Still Waters: The Journal

So, if you happened to come across this - welcome. I created this little spot to house my ponderings and document some of the weird stuff that seems to happen so randomly. Here goes…

To start off, I read something on Facebook posted by someone I follow but I’m not friends with. He mentioned discovering the reason why men in his family die so young.

Apparently, generations ago a group of men from his family sexually assaulted a woman causing her to lose her baby. And she cursed them. Not just them but the generations after too. He mentioned meeting her in spirit and she agreed to lift the curse.

It’s also interesting to mention that apparently there appears to be an entity involved because although he doesn’t know it’s name he described it physically. He believes it is behind the familial debauchery, in fact it feeds off it. Apparently the male members are known for sexually assaulting other family members, especially children, male and female.

It made me wonder how common is this. Which is then followed by “the chicken or the egg”? Does the violence attract the entities or do they cause it?

I’ve heard of entire organizations infested by large scale entities but never really looked into the logistics of it. Would that family from Omaha be under similar circumstances?

"…38 descendants of Levi Levering have been convicted of 633 crimes in Omaha since 1979.

…Now Nikko Jenkins and two other relatives are facing m*rder charges connected to four Omaha deaths in August.

In all, six Levering family members are charged with 30 crimes in connection with that killing spree:

» Nikko Jenkins faces four counts of first-degree m*rder; a sister and an uncle face one count each in the same deaths.

» Six counts of using a gun to commit a felony.

» Eight counts of weapon possession by a felon.

» Four counts of conspiracy to commit robbery.

» Four counts of being an accessory to m*rder.

» Two counts of being a felon in possession of ammunition."

"Little would have Apophis expected that there would be followers of his even in modern-day America. Yet, if Nikko Jenkins is to be believed, he was communicated by the serpent God to commit all the crimes he did. These crimes included four gory murders that would occur during a 10-day crazy shooting spree.

…He mutilated himself while in prison, including cutting up his penis in 2015, in a way that he thought would make him resemble the god Apophis."

This never happened in my family, but my family had a period in the 1800s-1900s of short lives - which was related to epidemics, lack of vaccines, and poverty/harsh work.
Example: One of my relatives went down with the Titanic, as he worked in the steam room.

I would say the entities cause it, then feed off of the associated emotions involved as a group.

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Random weird event. This happened over 10 years ago.

I was shopping at a thrift store and I saw a framed photo of Marilyn Monroe. It was $40 so I didn’t buy it but for weeks I thought about it, even imagined where I would hang it.

While shopping at a different thrift store, I ended up in the book section. I stood there for a moment because I was unfamiliar with this section of the store.

Suddenly, I felt myself pulled to my left and began walking to the shelf on the last wall. It was like I was zoned out. I had no idea where I was going or why.

Next thing I know my arm is moving and then a book was in my hand. You guessed it, a book on Marilyn Monroe. How I walked directly to it in a manner of seconds, I don’t know. I do know I love the fact that this happened so seamlessly.

On another note, One really cool thing I loved about Ms Monroe was her ability to manipulate energy and her surroundings.

"“I’ll never forget the day Marilyn and I were walking around New York City, just having a stroll on a nice day. She loved New York because no one bothered her there like they did in Hollywood, she could put on her plain-Jane clothes and no one would notice her. She loved that. So, as we we’re walking down Broadway, she turns to me and says, ‘Do you want to see me become her?’ I didn’t know what she meant but I just said ‘Yes’ — and then I saw it. I don’t know how to explain what she did because it was so very subtle, but she turned something on within herself that was almost like magic. And suddenly cars were slowing, and people were turning their heads and stopping to stare. They were recognizing that this was Marilyn Monroe as if she pulled off a mask or something, even though a second ago nobody noticed her. I had never seen anything like it before.”

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With the Powerball currently being over half a billion dollars I am reminded of the 2007 Cynthia Stafford story. Apparently, she visualized winning the lotto for YEARS. I don’t know many people, myself included, with that level of follow through and discipline.

" "On the way to the state lottery office, I remember thinking that this money was coming at precisely the right time—and that I had willed it into my possession.

I’d generally played the lottery about two to three times a month, and friends and family always said, “Oh, you know, a lot of people try and win.” And I would always say, “Yeah, but I’m going to win.” I had been focusing on winning for so long that when I did finally win, it didn’t even feel random; it felt like I had made it happen.

My trick? Whenever I bought my ticket, I would visualize winning. At first, I picked my own numbers. But then, as I would visualize the money as my own, I’d pick whatever quick, random numbers flashed into my head.

I even chose that exact number: $112 million. I decided that I would win that amount.""

I was attempting to meditate today and was suddenly reminded of the famous water experiment. It wasn’t just words but music and pictures too. I’m curious if anything happens if I abstain from aggressive music (bye Disturbed), images and thoughts for a day. Would it be a placebo effect or is there something to this? This feels very New Age-y, RHP but if it works, it works.

“Masaru Emoto has carried out very interesting experiments with water at critical point for freezing. He claims that words expressing emotions have effect on the crystals formed in the process. Emoto reports that words with positive emotional contents produce beautiful crystals and those with negative emotional content generate ugly ones. Also music and even pictures are reported to have similar effect.”

“Results indicated that crystals from the treated water were given higher scores for aesthetic appeal than those from the control water (P = .001, one-tailed), lending support to the hypothesis.”