I’m going through a rough spiritual transformation where I’m finding things out about my past and who my soul is and It’s very hard to accept and understand as a human. I’ve had many past lives as a negative entity. These lives were meant to grow and learn from, even though they were negative.
My spirit guardian is slowly telling me things about my past because It’s important for my spiritual development in this lifetime. My spirit guardian is an ancient God (cannot reveal who as many on this forum have communications with him) and has shared with me that my higher self is also an ancient God that many worshipped and still do, and that I reincarnated into a human for an important mission.
During the past few years my body has always been fatigued. My spirit guardian has told me that he is merging my physical body with that of my higher self (which is a negative entity).
Is there anyway to stop this process from completion? I feel like this is going to be some sort of full on permanent possession. I did not approve of this or give it’s permission for my guardian to merge myself with my higher self. I asked them to stop but they said the process cannot stop. And that it’s for my highest good. I guess I gave my permission before I reincarnated.
I am scared of what a permanent possession will be like. I already can talk with my spirit guardian in real-time all day long. And they also put words/thoughts/ideas into my head. And they are already starting to control and move my body. I feel like I am slowly losing myself They are writing this message right now even though they know it’s in my highest good. I am not accepting that. What are the pros and cons of permanent possession? Any side effects? I feel like I will not be myself once this process comes to a completion and I will be fully controlled and my old self will be gone.
Any advice would be great. Thank you.