Welcome to the forum!
What was your other username? That account needs to be closed out if it isn’t already.
This may be you cursing yourself - “like attracts like” is a basic principle in magick - so if you say you’re broke you make it more true. Si no you do the same in reverse, act and believe you are on your way to good luck, helpful people that don’t scam you and being comfortably wealthy.
I would stay stop relying on and blaming spirits for everything and start taking control for yourself as a mage.
After that, if you have been here before you know we need an introduction and that’s a rule for all accounts: Please do make your next post your Introduction here, which we need per the forum rules and see our posting guidelines in the FAQ.
Points to cover:
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Do you have any practical experience in magick?
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If so, what exactly do you practice and how long have you practiced?
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Do you follow any specific system or tradition?
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What are your areas of interest?
Here is a getting started with magick guide. You’ll want to get your spiritual hygiene sorted out, and start work on developing your astral senses, then when you can know you have a decent chance at avoiding impostors and parasites then try the evocation guides we have on here.