Anonymous or potential Throwaway because my current environment wouldn’t understand this path.
Short version of who I am so you know this isn’t laziness:
• Been lucid dreaming since I was a child, this might sound stupid but nightmares were my playground; I’d hunt the creatures instead of running from it. Natural awareness, for the most part I enjoyed my nightmares, not sure if that has anything to do with spiritual, but I mentioning it incase it means anything in the spiritual sense.
• Dropped out years ago because of family chaos and would miss school for months, even a year at some point, this chronic absenteeism followed me throughout my high school career.
•19, turning 20 soon. Managed to pass RLA and Social Studies. Math & Science are tomorrow.
• Only discovered a few days ago that my state actually requires the Math portion — I was unintentionally misled for months.
• The last half-year has been hell: major move, every responsibility dumped on me, no room of my own, sleeping on a couch, zero time or headspace. Only in the last 6–8 weeks have I finally had a corner to breathe and study. Even then it’s been frantic catch-up with someone helping me, and I still have massive foundational gaps that normal cramming can’t fix in one night.
I’m not here asking spirits to do my homework. I’m here because I finally have a shot at climbing out, and one bureaucratic surprise + decades of holes have put me against a wall with less than 24 hours left.
I found out about Croatia stuff only a few days ago, unfortunately and I wrongly tried to Solomonic ritual, I realize that was wrong, even when I did it I didn’t like how harsh and commanding the words were. I planned on apologizing if Glasya showes up, regardless I was unprepared, and the ritual was half ass.
But now (respectful Goetic path, no more Solomonic nonsense after the first mistake):
• 2 days after I tried Goetia way, Glasya-Labolas: full apology + respectful evocation, fresh espresso, argawood incense, candles, burned petition with serious 60-day offerings. Woke up blank. Understandably so why would he want to work with me, after I tried calling him through Solomonic means.
• Marbas / Vassago / Buer desperate pleas → nothing I could perceive. I’m not spiritually attuned unfortunately so I don’t know if they came. Although I don’t think they did. I woke up blank, no better memory retention or newfound knowledge so I don’t think they came to my call although I don’t blame them maybe I didn’t do something right.
• Today: Dantalion — frankincense, clean sigil, enn, meditation track. Minor forehead tingles, but I rationalize everything, so I don’t trust it as confirmation.
I will put in the years to truly master this material later. Right now I need a bridge, one compressed burst of clarity so the concepts actually land tomorrow.
Specific questions for the experienced:
1. Dantalion — did the signs I got mean contact, or should I hit him again tonight with something stronger?
2. Glasya-Labolas — bridge burned forever or fixable with a bigger gesture?
3. Who consistently teaches knowledge rapidly almost feeling like implantation, help with retention, maybe teaching through dream - especially for beginners who aren’t fully open yet but have natural lucid ability and almost zero fear?
4. Any rite or mini-pact or full on pact that has worked for someone in a genuine time crunch? My test is tomorrow morning and then hour break.
I know it’s a longshot. I doubt anyone will see this and I’m sure anyone who does see this post, will see my long terrible introduction with questions, I know I sound ridiculous and what I’m asking for isn’t how demons work, but I thought I would try anyway. What do I have to lose, this test means a lot to me and I’m desperate, I’m willing to do whatever it takes.
But yeah, the probability of anyone seeing my message is very slim but I thought I’d still give it a shot.
I keep my word. Whatever deal gets me over this hurdle, I’ll honour long-term.
If you’ve got a method that actually works under this kind of pressure, please share. If not, I’ll be up all night studying and doing whatever it takes although I doubt it’ll stick because memory retention requires sleep, but I’m not the type to give up so I’m going to try my hardest regardless.
Thank you.