I wanted to respond to this post even though I am a bit late. Even at the very start of my practice as a magician, I observed very quickly that there is a spiritual objective reality outside of us. This was from my experience with the Angels and with the Gods, as my experiences of them were at times not what I was expecting but it was in accordance with their nature from the experiences of others.
These spirits and just about the whole of the spiritual world exists objectively of us. We are beautifully part of it and so interact with it. We are not seperate from it just as the Light we see is One Light, existing in relation to the light around it, and as the Air is unified, being one Atmosphere. But we are not the supreme authority of the Cosmos, we do not have total power. In some ways, we are low in the chain of authority, as it seems we rather recieve all the influences from above. And as we are aware, that encompasses a very large deal. We are the center of creation but not the highest authority.
I have seen time and time again, the vast majority of people, under the most circumstances (and this includes me), are simply not capable or entirely unwilling to move beyond the movement of the stars. We are subject to fate, and move perfectly with the stars most of the time.
On objective magickal experience: We find often that a newer or inexperienced magician (but, sometimes even very experienced ones) experiments and unintentially has a ritual or other experiment turn on them, and they have to pay the price. If our mind controlled all of reality, we would not experience this unintentionally, nor would it be possible for the phenomenon of being āsurprisedā to exist in the first place.
Also, this is late, but from your earlier post from this one, if you need someone more to talk to Iām always here as well! You have many friends on here that very gladly support you my friend.
I mean I barely evoke anyone let alone give them offerings but I will put my two cents if you wish for that.
