Cube of Space
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Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
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Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
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Qabbalistic Cross Ritual
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Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram
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Identify Objectify Banish Ritual of Pentagram
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Analysis of the Keyword
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Ritual of the Hexagram Invoking Jupiter
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Middle Pillar Ritual
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Meditation:
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Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram
Daily Tarot Card Ritual:
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Invoking the Four Powers of Earth
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Grounding Exercises
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Invoking the Four Powers of Air
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Tarot Contemplation Ritual
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Split Hexagram Spread
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Solar Adorations
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Adoration to the Lord of the Universe
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Earth Exercises:
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Air Exercises
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Body in Assiah
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Body in Yetzirah
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Invoking And Banishing Mercury Hexagram
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Invoking And Banishing Pentagram
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DAILY TASKS:
Got out of bed and into wheelchair?
Got into t-shirt and lounge pants?
Applied deodorant?
Shower Day is Saturday
Brushed teeth?
Bruhed hair?
On the therapy list?
TO DO:
Reading + Tree of Life chaps 1-4. The Only Way to Learn Astrology chaps 1-3. Sacred Magic of Ancient Egypt chaps 1-3.
THOUGHTS:
I had a dream that I vaguely recall after being awake after midnight.
I was in a reality show and the only male actor on the show.
Got out of bed and in my wheelchair around seven in the morning. Got two cups of coffee in me which helps.
No grooming as of yet.
No therapy announcements until eight or nine.
Breakfast and coffee incoming. Frosted Flakes, waffle, hash brown patty, melon cup, oj, milk and coffee.
I need to keep myself on a short leash.
Crawling to walking and all that. An example is practicing candle and incense using magic.
I’m barely out of Earth work. I should be setting myself up to work with Air and lunar deities. I should have successfully evoked Ghob for example, Geb, Gaia, etc.
Let’s review…
Four parts to the LBRP: QC, Formulation of the Pentagrams, Evocation of the Archangels, Qabbalistic Cross.
Four things that can occur while dreaming:
Astral Work, Psychological communication, play, a combination of the three.
Three reasons for the LBRP: to Know yourself, to Expand your aura, to Remove unwanted influences.
Keep your daily ritual diary.
Practice the Tarot Contemplation Ritual, the Relaxation Ritual, and the QC/LBRP/QC every day.
Use candles and Frankincense incense daily with the rituals.
Use a bell or knocking staff to signal the opening and closing of the rituals.
Do the split hexagram spread with the major arcana only.
In drawing the Pentagrams, draw them as large as possible with a bright blue light.
The Pentagrams are in front of your body on all four sides, an Archangel on each side, and a red and blue hexagram inside of you.
And now back to Modern Magick lesson two.
Forty seven pages. Then for one month Lesson Three and Earth grade chapter five from “Kabbalah, Magic, and the Great Work of Self Transformation “.
11-6-2025 11:30 AM PST
Tarot Contemplation Ritual:
XVI The Tower. Mars. Lord of the Hosts of the Mighty.The Exciting Intelligence. Hod to Netzach. Peh, mouth, 80.
Today I have completed none but one ritual - Tarot Contemplation Ritual. XVI was the result.
I am weighing doing the full formula with two roommates riding shotgun in their beds.
One speaks little English and the other is hard of hearing. I am impressed by the new roommate - he can sleep with eyes wide open.
So Peh .. “mouth” and the numeric value 80.
Perhaps gossip is ill advised.
As of 2:30 (14:30) PM PST, I am back in bed.
Witnessed dementia up close and personal.
Some lady thought my roommate didn’t belong.
Safe to say I failed in doing any work out of bed.
Went to bed tired at 20:30 (8:30 PM) PST. Awoke at 03:00 (3::00 AM) PST.
Sitting up in my bed - and just scarfed down a chocolate pudding cup. Also munching on salted pistachios.
My thoughts are on Phillipians 2 as a magical motto:
5 ¶ Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus:
6 Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God:
7 But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:
8 And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross.
9 Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name:
10 That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth;
11 And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.
What does this have to do with a magical motto? It has everything to do with it. For one it is magical in itself. It shows a relationship to John 1:1. It shows a relationship to the Most High God.
