Please notice my sad and a badly needed help story please help!

[Lady_Eva]

PS also, try this, it is very easy for beginners to do:

Whiteboarding : Powerful Method To Erase Negative Thoughts

This a method which I have used a lot, and which other members on here have used, with great success to erase negative thoughts. It’s not a substitute for clinical advice if you have, or suspect you may have, mental health problems, but it is a valuable part of your magickal toolkit when your pattern of thinking may be undermining you. And as you advance in power, the potential uses for this will also increase: Whiteboarding: This exercise is explained in both “The Key” by Dr Joe Vitale (hig…

And this is also beginner-friendly info:

Simple English Demonic Evocation Guide

This guide is intended to be both simple and easy to translate. Read it through at least twice to understand all the stages. If you are using a book, follow the instructions in the book about any prayers or magick words of power, this guide is very basic, and you can add things to it from the book or method you are using. If you are not sure whether magick is safe, or whether you should take the risk, do not perform an evocation, or you might just become more worried and unhappy. You will ne…