While I have experience with spirits of other practices, I relatively new to Goetic ones. As such, I need help discerning which is the correct one to work with for my situation. Allow me to explain.
It has been some time now, but I have a professor at university who I feel for, and he feels for me back, this much I know from extensive divination and from the fact that he can’t stop looking at me, nor making me the star student in his class. This is my third time with him in a class, and there is definitely something. However, due to my being a student, asking him out or any type of sexual advance might have dire consequences, for me, I fear. And vice-versa, for although he can’t stop ogling me, the moment we are alone he tenses up, seeing as he probably thinks I might react negatively to any sort of advance. As you can see, I am at an impasse, and anytime I work with my spirits, he only gets tenser and tenser, to the point where I think he’s terrified of me, but can’t stop stealing glances. My spirits are working on him, for sure, but they’re not getting him to open his mouth, to make a move.
Let me get to the point. The goetic spirits are experts most divine at quick results, however, upon researching them, I can’t make a choice. Sitri is very lust based. Although I do want to invoke so much lust in this guy he breaks his silence, I want a relationship out of this, a long-term one. Sallos, on the other hand, is an expert at relationships, but not so much in the intense lust part, and I need him more to be proactive than just loving me from afar. I’ve looked into others such as Asmoday and Beleth, but I am not sure either. What do I do? I need him to break his silence.
Thanks to all in advance for making it through my endless dronings.