I awoke again at shortly after 6:00 a.m., got up into my chair, it went to the bathroom, got my tree table set up against the wall so I can do my reading and writing, and will most likely be in therapy today at some point after breakfast. My reading for today will consist of several volumes, my writing to craft a plan for how to do my rituals even when they may be overheard or there might be distraction.
Did Shining Crosses Ritual.
Performance: Good. Low voice, full concentration. It’s slightly difficult doing it in the wheelchair, but better this than not at all.
Results: time will tell, but at the moment, it feels more within domain of control.
Another ritual done - Tarot Contemplation Ritual
Drawn under Shaddai El Chai
XXI The World. The Great One of the Night of Time. Saturn/Elemental Earth, the Administrative Intelligence. Tav, cross or mark, 400.
A solid hour of therapy of the physical therapy kind, I started off with 10 minutes on the exercise bike, with 650 steps. Then I got in a walker and walked out of the hallways with one of the physical therapist trailing me with the wheelchair. Then when we got back from walking the hallways with the Walker, we did a beach ball exercise where the therapist would say left or right and I had to keep both hands off the walker, and hit it with that hand that was called out. Then I had to lift myself up horizontally or vertically with this exercise bar that he would hold, which is tougher than it sounds. All in all a solid hour of therapy..
Skimming through Kingdoms of Flame, Evoking Eternity, OAA, and Works of Darkness today, and going to take notes. Pathworkings with Evocation keys might be an approach.
Slept for a few hours after getting back into bed after lunch, and have been reading from the beginning of Kingdoms of Flame. It gives me a feeling of deep respect for EA as a magician and a person despite conflicting stories of his life stories. He was born to be great, and made even fictional magic real.
Dinner time is near, so reading KoF after I am through with dinner.
Apologies to some who are tired of seeing my journal among the updated, I don’t keep a paper journal where I’m at so there’s that, and there is a timer on posts. So bear with me…
Also, keeping track of food consumed, and mood are related in a weird way beyond calorie counting and exercise (for calories in calories out).
Dinner was a black bean and wild grain rice stuffed green pepper and seasoned corn, with OJ to drink. Dessert was a yellow chocolate chip cake with chocolate frosting and coffee to drink.
Back to reading Kingdoms of Flame and noting the demons names and powers.
Settled back to go to bed, only to have the mystery of the Grand Demons, Grand Angels, Grand Spirits, Spirits, Angels, and Demons, from Kingdoms of Flame. Ended up speed reading carefully, through 29 out of 125 pp.
Also skimmed through OAA, through the entire book. Caffeine has its perks.
About to rip into the formula, into all the entities of the First Kingdom.
Woke at 3 AM PST. Changed and dressed in pants an a polo shirt. Started writing down names of the First Kingdom of Flames. Roughly into 30 some pages read already.
Sleep well all.
DATE: 11-08-2025
DAY: Saturday, day of Saturn. Zeus, YHVH Elohim , Cassiel, Aralim (Thrones). Black candles, Sandalwood incense.
MOON PHASE:
WEATHER: 60s, cloudy.
SLEEP: Choppy as usual.
DREAMS: had one but neglected to write it down.
EMOTIONAL CONDITIONS: Slightly overwhelmed. Tired. Squeaky clean.
PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Sore ankles and calves. Sore biceps and triceps. Sore muscles. Need to brush teeth
MOOD: Fair.
RITUAL: TBD
PERFORMANCE: TBD
RESULTS: TBD
TASKS:
THOUGHTS:
Woke up, got dressed and in the wheelchair. Used restroom after I had breakfast. Shower day, so undressed and had shower. Combed hair.
Got from page 1 to listing Kingdoms of Flame, listing every demon, grand demon, angel, Grand Angel and spirit from First Kingdom to Kingdom of Night up to Centamot. Did not copy gateway or tables or sigils - just title, name and powers.
Finished up to the Three Wise Men.
Reviewing/skiing the rest for now