I have been reading endless threads on here for a few weeks now trying many different methods exhausting myself to end whatever the hell is happening to me and my partners life.
I am not sure who could have cursed us, there are honestly a few options because of personal things that have happened over the years but regardless someone has clearly become upset enough to pull out something heavy duty.
Over the last six months, we have had FOUR seperate pets die, and now people around us are starting to become ill with deathly disease as well. It started with our dog, who suddenly dropped dead with no warning in September of last year.
Then in October on devil’s night (night before Halloween for those not familiar) a white, domesticated pet mouse ran up to me outside, looking for help and I took it in. A little more than week later it died from an infection that it should have recovered from with treatment. Then in December, our duck died. He was perfectly healthy, only a few years old, and was indoors when he was found. No animals or anything could have gotten to him and there were no trace of a cause. He was just laying in his (empty at the time) pool when we found him (I was coming in to change out his water and food etc).
Then, in April of this year my cat suddenly became extremely ill and died within 9 days of becoming sick.
Within the last WEEK my partners grandmother now suddenly has such bad dementia (that was somehow not present a couple weeks ago or any dementia at all for that matter) that she doesn’t remember anything that’s happened and goes missing constantly wondering from her house and they have to call the police to find her.
Then today, my partner found out his mother was just diagnosed with breast cancer.
There have also been many many instances of just general bad luck too. Too many to list. Truly a “everything that can go wrong does go wrong” deal. The most notable being that I broke one of my toes just simply walking normally, not even sure how. Never have broken anything before either.
I have petitioned my spirits, and though I have channeled some protection measures from them it’s like I can’t hear what they say about if they can stop it, like gurgling, even though I can hear answers to anything else. I have done many different rituals and wards to banish, cleanse, cut cords and bindings against suspects, and a lot of energy workings of all sorts to protect, repel, defend, for both of us and our extended loved ones.
Things will seem better for a matter of a few days, and then it’s another ridiculous thing. At best these things are a bandaid and I’ve been at it constantly daily for weeks now. I’ve never had this large of an issue before and this isn’t a case of sabotaging myself with not believing in my own power because I’m quite confident in my workings and typically never fail (unless you count when I was a literal child beginning). It’s starting to wear me thin though, quite literally too. I am losing massive amounts of weight even though I’m eating normal, healthy meals like I usually would and I am exhausted most of the time to an unusual degree. I am also normally an extremely light sleeper who’s aware of my surroundings and lately can not be woken when I’m asleep. Many little things, like I said as well besides the mass amount of sickness and death.
Anyways, what can I do at this point? Do I just kiss my ass goodbye? I don’t have access to getting outside help or the funds.
